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I Will Survive

I did this, you can too.

I’m confused.

by nerevars 12/29/2013

written by nerevars

I’m not even depressed right now but I don’t know what happen and what I’m going to do with my life which makes me want to kill myself. My major in college turns out have nothing to do with my passion that I found out later but I can’t Â just drop out or my family will be furious. I’m stuck with my life I hate. I want to chase my dreams even it means I need to start over and leave everything behind, have a minimum wage job (as long as I still can pay my bills, eat, having a roof above my head and […]

12/29/2013 2 comments

Proud

by fifteenanddying 12/29/2013

written by fifteenanddying

Today is my third day of not cutting.

I am proud.

This may seem small but every day I go without Â mutilating my own Â skin is one day closer to Â clean wrists again.

12/29/2013 4 comments

It’s over

by lissbabe 12/28/2013

written by lissbabe

Tonight is the last night forever for me know I have tried to kill myself but I know that tonight is the night I say goodbye to the world at midnight I will be gone no one will have to worry about. Me ever again as I’m a foster child people look down at me and I see it in people’s eyes even my boyfriend who acts like my dad and not in a good way he acts like I’m a possession and I feel unloved im scared of him

12/28/2013 6 comments

Fighting Insanity

by w0nderless- 12/27/2013

written by w0nderless-

The depression, the insanity,Â it all hit me hard, down into the ground. It all started happening againÂ a month ago. IÂ wasÂ doing better. I have become worst than I have been in months. Â The voices in my head became louder, the nightmares became horrid, theÂ bladeÂ is waiting there for me, AND the stress just sitting there own my shoulders. “Maryjane” has been my only friend there for me.Â I just cant do whatever this is anymore. I don’t even Â know what to do anymore. I wish I had the courage to eventually to just end it all. But, I’m hanging in there.Â

12/27/2013 3 comments

Is it worth it

by CamillePries 12/25/2013

written by CamillePries

Is it worth it? I am the odd one out of my family. Being diagnosed with MDD gave me a whole new look. I started getting bullied when I was in First grade because I was over weight. I thought nothing of it because I was young. A couple years ago I ended up cutting myself for the first time and I thought it would look cool, but it actually took all of my pain away (so I thought). Nobody in my family has ever suffered from any Depression disorder so it was very rare for me to suffer from it. I get bullied […]

12/25/2013 2 comments

November 18th 2010

by Grace111 12/25/2013

written by Grace111

my first (and only) love affair, oh how i remember that day like it was just yesterday. i was 13 3/4 years old and was lonely. i wanted someone (or something) to share my life with. i heard a car horn honk. i ran outside with my backpack in my hand and saw a white Ford 11 passenger van named 111 in my driveway. it was love at first sight. 111 was only 3 hours old at the time. i took steps closer and closer to her. my heart was racing in my chest. i swear i could have fainted. when i got to her, […]

12/25/2013 1 comment

To The Ones Who Don’t Understand

by Blake SinBad 12/23/2013

written by Blake SinBad

You say you do. You say you understand. You say things like, “oh, I know exactly how you feel,” and, “I’m always here for you, I’ll never leave.” …but then there comes the time when you know you’re truly alone and that’s typically when you need them the most…and then they say, “well why can’t you just get over it?” and, “do you like being this way or something?”

…

Well, what they can’t seem to understand is that in some cases you don’t want to change or get better, and in other cases, you simply just can’t…

…

Sometimes even managing to open your eyes in the moment […]

12/23/2013 3 comments

me against the world

by hateself 12/22/2013

written by hateself

i always feel like its just me against the world. Ive always been the kindof person with a sort of protective bubble or shield around me that no one can penetrate i kno my little bubble isnt ideal n wont help me feel any less lonely but it keeps me safe it makes me feel like i can handle things it gives me the confidence to be able to do things and kno that i will withstand the pressures of others. I also focus almost exclusively on myself making sure that when all is said n done that i achieve what i set out to […]

12/22/2013 1 comment

Is it good that I want to die?

by Lang10 12/20/2013

written by Lang10

I have like to have to die this world is to hash for to handle. When I think of way to die or kill myself, I laugh as if all my pain is freed from my soul. I ask anyone out there is this good?

12/20/2013 3 comments

by beautifulthings 12/19/2013

written by beautifulthings

The more I grow up the more I get older
Physically yes, but psychologically more
It’s like we have to be much more colder, to live life without being hurt
We build up walls so that we don’t get burned, that we fight
the urge of genuinely caring for each other.

Sweetheart, I’m only twenty years old and I started building this house of stone guarded by
Thorns to tear apart those
Who try to destroy the only heart
That I have
A lot of people don’t understand that
The joy that I have is not me trying
To be happy
If I were to […]

12/19/2013 1 comment

Protected: Pretty Much Me In a Nutshell

by Britsan 12/19/2013

written by Britsan

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

12/19/2013 0 comment

Depression and the military

by atrfan1 12/17/2013

written by atrfan1

This post is not about how the military handles depression, or how a soldier does. This is not a cry for help. This is a brief story about me.

Im the son of a teen runaway and a murderer. Ive never met my father and likely never will. My mother did her best for me, but life has always been against us both. I first tried to take my own life when I was only 11. After that, attempts became a yearly thing. Life just carried on no matter how much I didnt want it to. Then, I met someone. She was loving, caring, beautiful, and […]

12/17/2013 2 comments

Why I hate my life

by Alliewargox 12/13/2013

written by Alliewargox

So I’m gonna get this shit of my chest. I’m insane. I know that now. I’m so close to killing myself. My family are the root of all my insanity. They fought when I was younger and now I have to pay the price. I’ve become Bi-polar, depressed, suicidal and many more things. First off my Mother. She can be a great mom sometimes and I do love her but she is an idiot most of the time. My Brother is horrible. He is 18 and still living with our parents and doesn’t have a job or go to collage. He treats my mom like […]

12/13/2013 2 comments

Sucide

by kadencooper 12/13/2013

written by kadencooper

I am 12

I feel like I want to do sucide because of how kids say I’m annoying and that I’m a idiot,I have even inflected pain on my self making my hands bleed or cutting stuff,I luv this girl at school but I can’t just tell her that and her freainds hate my guts I have been near her since 3rd grade she blushes around me but what ever I do at school just makes me feel sadder,there’s no other way to stop this pain but death let’s see how […]

12/13/2013 21 comments

It gets better songs

by lonelyduck 12/12/2013

written by lonelyduck

When I feel like shit I listen to my special playlists about getting better. Please listen to them thet realy help.

*Giving up the gun
*Tomorrow will be kinder
*Concrete Angel
*Elenor Rigby
*Invisble
*How to save a life
*Warrior
*It’s Amazing
*Bluebird
*The day nobody dies
*Same love
*Battle Scars
*Brave

12/12/2013 1 comment

That one day…

by justwaitingitout 12/12/2013

written by justwaitingitout

I can still remember the day when I almost tried to kill myself.

Although it is not particularly hard to remember, based on the fact that I am reminded everyday by the pills in the medicine cabinet.

It was late in the day,Â most of my family decided to go out somewhere. I stayed home as usual, my mom was in her room watching TV, we ended up being the only two in the house at the time. I had already gotten the pills, in fact they were sitting on my beside table, I wasn’t doing anything but staring at them. Thinking. About everything. Friends, family, people I […]

12/12/2013 1 comment

My Story – Survivor of Suicide

by Ashton 12/11/2013

written by Ashton

Hey everyone! I’m 16 years old, and have struggled with clinical depression, anxiety, and self harm for quite a while. I turned to drugs and started heavily using in order to cover up the pain in my life. I was stuck in an abusive relationship that I kept trying to make work, but never succeeded. My life got so bad, that every day and every night would be spent crying and self harming. It relieved that pain for just a little while, but of course it didnâ€™t last for long. A little over a month ago, I couldnâ€™t take the pain of my life anymore […]

12/11/2013 6 comments

You are not a mistake!!!

by licybe 12/10/2013

written by licybe

Check out this AMAZING youth suicide clip…I wrote it because I wanted to die, in fact I tried to take my life, but things didn’t quite work out that way…Check this out, share it and potentially help save someones life!

Youth Suicide Spoken Word

12/10/2013 0 comment

nothing good

by breathme 12/10/2013

written by breathme

i’ve probably been staring at this page for an hour now trying to figure out what i’m suppose to say. I have butterflies in my stomach right now, i googled suicide. plain and simple and a hotline number came up and this site. I’ve only told two people my story that haven’t been there with me themselves. but the people that that we’re “with me” threw it weren’t really with me at all because that might have been there for the things that have pushed me to whee i am but i guess they don’t fully understand. the first person i told, he helped me […]

12/10/2013 3 comments

when you fail to kill yourself and then your friends wouldnt let you die either

by lissbabe 12/9/2013

written by lissbabe

i tried to do suicide last night but it didnt work my aunt found me lying on the floor and she dressed my wounds why would she do that is out of my mind i hate it i want to die i have nothing to live for anymore moms gonna go dad don’t give two fucks about what happens to me i see no fucking point in living, my friends wont let me die i just want peace i want to die i want to be gone my friends can get a new girl to the group. help me to kill myself please

12/9/2013 4 comments

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