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I don’t believe in God much these days but it just seems absurd to me that he would forever punish people that commit suicide when I, me just being a relatively “good” person, wouldn’t. What kind of happy heaven is there to be expected then? Only a hypocritical one, where God is just a mother fucker that plays the “all merciful dad”.

“Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able?
Then he is not omnipotent.
Is he able, but not willing?
Then he is malevolent.
Is he both able and willing?
Then whence cometh evil?
Is he neither able nor willing?
Then why call him […]

um, hey,  I’m new here and I don’t really get how this whole thing works, would anyone be kind enough to explain it for me?

Would you rather know how and when you are going to die or not know at all? I think I would prefer to know how and when, because I would set aside time to do most of the things I’ve ever wanted to do, but then again, I’d hate to know how little time I have with my girl… To know that I would never see her smile again just breaks my heart…

ever get that feeling when everything is fake? that’s me. everything about me is fake. like this for example. i registered with suicideproject.org because i wanted to read/listen and help in whatever way i can. the fact is, i’m not even happy myself. i am at the end of my tether. my husband and i keep fighting. it’s my fault. it always is. i’m selfish, stupid and insecure. i tried changing. i went to a psychologist but now she’s leaving the state. now what? i was prescribed anti-depressants but i never took them. well, i took one and hated the feeling. it made […]

Hi all,

There’s something wrong with me. I’m not entirely sure what it is, but I know it’s there.  I’ve always been different, weird, and I don’t really fit in anywhere. I’ve known this my whole life. All through primary school, all through high school, I was bullied, beaten, victimized, ridiculed. I don’t even blame those people or the system; it’s just the way things are for someone who is different.  All of that was many many years ago and has no bearing on my decisions today, I’m just using it to highlight that I’ve always known I’ve been different.

I know I have anger problems. I’m quick to […]

Hi-

Ive been on hiatus-my life fell apart 15 weeks ago and ive tried to put it back together.

I’m anesthetized by some painkillers now so ill write the basics-

Ex boyfriend abandoned me in the hospital(my 3rd). Went out,went through DBT a third time

Have tried to socialize and even signed up on for online dating. Little to no interest,except from a couple of guys who are freaks.

Now my 26 yr old niece is engaged. I’m officially the family spinster.

At 33.5 yrs,with only 1.5 yr left to have a baby,time is officially out.

I think I can safely say I’ve given life my damned best shot.

If there is anyone […]

It’s interesting seeing some of the drama arguments on this site, I’m not having a go at anyone in particular but it seems many people just haven’t bothered reading the READ THIS FIRST MESSAGE before getting involved in this site.

The Suicide Project is a website devoted to allowing people to share their stories of desperation and depression… and ultimately of hope. We hope that by allowing people to share their stories of despair with one another, they can find a reason to live, a reason to survive another minute. Another hour. Another day.

This is not a place to share suicide methods.

This is not a place […]