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PLEASE HELP ME!!!

by scared for life 10/28/2012

written by scared for life

today i found out i have cancer (leukemia) i dont know what to do, i dont have long to live, ive always wanted to die but now its coming im scared, the sad thing is i will never get married, have a family of my own and never have sex.

ive been crying most of the day and i still am, ie cut my wrists about 50 times deep and shallow and i feel nothing. im scared im really really scared, i was going to end my life in a week but now i know i have leukemia i am really really scared. im in a […]

10/28/2012 23 comments

pain

by babyblue0513 10/26/2012

written by babyblue0513

Burning pain in the pit of my heart
Try so hard to push it away but the inferno keeps burning despite all that I do. Sticks and stones ya they break bones but words they hurt my soul. You break me down till I’m but a shattered remnant of who I once was. Your words they cut like knives ripping the heart from my chest I lie bleeding on your floor. You smile and kick me some more. Why do I love? All it brings me is pain, what do you want from me? My heart? It is in your hands, beating, burning, bleeding for […]

10/26/2012 0 comment

Richous Path

by Addiictivetragedy 10/26/2012

written by Addiictivetragedy

I’m always trying to make everybody proud
But theirs this voice in back of my mind that is loud
Telling me “you’re worthless , you’re nothing, you can never be someone”
So I focus on the negatives, not knowing how amazing I’ve become.

I try to do my best everyday
But why can’t this voice just drift away?
The more I hear “you can’t do it”
I start to believe it
So the bottom of the Hole I hit.

I can’t find my way out
Nobody can hear me pleading when I begin to shout
“oh god help me please,
Give me the power to be released” […]

10/26/2012 3 comments

I am obsessed with a teacher at my school

by Fran 10/25/2012

written by Fran

I love you, and i would die for you becauseâ€¦ please tick

a) Youâ€™re the most kindest person ever
b) Youâ€™re so inspiring
c) Your beauty isÂ incomparable to anything or anyone
d) Your presence gives me pins and needles in my neck
e) My heart speeds up when i see you
f) My mouth loses the ability to swallow or produce interestingÂ sentencesÂ when Iâ€™m around you, yet you still put up with me
g) You always seem like youâ€™re looking up at people and you show respect to people even though youâ€™re far moreÂ superiorÂ than anyone in the whole world
h) Your wacky and weird in aÂ wonderfulÂ way
k) […]

10/25/2012 4 comments

Raining on Webs

by NeverPerfect 10/24/2012

written by NeverPerfect

Raining on Webs

Iâ€™m vulnerable, out without a jacket,

And itâ€™s about to pour.

My heater, protection from the storm,

Wonâ€™t even look my way.

This web of hurt our loveâ€™s become

Is straining in the winds.

I donâ€™t know whatâ€™s coming beyond the cloud layer.

Signed up unknowingly,

I report in early tomorrow

To throw myself off the edge

And fall along with the rain

Until I shatter and splash

Like a drop.

A celebration of eleven

Is all that keeps my sane,

Jacketed arms that I can cling to

When the downpour comes;

And another fragile heart,

Iâ€™ll protect when the burning sun returns.

10/24/2012 0 comment

My Perfect Poison

by NeverPerfect 10/24/2012

written by NeverPerfect

My Perfect Poison

We cried and screamed together

But not a word was spoken.

Dancing in one ear and out the other,

Our conversation disappears from your mind.

But instead of floating away like nothing,

These words surround me,

Slicing and suffocating

Until all I know is the sound of my own despair.

Itâ€™s everywhere.

This memory of what we were

And could still be

Is haunting in its sadness

And its beauty.

First above the rest, but somehow always last.

And yet the heart in me

Clings to its own demise,

Those poisoned lips baiting me for another kiss.

And I accept,

Hurt and beaten by your love

And left too crippled to ever let you go.

10/24/2012 0 comment

Hmm…

by jzell 10/24/2012

written by jzell

Perhaps I’ll make it

Alone

Perhaps…

Another day, another night, another sigh

Perhaps I’ll make it

I’m doing all this for you

I care when no one else will

I’m not a passing fad

I’m not a fan, I’m there when they’re all gone

I’m not there when they’re all here

I connect with you when others may lie

I’m real

And I’m sorry I was not your ideal

10/24/2012 0 comment

shades of white

by chance3153 10/22/2012

written by chance3153

I’ve been browsing here for some time now and I have to say each one of your personal stories have always helped me in some way so much obliged I strongly believe that expressing how you feel can assist you in finding a way to continue if it may only be for a few extra moments. Let me first say you can just call me Chance is a name I’ve aquired over the years for all the triumphs I’ve overcome over the past 10 years or so. I’m like everyone else I’ve loved I’ve lost overcome miscarriages with past relationships, […]

10/22/2012 1 comment

goodbye my friend

by taylah 10/21/2012

written by taylah

so i just found out one of my close friends and also my crush, ran away due to bullying and his depression and then commited suicide. cut his wrist 6 times and then hang himself. i will miss him so much. my heart breaks each day. he was my inpersation and my help. we made sure we both ate and that we didnt self harm. thanks to him i had survived from suicide and i started eating but now that he has gone i have lost my hope. i wish i had seen this coming so i could save him. i loved him i now […]

10/21/2012 4 comments

Poem

by rubymcc95 10/21/2012

written by rubymcc95

Dark red
Trickles
Trickles down her arm
A special little secret
Known as self harm

Dark silver
Blade
Is the one that she trusts
The one that she turns to
When life becomes too much

Long white
Sleeves
To cover her pain
Hide her relief
Hide the cuts again

10/21/2012 2 comments

The Raven

by User425 10/21/2012

written by User425

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,

Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,

While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,

As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.

â€œâ€‰â€™Tis some visiter,â€ I muttered, â€œtapping at my chamber door â€”

Only this, and nothing more.â€

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,

And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.

Eagerly I wished the morrow; â€” vainly I had tried to borrow

From my books surcease of sorrow â€” sorrow for the lost Lenore â€”

For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore […]

10/21/2012 1 comment

by onlyoption 10/20/2012

written by onlyoption

time does notÂ ease me of my pain.

the remnance of his lies, his face

still rest uneasy on my brain.

when one can bare no longer

the scars that run deep in my emotions,

now merge and run deep in my flesh.

now physically and mentally

branded by my troubled days,

i cannot get away from the cold hands of shame.

to him this is a game, to bring me endless pain

through stiring my past and blocking

my happiness in every way.

today my life is tainted by this

everlasting shede of darkness that shrowds

my living days.Â one day IÂ will end my shameful ways.

10/20/2012 0 comment

This Poem Is What It’s All About.

by ohhfunk 10/20/2012

written by ohhfunk

It’s not mine but it still says alot.

Sorry Iâ€™m not perfect
Sorry Iâ€™m not true
Sorry Iâ€™m not happy
Sorry Iâ€™m not you

Sorry Iâ€™m not there
Sorry Iâ€™m not that extraordinary
Sorry Iâ€™m not thin
Sorry Iâ€™m just ordinary

Sorry Iâ€™m outspoken
Sorry I donâ€™t share
Sorry I donâ€™t need you
Sorry you were never there

Sorry Iâ€™m not comfortable
Sorry your the same
Sorry that I wonâ€™t change
Sorry Iâ€™m not a game

Sorry Iâ€™m here
Sorry I wonâ€™t be gone
Sorry you donâ€™t care for me
Sorry if Iâ€™m wrong

Sorry for what Iâ€™m about to do
Sorry but I canâ€™t stay
Sorry but Iâ€™m going to […]

10/20/2012 3 comments

I won’t be missed…

by YetAnotherPunkRocker 10/19/2012

written by YetAnotherPunkRocker

I wear a smile well, it’s my best accessory
I do it because I know it’s necessary
Behind the smile it’s revealed I’m dying inside
And it’s amazing the world buys all the lies.

Nobody will ever know
That the pain doesn’t let me go
It will haunt me until the day I die
I don’t want my tears to stain the world outside.

Trapped in a world I’m not good enough for
What am I still doing here?
Only in death will I find some of bliss
I know that I won’t be missed.

10/19/2012 1 comment

another breakdown-battle scars

by taylah 10/18/2012

written by taylah

so last night i had a terrible night my anxiety kicked in and i could do nothing but cry. my bf was being a bit of an ass and my mother had nothing better else to do but yell at me. its been 3 days since i last ate and i can already feel myself wasting away. i looked in the mirror last night hoping to see a better me then what i was. i saw the same old self. i just cried. feeling so fat and ugly i tried to throw up anything that was left in my system. it was 3 in the […]

10/18/2012 9 comments

these days.

by paulw 10/17/2012

written by paulw

It’s these days where nothing is quiet,
and inner voices start a riot.

They said with time it’ll be ok,
but the pain is not that far away.

But in a sick way I wanna thank you for holding my head up late at night,
when I was thinking I’m standing alone in this endless fight.

And now that you are not here,
the voices are back,
wich only I can hear.

10/17/2012 2 comments

tired

by Samantha 10/15/2012

written by Samantha

the hurt thats inside me
i cant seem to forget
i try to find the key
but all i feel is regret
like why i do this
and why i run away
how can i get out of this aybss
and know what to say.
do i even mean what i let out
or want people to hear
i guess i just want to feel like my sainty is near
im living my story
and its getting harder everyday
nothing is now boring
im only now afraid
i dont know who to go to
i only want to cry
all i am trying to ask […]

10/15/2012 1 comment

by Mitrailleuse 10/15/2012

written by Mitrailleuse

“We can’t love ourselves,

And we dont’t beleive we are loved,

We dont’ write any beautiful letters

To people we used to know

With the old ink,

Cause we only courted ourselves,

Our female selves, wildly

We were only good to please her,

And coquettish, and unfaithful,

And now we became widowers, crying”

From one of our poets.

10/15/2012 0 comment

You want to die

by died_spirit 10/15/2012

written by died_spirit

You want to die

before knowing the deepness of cry

you want to die

before diving inside the colossal lie

you want to die

before speaking personally with Satan?

you want to die

before drinking wine til decay

or doing sex til bye

you want to die

before cracking some noses

of the people that laugh of you

you want to die

before knowing the deepness of the dark arts?

before summoning spirits and devils?

before doing some craziness that prove the holiness

of your body?

Jesus is just another ************!

But in the dark arts I have found deep truths.

That the reality does not exists.

And that if life is a illusion, the illusion that life is a illusion is another illusion.

10/15/2012 5 comments

I am the worst God has made

by Shiann 10/14/2012

written by Shiann

I hate what I hear everyday my minds always a blur its never enough no matter how much i take in. I strive to be perfect I need to be perfect. It takes over me to the point were I am disabled I am so utterly disappointed with the life and body i am given so angered that I cant do anything right. Nothing works it makes me wonder why a God would make such a pitiful person like myself. Being shameful of every breath I take is a worthy punishment for a piece of dog shit like myself. When this world comes to end […]

10/14/2012 10 comments

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