I hate what I hear everyday my minds always a blur its never enough no matter how much i take in. I strive to be perfect I need to be perfect. It takes over me to the point were I am disabled I am so utterly disappointed with the life and body i am given so angered that I cant do anything right. Nothing works it makes me wonder why a God would make such a pitiful person like myself. Being shameful of every breath I take is a worthy punishment for a piece of dog shit like myself. When this world comes to end I will be pleased to finish this horrid nothingness I have been given as a soul.
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People who try to achieve everything, never achieve anything.
I just want to do one thing perfectly just one I cant even do simple task’s it’s disgusting.
What is it that you’re trying to do? Surely it isn’t being helped by you hating yourself.
Sometimes I just want to find the remote for my little brother other times its learning something new in math class. The regular stuff that anyone can do I cant do any of it correctly.
No one is perfect at everything, but no one is awful at everything either. Surely there’s something that you’re good at, and even if there weren’t all that would mean is that you have to find something. Saying awful things about yourself isn’t going to help though.
That could be true I am good at many things just not the things that matter to my parents. I want to try harder and I will Ill try to stop saying terrible things about about myself. I’m just so used to everyone telling me i’m a worthless selfish little *****. Maybe If i try a little harder I can be my parents ideal child. Thanks
God said himself that all he made was good…. sure we have our problems… we can thank original sin for that, but we can only over come these problems by going to the only power stonger than anything else you will ever find on earth and that is God… he will always love and protect you, all you have to do is go to him and tust in him.
At least you’re not a pedafile
clarity1987, you made me laugh, after reading a very serious post. To Shiann: You’re not the worst. You are literate and can type on a computer and post on a website. You’re hating yourself now but you have a lot more to you than that.
I don’t think you can’t do anything right. You argue that you do, but you’re literate and have a way with words. You grabbed my attention as well as others. That’s another thing you did right. When you post something, people don’t have to comment, if they do, it means you’ve succeeded in getting their attention, and they wanted to post.