i’ve literally been crying none stop. i feel so unneeded. it’s like just one something good happens to me it’s gone in a flash, or like if something good has been going on i’m just waiting for something bad to come. i’m so paranoid. like i can’t be happy, cause if i am something bad is bound to happen. plus my bestfriend of 5 years isn’t even there for me. all i do is need someone to talk to, to get this all out…everytime we make plans and i go to tell her she bails on me. not to mention i’ve been a cutter for the past few years… plus this guy i’ve been in love with for as long as i can remember has a girlfriend yet, wants to be with me…it’s so confusing.. i honestly can’t take it. one minute everything is perfect and nothing can go wrong but then i can’t enjoy it cause i’m just waiting for it all to go to shit.i feel like…no guy will ever want me.. and maybe i’m a total ***** that’s why i have no friends? i just lay here every night and think maybe if i do go through with it..just maybe then they’ll realize they needed me and will miss me and wish they actually were there for me..but then again..no one really gives a shit.
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you can always talk to someone, or something, ive felt that way too and it was hard getting out of that hole with no ones help. just keep going and proving everyone wrong become something that they dont expect you to achieve.
i always feel worthless and unneeded. i find charity work to help feel needed. at least for the time being.