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He is an amazing guy … think of him if you think you are the ‘only one’ in the world having struggles …. and then, remember, ATTITUDE, NOT THEIRS, BUT YOURS matters most …
If you’re ever feeling down.
If you’re in need of a ‘pick me up.’
If you want to start your day right.
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Conquer what has not been conquered. That is how you find yourself.
Defeat should not be in your creed….
brb, going to fight a bear! 🙂
I turned 14 on the 3rd
I have been sexually abused around 4-5 times
I recently found out in an empath and can see/feel spirits
I am bisexual
I have a girlfriend
I have forgiven my sexual abusers
I self diagnosed myself with a chronic social anxiety disorder
I have a needle phobia,its pretty bad
My favorite color is any shade of green except normal green 🙂
I am fairly happy
I survived chronic depression without medication or a therapist
I hate my mother
I love mismatched socks
I dress emo
My favorite band at the moment is Botdf
My girlfriend is cheating on me […]
So Im wrapping up my time with the last attempt at therapy (DBT),even did extra time. My last day is in a few days,and I dont have much support afterwards. I thought maybe I had found others (IRL) who felt like me,but now its all falling apart. Everything around me is empty,and I only have one meager trip to give me some light,but then I know its time to go. My birthday is in a couple of weeks,if it werent for this trip I would end it so that I didnt turn a year older.But seriously,after that…nothing has helped,Im still miserable and nothing can make […]
….is what “many” of you are here ….
This has been my brief, but overhwelming experience. I raise my hat off to you …you’re doing well for others, but never forget to do well for yourself too ….
Resilience means to stand up to challenges, because everyone has them in life just different kinds.
If our waking day is made up of 18 hours, be careful what and where you focus the majority of your day. Do not let others poison your mind with their lesser thoughts, but also do not poison your mind (& body) with your own. You are stronger to resist then you think. […]
I just don’t understand how a depressed person could at first want to get better and eventually does start to feel better but then wants to be depressed again. Or how a person wants to be in a psychiatric hospital again, for the third time. I’m very curios as to why I feel this way. I can only come up with two explanations but I’m not sure if they make sense. Well one is I think because I only know myself best when I’m depressed and that’s my “comfort” zone. And two is because at hospitals I get attention and I feel […]
Right now in my life things are not the best. I thought i got over the bullshit and hurtfull things in my life but spending a few days with your family brings it all back [I went on vacation with them for 10 days] and still they haven’t changed i mean yes we all live in the same house but i don’t see them at all because i hate being around them my dad and i never see i to eye and he is always telling me that am a […]
Well I’m the youngest in my house. I’m 13 and everybody else like 2 , 3 , 5 , and 6 years older  then me. My 15 year old sister that was there when I was getting sexually abused keeps taunting me about the sexual abused when I was little  ! She making me feel even more bad about myself. I know I’m doing the wrong stuff like I was about to have sex with a 23 year old man. Well I need to slow down and stop everything I’m doing. Well my mom thinks I try to act like my big sister , with […]
The people at my church tell me all the time that im going to hell if i kill myself i guess thats one reason why i cant go threw with killing myself
Do you leave a suicide note beside you? A delayed email to friends and family? A delayed Tweets perhaps? Something to stop people thinking you’re so “selfish” and explain your problems..
I wonder if the new world order is still going to be put in place this year hopefully it will because all christians are to be prosecuted and that would be a nice quick way to die without doing it myself
Well I get high everyday !!!. I’m only 13 so I should stop. Well my self-esteem is really low. Alot of people calls me pretty but i just don’t see it. The sexual abuse I went through really tore me down completely!!! Well when i get high , that’s when i be having sex but I be telling myself im going to quit doing the stuff  im doing but when I smoke I feel happy , laugh more, and feel more prettier. Well everyone please give me advice
Every since i tried to kill myself my dad has given me anything i wanted.some kids might call me luckey or spoiled or what ever but thats not what i want i dont need your sympathy or your empathy i need love i mean he dnt call to see how im doing or ask ow my day or week.been only time he ask that is when i call i mean what i did wasnt a cry for help but i mean since im still here you should atleast call to see how im.doing you never know when im going to leave for good wheather its […]
All the people who treated me like shit and accused me for bulling in the past wont stop picking on me. I have no job my parents are disabled no one ever seems to help me here in Cornwall. They all talk about how well theyy have it made and how acceped they all are and scream told you so to me. Im probably take my own life at the end of this month because no one knows i even exist yet alone help me.!!!!
I feel as though im stuck in a long tunnel and i see the light but everytime i try to run to it i trip over something and it taakes me along time to get back up idddk though this is just a thought/ simile to my life
i drag myself from my bed, from the warmth of my room, from the safty of my house. and go to what i call my living hell. i pull up. park my car take a deep breath and put a fake smile on my face. all i think is i dont belong in the day light. i walk through the halls full of liers and perverts, bullies and bitches and think to myself. i cant wait for college.
walking down the hall. my music blasting.. i look up.. and see your eyes.. the eyes that i used to love. and now every time i look into […]
I started to get Sexually abuse at the age of 3-10.  Well I’m 13 right now. Well I remember snap Shots of when I was 3 ! I don’t remmeber everything. I would go over my auntie house because she would baby sit me while my mom was at work. I just remember my cousin taking my dolls and me crying and he would say “You would half to do this in order to Get your doll back”. Which my cousin was 12 or 13 at the time and I was 3 . He molested  me lots of times as I can remember.He would tell […]
You guys I know most of you really want to leave the earth but I think you should go to bestgore.com to see what it will really look like after you kill yourself. I’m sure the images will deter you. If your having doubts or not really sure I’m sure that site will help you make up your mind or choose a different method I know personally it changed my mind :/
I’ve decided not to kill myself mainly because it’s what everyone expects me to do. I have this thing where I just can’t be a statistic or a cliche so I have to be the opposite of what people think of me….. I don’t think that makes any sense but anyways my future is way more important than the past and present so I’ll grit my teeth for two more years until I get out of here and hell who knows maybe I’ll find love again I don’t know what’s in my future but I sure would like to see it good or bad […]