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I am tired of life. I’m 19 with no job and not going to collage. Fat and being made fun of by my family and my own sisters. They think that I can’t do anything and now I’m starting to believe them coz anything I do has a fault in it. I have no. Future coz of it and don’t want my parents to feel bad and sad coz of it but I can’t go any further , I know I’m aburden to them and they have my other sisters who are perfect. Should I just give up?
I never really got the above statement. I mean yeah everyone should appreciate what they have, but it doesn’t make our problems any less real or influential to our lives. Like today I told a friend that my PTSD and Depression was really getting to me and their response was “There’s people way worse off. Like think of the people in third world countries, they are starving.” Yes it is sad that they are starving and don’t get the same opportunities as others, but hearing that line did not and never does make my psychological issues go away or seem any less damaging than they […]
I believe family and friends are the most important things in the world. I am committed to this idea. My family and friends are not. One by one, they have all fallen out of my life. They don’t call me back. They don’t show up to parties. nothing. They just vanish and I have no idea why. I could understand if we’d had some sort of disagreement, but there was nothing. One day things are fine. The next day I no longer have a friend.
Needless to say, I’m quite lonely.Â
I wish I knew why everyone is leaving me. I must be me, right? Most of […]
i want suicide becasue she left i am poor
I can’t hang on anymore, I can’t grip on reality, it feels like one tiny more push by a friend or family member or a tiny indirect threat etc will push me to taking 60 pherngan tablets.
I’m so lonely…..
Hi everyone basically I am suicidal suprise suprise, this time I don’t want to come back, I deactivated my facebook because individuals were egging me on to kill myself….urgh, I am currently stressed out about TAFE, my family situation everything basically and I have been on 9 different drugs, anti depressants you name it, I hate my life and I am suicidal I want to die.
Sorry to bother everyone but I am sick of life one more wrong thing and I will kill myself, I just deactivated my facebook, sick of people’s crap…
i am completley and totally worthless… no one cares about me
I am so ready to leave. plan on my daughter’s birthday (yes, a daughter that I don’t get to see) to leave this pathetic fucking life. Funny that so many believe in a fictious god, but think (because a dumb book) that you will be damned if you leave this crappy shit earlier. There is no god, and there is nothing after this bullshit. We are just like any other animal on this planet, look at all of our actions. We go to war for what reason? There is more than enough land on this planet to live. We keep others financially strap for what […]
Hi I’m 15. My name is Maddy. I gre up with a nanny because my brother was to young to take care of me and my mom always worked and when she was home she was taking care of my dad. He had brain cancer a brain cancer that no one makes it out alive. He did though he was suppose to die the year of getting it. He didn’t the doctors told my mom it was god but because of all the radilation and surgery he had problems he couldn’t see out of one eye never could remeber anything. He only rememberEd things well […]
my attempt last night didn’t work so i am going to try again… i’m crossing my fingers and hoping it actually works
I struggle with Borderline Personality Disorder and Bi-Polar. I’m on anti-depressants but this year everything that could go wrong has! I went from having a home, beautiful Yorkies, nice furniture in a safe and pleasant neighborhood.
Unfortunately, I allowed a fricking crackhead (who did a real good job hiding it) to move in with no money. I thought his addiction was over, it was just covered up well. I wanted him out of the house when I realized this good for nothing creep stole my wallet containing all my ID, insurance cards, debit cards, money etc. Since him stealing from me had become a common occurance, […]
I feel very unloved by everybody. I am never getting respect from friends, family or anybody else I know. I am at my breaking point.
OMG! a week! finally im feeling a lot better…..but i still think of dying all the time..idk whats happening. im different..today was better then a lot of days but i still wanna die. i just want away from everything…im confused and just wanna give up. i feel worthless, and horrible…but im sure my best friend would disagree. idk get what he sees in me….i really dont cuz im not that amazing. i wanna leave i wanna die i know people would love me dead i know people love me alive but if im dead im sure they will love me more…speaking of love where […]
How many of you have went past your breaking point, lowest you can go in life, and what events are you going through to bring you to this website
I wish there was a button a can swith off and die, im 26, ive tryed when i was yound to kill myself, but charcol came into play insted, i wake up wish i was dead, i live wishing i was dead, thays no way to live, i really cant take much, i am skinny already, and havent eattin in four days, i look horrable, im taking 4 sleeping pills a night just to cope, i want out of this world so much, id rather be in hell then to live like this, i really would, im just done with life, and i want to […]
THEY ALWAYS TELL ME TO JUST MAKE NEW FUCKING FRIENDS
THEY TELL ME TO JUST FUCKING MOVE ON
HOW THE FUCKING WORLD DO I FUCKING MOVE FUCKING ON
WHEN I HAVE THE FUCKING BAGGAGE ON MY FUCKING SHOULDERS
STILL!
FUCK FAKE PEOPLE
I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM!