For your poems.
going through hell
felt like a bottomless well
then she fell
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Poetry & Art
Tick tock
Says the clock
It seals your doom
While you lay in your room
Will you die
With a blade at your side
You watched the blood run down
Your wrist sliced, but you don’t frown
Realse is what you feel
Paradise at your heel
Earth was hell
But now you hear the bell
The ringing, singing
In the high heavens
You have escapes the heathens
yes you know
the ones who put on a show
they caused you pain
And while your eyes rain
There was no one
Not one soul out of a ton
You killed yourself happy
Free because earth is […]
Wamth of the sun beaming down to encourage growth and strength.
Cool breeze of the wind curls and carouses around the body cooling the soul.
Rain bursts from the cloud cover and washes the grit away.
Grass as green as a novice carpeting the ground and tickling the toes.
Trees tall and majestic reaching up and out to shade and protect.
Bushes sitting quietly awaiting the pruning shears of the endaring gardener.
Stones of all kinds absorb and hold the heat of the sun being children of mother earth.
Sky as blue and mesmerizing as the eyes of an Alaskan Husky staring at you in friendship.
All living things energetic and frolicking in […]
My last day online will be 05/31/2012. My last actual day … not soon enough. And if anyone tries to pull that stuff that someone did with Biscuit on here, it is not going to work with me so do not waste your time.
A few more weeks and I’ll be out of here. One of my methods is already procured and the two backups are on their way. Terminated my employment a week ago so it is daily inundation in books, games, movies and music until the end. Since the job is done and the methods are going to be present, no turning back now.
Everything […]
“Unopened Love Letter” (submitted)
Dear Mangled Heart,Â
I don’t even recognize you anymore.Â
Where have you been?Â
What have you been through?Â
We used to be so in tune.Â
“With my brains and your brawn…” Ya know? Now it’s like we’re strangers in the same room.Â
You’ve grown old. Cold. Distant.Â
You used to be warm and inviting. I was the cynical one. You’d let anyone in from the weather – if only for a while – and when I’d be concerned about the security risks, you’d just smile at me and say
“They need me.”
Heh. I never understood.Â
But I trusted you. I knew you. And we were […]
see those smiles?
they aren’t hers.
you think they only bless;
[but] she knows their curse.
yet in that abyss,
truth stirs.
always at her heels
it stumbles and keels
desperate to reveal
a [the?] girl who feels.
(nothing but faux:
it’s all for show)
if only they knew
she almost fell through
the void in her heart
full of fabricated clart
forged to keep her life
from falling apart.
nonetheless this only created strife
and anguish for her
provoking the start:
caveat emptor.
i hate my life because;
a) i dont have friends. they dont want to be friends with someone that is suffering depression
b) i have no one i can trust.
c) i ruined everyones lives.
d) i am stupid.
e) i am so far behind in school. i am 2 month behind in school work.
f) i attempted suicide twice.
g) i am never happy anymore. because i have nothing to be happy about.
I feel like I am on the edge.
Like I can’t turn back.
Have come so far.
I feel that I am trapped.
I’m scared and alone.
I don’t think I can turn back.
I’m scared to live.
And I’m scared to die.
I feel like such a coward.
Why can’t I just disappear.
I’m just a fuck up.
Why do you even try.
I gave up.
So why do you look at me that way.
With those loving and forgiving eyes.
It would be easier for me if you just hated me.
Like I hate myself.
Why do I try.
It’s not like […]
She was sitting in her bed looking up at the ceiling blasting her music;
She started crying and she knew exactly why;;
She felt useless and alone;
She was very angry;
All of her love started to turn into hate;;
It was like a switch turning off;;
She didn't care anymore and why should she;;
you just broke her heart without thinking twice;;
Don't try to deny it don't try to fight it;;
You say you love her so much but what you keep doing is the opposite;;
Your words mean nothing;;
Its not what you say but what you do;;
And your just proving your story wrong;;
the girl wondered why she was so imperfect […]
Yo sé que no es basta importante a casi nada de Uds. a traducir eso. Pero a los que se puede hablar este idioma, estará mas especial.
Era la luz de mi sombra y ahora
No puedo oÃr su nombre porque
Te fuiste cuando necesitote
Mis manos son rojas con la sangre de mi espÃritu
Que salen de mis brazos y pecho cuando pensando en ti
Y ya conozco el lugar de mi tumba.
Estará en el fondo del árbol que besamos
Lo que todavÃa tiene nuestros nombres en la laña
Y el cuchillo que usó para parar mi vida
Y no se que quien irán […]
just before i start of how i attempted suicide and got depression over a dream i had, i would like to say this might be long and goes for 1500 words.. sorry for so long.. please read it and thanks 🙂
This happend last year when i was 14 years old, i am currently 15 years old…. here what happend. This is in term 3 year 8. IÂ fell asleep on a sunday night, that night i had a dream, i was staring into the eyes of this really beautiful blonde girl… it felt like minutes, just her and me in black emptyness staring into each others […]
Some people on here post that they are ashamed to be complaining because they have a relatively comfortable life outside the specific troubles they are dealing with. There is no reason to be ashamed because you happened to be born in a developed country to people who can give you a decent lifestyle as far as food, clothing, and shelter. That is the fortune of your birth and you had nothing to do with it.
Sure you can help people who you consider less fortunate.  Still it does not help your mental state for you to add guilt or sadness to your already existing pain. Nothing […]
How do you love yourself,
When you can’t even reach the shelf?
When do you cross the line,
on the migrations so fine.
Living the dream,
or thats how its seems,
slowly fading away.
What do you do when no one calls your name
and they look at you all the same?
And when they take the chalice
they build such a fine palace.
Dreaming a life
o thats contrite
fading the picture away.
What do you do when you give everything away
the garage sale that gave way.
Do you haggle the price
when you have nothing nice?
Goods for sale
er, yea they are stale
please don’t go away.
What will you say,
to someone who wont stay?
I saw the mist that day and it entranced me.
I went in not because I chose to be different, or I chose to be something else; I consciously was drawn to it, the mystique, the vapor, the aroma.
I left the group and went down the misty path. I loved it. Everything around me swelled up and was lost. Slowly I lost sight of where I came from. I wondered where I was going, who I was going to meet in this mist.
The beads of water fell onto my face. The cold bit my nose ever so gently, the air was lively and dark. The lights […]
“True love ~ Broken dreamsâ€
-Hai, my name is Peter Alesana also other’s would like to call me Petii. I’m going to share a story about broken dreams, the human mentally capacity of fighting for your loved one, for your dreams, shattered lost soul, never endless suffering, a story what will encourage you to stand up and keep pushing even if everything seems to be dark and hopeless , when you are on two knees praying, shaking in the unconditional pain, when you cried so much that your tears turn into blood but won’t stop falling regardless how try you hard, when there is no one else there to […]
kso lately i feel like i ruined everyones lives.
i ruined my moms life because she had to have me when she was 16 and drop out of school and couldnt become a nurse like she wanted. but she did go back and finish high school. 10 yrs later.
i ruined my dads because, well he had to have me also at a young age. but he walked out on my mom when she was pregnant with me.
i ruined my families life because i just did. they always tell me they would be better off with out me. (well my sisters always say that)
maybe they will be better off […]
Hey, guys. I’ve decided to try and become happy..so I have this poem thing for school. What do you think? Should I give this to my teacher? Let me know ASAP please?
Out in the distance,
I don’t know what lies.
A beautiful scene,
Or a dark surprise.
The part which I know,
Is that I can grow,
Out of these thoughts,
Which now I am caught.
I feel the same inside,
As I did before I felt the need to hide.
I hid behind a fake smile,
Which no-one knew all the while.
Now I am ready to get past the past,
Because I have the courage at […]
Be yourself its the best person you can be
I AM ME
I am me
I shall be
Forever and always
Who i wish to see
In the mirror
As I hold the key
To me.
You dont understand how i felt that day when you grabbed my hand and assured me it was okay. I could do nothing but think about what we were about to do, wonder if you were nervous too. My thoughts overpowered everything and caused my brain to shut off. Then you took my innocence and whispered soft, “it wasnt how i pictured, wasnt how i planned.” I hurt my head trying to process what you had just said. Its been me by myself ever since then, my finger on the button ready to push send. I want to tell you all my feelings, worries, thoughts, and fears- […]