For your poems.
S orrowful
U nappreciated
I nsecure
C utting
I njured
D epressed
E ndless Pain
I’m not here,
I’m not there.
You can’t find me anywhere.
I have left,
I have gone.
Cause everyday
made my life wrong.
What people do,
what people say.
†I hate uâ€,
†Go away.â€
I tried to keep calm,
and have no fear.
But it got too much,
so i disappeared.
I took a rope,
and made a bow.
Put it around my neck,
and just let go.
For a second there was pain,
but soon there was no more.
As the life in me left,
my body went limp and poor.
Nobody knows,
nobody cares.
I’m transparent,
as thin as air.
People’s […]
Standing here
all alone.
Everyone left me.
I’m on my own.
what did I do?
What did I say?
To make them go
so far away.
Nobody wants me.
They don’t care.
They say mean things,
and give an evil stare.
IT really hurts,
inside and out.
I just want one thing
to change my life’s route.
I want someone to love me.
One who’s life i’ll share.
Someone who’s always with me.
Someone who’s always there.
I know who it is.
It’s always been you.
So kind so brave so bold.
The one who’s always true.
I want you in my life.
perhaps one […]
I’m going crazy.
I’m going insane.
All my thoughts
inside my brain.
i can’t take it.
Make them go away.
I am so confused.
Don’t know what to say.
I really need someone.
Anyone will do.
Someone i can vent with.
Someone I can talk to.
I’m so young.
Why is it I can feel like this?
All these emotions,
putting me into an endless abyss.
So many tears
I often cry.
I don’t know what to do.
I don’t even know why.
I’m garbage.
I’m shit.
i am done.
This is it.
So many doors.
Don’t know which way.
Nowhere to go.
Nowhere to stay.
I hear voices,
inside my head.
I hear things creeping
beside my bed.
They say i’m different.
They say i’m crazy.
I don’t do anything.
They think i’m lazy.
If hear voices
they give me shots.
Oh so much medication.
Pills? I take lots.
The people in my head,
they give me so much pain.
But now I know the truth.
I have gone insane.
In my home
I share with many,
each person has a room.
For there are always plenty.
We are all so different,
but yet we’re all the […]
nothing good comes from you
here is something u can do
take a rope and tie a not
leave ur body cold and blood running hot
let it out and let it pour
see it all over the floor
dont wake up and just stay down
if ur still alive uâ€ll make me frown
iâ€ll send a bullet through ur head
and make sure ur forever dead
nobody wants you and nobody cares
your heart deserves the hate it bares
goodbye you piece of shit
you’ll be in hell in a bit
its done
its said
im gone
im dead
no one misses me
nobody notices
what was the point
im better where im at
if i see a tear
i know its not for me
i wont be in the way anymore.
goodbye
This is too sad… Suicide is sad… It actually brought tears to my eyes.
advice: watch this before you kill yourself. (and u won’t)
Click this link below to watch:
I truly respect the man in this video, he is awesome & kind-hearted man. I only wish there were more people like him in the world.
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Every time I try.
I’m not good enough.
Unintentional or not,
It never happens.
I’ve tried 3 times.
None of those were successful.
The only time I had hope was when I lost her.
I fell into hell.
And I couldn’t get out.
It was my unwanted home.
And recently I’ve been homesick.
You say you understand but do you, do you feel the razor inside you?
Feel the demons around your head floating, finding every little thing you cant do, everything wrong with you,
Do you?
You see it’s like the disease is haunting me over and over and over, every day of my life i cant even have a good time.
But you understand.
Don’t you?
 What is love you say?
Well it isn’t all it’s cracked up to be.
People say that love makes you feel as light as a feather,
So light that you feel like you are walking on thin air.
That love makes butterflies flutter in your stomach,
And turns your limbs numb.Â
To some this may be true,
But to others, like me, this is complete lies.
As soon as you look into his eyes,
The disease has taken over.
Love is pure torture.
Love is like a parasite,Â
It sucks the […]
bullies in the army. Some shitbags making fun of Abagis for being gay, he was accepted by us back at basic training. For him to slit his wrists and be chaptered out for his suicide attempts. I want to hurt those bastards for that yet i take no action against my bullies on the homefront in the army. I should just fight back full fledged (starts out with shit talking then gets physical and i punch back and they kick harder and suddenly theyre beating on me in formations. I guess i should be the one beating on them. The. It’ll be fights behind closed […]
Life Is Like A Road Trip Enjoy Each Day And Don’t Carry Too Much Baggage…
Life is so full of unpredictable beauty & strange surprises …
“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift of God, which is why we call it the present.â€
… Keep fighting with your life & You must move forward…
Keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful  thing & there’s so much to smile about…
I wish everyone has a great day 🙂 All The Best 🙂
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I remember when I was a very little girl, our house caught on fire.
I’ll never forget the look on my father’s face as he gathered me up
in his arms and raced through the burning building out to the pavement.
I stood there shivering in my pajamas and watched the whole world go up in flames.
And when it was all over I said to myself, “Is that all there is to a fire?”
Is that all there is, is that all there is
If that’s all there is my friends, then let’s keep dancing
Let’s break out the booze and have a ball
If […]
I can’t, I just can’t give more…
It does not really worth it to be around here… Pain after pain, leveling up, feeling worst. Behind every laugh there is a bitter memory which stops me and stops me, again and again. I was born not to love but to suffer. Everyone hates me. No girl can love me, no human will share with me.. I feel sad, more sad than ever. I can’t go ahead, I am ready to fade away. I will miss my dog, my ex-girl, family, friends, and most of all, my good old memories, which kept me going up, but is not […]
I like being alone, I like when I have my own.
I can think enough to talk to myself,
But not enough to forget how I felt.
He still remains on my mind,
Like I can’t take him apart.
I like being alone, cause I can talk to him,
I can hear his voice on my head, telling a verse,
but somehow I forget,
How to make him go away.
27/01/14
9:23 pm
havent been on here since last year. I’ve been to hell and back
i want people to know they can email me if they need someone to talk to or advice.
naomirogers1996@yahoo.co.uk
xo
I found a picture on tumblr, and it’s pretty funny, because it reminds me of a few years ago. In that time, my breakfast also looked like that. But that picture also made me realize that I’m going back to that time…
befor the days were i bent down to pick up pecis of my sole my eyes were bright my hear was long and i didunt cear as long as the sun shone high in the sky but the das are gone were i have time tolook at the sky in a world were i hafe to pay for “the cost of liveing” if you look at it its a joke the cost of being alive… im sorry but what the fuck