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i try to control my emotions but i just had to lash out at dad and mum.
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this guy started it all in Australia/Sydney and then it spread all over the world.
Hope it cheers you up and proves there are good people in the world?
Brothers and Sisters,
I have seen and felt your love in this website. It is encouraging to share with you all, even when at times we do not agree, but that is fine to me. I am not here for you to all agree with me, but to share with all of you how I feel, and what I want to say to you all.
I believe there is always hope for us. We all have heard this many times, and sometimes we become numb to this. However, I still say there’s hope. There’s a small shining ray of light in this darkness. This darkness of […]
I’m catching the bus before the new year, but I’ve been keeping up with the posts and wondering. Many mention finding hobbies to stay busy. What’s the point of being alive if you’re just existing? Chasing down hobbies to keep your mind off of offing yourself doesn’t seem like a very fulfilling life. So out of curiosity…what’s the point?
I hate myself. I cut myself sometimes, try to break my own bones and ive even tryed taking iburprofen tryin to die it didnt work
Hello it’s been awhile since I’ve been in this but I’m back and I wanna help all of you.Everyhing stays confidential and I will try to help in what ever way I can.I won’t judge anyone because we are all in the same position here,I just wanna help people and try to make there lives just a little bit bearable.i don’t think anyone should commit suicide but that isn’t my choice so I won’t stop you in that decision.you don’t have to tell me anything immediately we could just be friends first or whatever you want but I am very understanding so please let me […]
The girl that use to sit on this bed was ashamed to call her self a daughter, friend, girlfriend and so on. The girl who use to sit on this bed was scared to face her self in the mirror. The girl who use to sit on this bed would smush her self into a little ball every night and cry. The girl who use to sit on this bed only saw darkness. The girl who sat on this bed never understood why know one wanted her. The girl who use to sit on this bed saw the blood drip from her arm every day […]
I am worthless… and what’s worse is I know I don’t like me I don’t think other people really do either. I’ve been through more in 30 years than most within the worst circumstances will have to deal with. All I want is the curage to press that much harder on the blade… I hate me. For so many reasons I don’t deserve life but what ever governs this world won’t see fit to let my suffering end. Haunted with only 1 way out but too much of a baby to do it. I don’t want to deal with it anymore […]
im at a very young age and constantly find myself thinking about suicide not only do i have suicidal thoughts i self harm and have a eating disorder. sometimes life can be great and then all of a sudden i feel alone and nothing can lift my mood and i start thinking the only way i can be at piece is if the person i love the most gets in his car and runs me over
Hi my name is Aurora and I’m going to turn 19 soon. Since I was a little girl I’ve suffered from depression. I remember my frist suicide attempt was when I was around the age of 7 to 9. I tried to suffocate myself with my blanky by stuffing it down my throat, it didnt work. I continued on with my life miserable, but unaware that these feelings werent normal. My mother and stepfather abused me most of my life both mentally and physically. When I confronted my mom about the way she use to treat me she tells me to get over it or […]
these past couple nights ive had dreams of my little brothers.. dreams about me and them running away from all the bad. they’re why i live. what happens when i have nothing to live for anymore? im so scared to be hurt again, so scared that i always have a negative way of looking at things. i try and find god in my life, i try to be a good person. but a good life seems so far away. why do bad things happen to good people? why am i suicidal? why does my mind race? why am i never good enough? im trying. i wish […]
I’m stressed the fuck out, January 6th I goto jail for 2months… I’m so tempted to end it all. fuck I don’t know what to do any more, Jail is the worse place to be I have severe social anxiety and I know I will be having panic attacks all day long……… I can’t even goto the mall without feeling so nervous, jail is gonna destroy my soul. I just wanna goto sleep at night and never wake up again. end is near! fml
Your job?
Your money?
Your family?
Your friends?
Your fame?
Your reputation?
Your lovers?
…. Why are you happy or Why are you unhappy?
December 26th 2004.. I lost one of my friends in the Tsunami… I miss her sooo much… And I love her soo badly….We were like sis… Love A! <3
When you love someone, and he or she doesn´t loves you back….Its sucks…But when you´ve got feelings for the wrong person….you want to disappear..
When you are extra sensitive, it just makes the thing even worse.. why, I dont know, its just the humankind…
           Am i finally happy?
Finally putting the razor and knife down?
Finally putting the bottle of pills down?
Confused much….. i think yes,,,,,, hear me and help me plz dont yell at me.
If I choose to end it all, I guess I should leave some parting words somewhere, and I suppose this is the place to do it.
Goodbye everyone, I probably won’t miss you as much as you’ll miss me. There’s no one that can help me now. I’m too much of a failure and a piece of shit to be helped. There was no hope for me. This was the only option. Please don’t think it was your fault, especially you Mom and Dad. It was my fault and my fault alone. If suicide is the cowards way out, then I am a coward. I have […]
This is a true story about a guy who was down in the dumps in his life, his marriage, his family, nearly broke, and he started asking God questions about all kinds of things you can imagine from suffering, to sex, to how to fix his life, and some pretty amazing answers were shown to him….
You can buy the “Conversations With God” series, starting with the first book through to book three or four i believe. It’s pretty interesting take on everything happening in the world.
Another really good book to read is “A New Earth” by Eckart Tolle.
Really quite philosophical and informed.
I hope these can […]