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My best friend told me he didn’t want to speak to me anymore and that we should just move on, he’s ignoring me now. He was one of the reasons why I no longer self-harmed and I’m on the verge of a panic attack. Great
Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.†No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.†No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.†They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you […]
i give up, u hurt me, i have no body else why did u have too leave me? u said i mean too much too leave that easily. was it lie? im guessing, yes? :/ it hurts to know how many times iv been betrayed.
Wishing. Hoping. Dreaming. Longing. Living. Breathing. Smiling. Laughing. Hurting. Wanting. Crying. Walking. Waking. Anything and everything. I’m so tired. Emotionally, psychically, mentally, any way possible. I don’t know what to do or who to go to, I don’t know what the meaning of living is anymore. I don’t know what the point it. So many people have it worse than me, but that doesn’t make it hurt any less. It doesn’t fix anything. Everything hurts. I’m torn down, broken, sad, no. More than sad. There’s no words for it. I have absolutely no motivation. I’m so emotionally numb to everyone and everything. I don’t know what […]
I’ve been on different medications for about a year now, and I don’t see a difference. I’m stopping it all tomorrow. I’ll probably become worse, but I don’t care. I want to die anyway.
I have been suicidal for probably the better part of 5 years and looking back at my life and where I am now I always ask myself “why didn’t I just do it then?” Nothing ever improves, I’m too much of a pathetic, fuck up to ever improve it. I realize a few people here will still say I have hope, but realistically take a look at my current life and take your mindset off of a suicide relief/help site mentality for a second. If any person in real life read what I am about to describe below they would most likely agree that there […]
You know those times you feel like nobody is listening or you’re all alone and you just wanna give up?! I do.
I feel like that all the time and i can’t help thinking as if suicide is the only way out. I’m NOT that typical girl whose life is soooo sad and everything is dark.I have people called family that love me and care for me BUT, don’t get me.Everybody thinks I’m okay and that everything will be fine. But no they’re wrong they see the happy silly little girl that i used to be until Middle School happened. Until i found out the truth […]
Ive been trying to get help from my so called friends for so long but its useless. Im pretty sure I just lost one by telling her about being suicidal. She told me she couldnt take the stress I was giving her and that I was burdening her with my depression. I have like three friends now and I feel horrible for messing up someone’s life with my problems. I dont get it, I thought when you needed help you were supposed to be able to ask your friends for it. So here I am in my downward spiral with its ever increasing slope, I […]
Hi, I’m Sarah. I’m 16 years old. I have thoughts of suicide all the time. I hide behind the smiles I show to people so they won’t judge me. They tell me to go cut myself or go kill myself. Sometimes its my brother telling me too. I know he’s joking but I feel that he’s meaning it too. I have thoughts about doing it but never following through because I have a friend that is the same why as me. I don’t want to have this thoughts but I feel as if this urge is getting stronger and one day I won’t be able […]
These half-said commitments
Shake under our feet
Unable to be trusted
With anything other than defeat
The moments of clarity
End much too quickly
With clandestine sincerity
And annihilated dignity
My head down, I walk away
Confused and shattered
Broken by another day
But if you’d kiss me one last time
I’d never let your lips leave mine
Well I ask you all. Is this world worth livng in anymore? I can’t find very many reasons for it to be. And I’m so young I should be enjoying life but instead I’m depressed andd looking for a way out. I’m to chiken to kill myself though. I don’t wanna die in pain. I want to die fast and not painfull. And I sure as hell don’t want to come back. Yes my parents and friends may miss me but they would have to understand I can’t handel it anymore. I’m not gonna go anywhere in life. I will probally become a drug addict […]
Today I woke up and realized how unhappy I really am. The pain I feel is so intense that it hurts to the core of my being. I sit here and look at the walls so much grief here I lost so much my home my kids my ex my life. Its all gone and I don’t have another start over in me I really don’t. Ending this life is all I have left. I simply can’t do this anymore . I have made my final plan to just end it. I can’t live without my family anymore I failed them and myself. No […]
So its been awhile since ive posted…. But here’s my little update of not awesomeness.
It’s hot outside lately and it’s making tired. But you don’t know what you said yesterday made me just not trust a lot. “My girls” and how I was telling you don’t need sex to have fun, then you saying “Maybe.” All because you want to go to Mexico as I don’t. Know what go to Mexico with your “girl” and maybe have “sex” cause I can’t do anything. I feel too disgusting to argue or anything. My organs seem to be killing me. And I just can’t cry.
Hey everyone,
I’ve decided on using carbon monoxide for my exit and was wondering if anyone on here knew the effectiveness of propane grills compared to charcoal grills. I have a propane grill already and wouldn’t really want to purchase a charcoal grill if I don’t have to. Any info on carbon monoxide will be helpful.
Thanks
Against suicide that is.
Why is it considered to be an actual problem that ‘must be stopped’?
It’s that one person’s choice whether they live or die and that is where the option should rest. Outside interference shouldn’t exist.
I don’t understand why so many people are so horribly against it.
I do understand why they may not like it and may want to help someone, but I don’t get why some people attempt to stop a person completely from their decision.
Especially strangers.
Do they feel sorry, or do they just want to do their good deed of the day?
Yes, my complaints are obvious and have probably been expressed hundreds […]
lately all i can do is laugh, its all so fucking funny,
its funny how i am such a pathetic person that has pity on himself while nothing bad enough has happened to me, its also funny how everything hurts, its funny that i am writing this and i am only now realising how terrible i am feeling, its funny how i can’t stop hating myself for a second. its funny how i never have any rest, its funny how i keep telling myself i don’t care , its funny how i love pain, how i love being treated like shit by my father, i […]
my name is not that important but just for making it more human, it may be jeriko.
i constantky since years like with something i call “the dark”.
the dark is that part of me that constantly arise rage, hate and will of suicide … and for what i know he has a plan.
first he made me break with some friends, thne made me deaf to listening suggestions, then he isolated myself from reality.. and i guess that now reached its ultimate target, unlock all “breaks” that keep a normal person from doing stupid things.
i call them stupid but not as disrespect, but […]
Does someone know what happened to jessdepp? She was looking for a suicide partner…I wanna know if she is Ok
Go on youtube and look up Look away by thousand foot krutch. It helped me.
hi.sorry for my bad english beacause it’s not my first language.
i’m from turkey .i’m 21 years old male and i am(was?) university student .i have AD/HD(focus problem) and serve social anxiety. ihave gone to doctors here they gave me some drugs like fluxetin and propranol and some others but all of them were useless.also my doctor told me nealy all of my problems are from fear from soicety.
i came to this site about 3 month age searching about suicide and now i’m some kind of addicted to it. i check it every day and i don’t know why!!
all of my life i […]
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