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Stories of Loss

For those who have passed on.

Pushing Love Away

by Moonshadow64 4/24/2014

written by Moonshadow64

Why do people push love away before they can give love a chance?

Fear, Frustration,Â AngerÂ and Heart Break changes that.

Have you ever been so excited and so alive with one person yet for no apparent reason they leave and everything changes? One day you guys are doing so much and are so happy that you can’t leave that person behind, because you think that there isn’t anyone as loving like them or enjoy each other’s company? You’ve done almost everything together and feels like nobody can ever replace them? Then one day, you both wake up. They leave you behind for other people. They lie; make excuses. […]

4/24/2014 0 comment

Why am I still here?

by imjustaworthlessfailure 4/24/2014

written by imjustaworthlessfailure

I’ve been cursed all my life. I feel like I’m the worst person alive on earth! I suck at everything. I used to be an intelligent student who attains A’s and B’s at school. But now, I’ve been getting D’s and F’s because of my personal problems. I also used to design houses, sing, dance, wirte fictional stories, play chess, swimÂ and go outside but now, I feel like I’m not capable of those things anymore. Depression has been getting over me. I feel like I’m the dumbest person. I’ve never been involved in any of the clubs and school activities because of the feeling I […]

4/24/2014 2 comments

by naomii 4/24/2014

written by naomii

everyday its the same routine. waking up thinking its a new day but then suddenly everything reminds how much of a fuckup you really are. And school doesnt make it any better. makes it worse actually. ive tried to pick myself up but eventually when i get home i dont eat or talk but go to my room And cry myself to sleep.

4/24/2014 0 comment

by hellblau 4/23/2014

written by hellblau

I drink cause I’m dry. Of the tears I have cried.

4/23/2014 1 comment

I’m Lost

by Mason 4/23/2014

written by Mason

I don’t know where to go from here. Last night my mother found my instagram page. It had nothing bad on it but she freaked out. Look at my account is Mozar121. Anyways then she wanted to all of my accounts to everything, my email, facebook, everything and when I told her no she didn’t like that and told me to move out. I said I will if that means I don’t have to see you and then I was walking out the door when my dad showed up. We talked for a while which I never do but I told him somethings I’ve never […]

4/23/2014 3 comments

Unwanted memories

by tacomonkey287 4/23/2014

written by tacomonkey287

Do you ever wake up feeling like today is going to be another bad day? Thinking that nothing will change, that it will just be this daily routine of negative thoughts and feelings in Your head? Well maybe you do, maybe you don’t. But me…well this is only just the frosting to the cake.

all My life I’ve felt like i don’t belong anywhere i go. Whether it is family, school friends, outside of school friends, sporting teams, swimming squad, whatever. Ive always felt this sense of isolation and separation from the others. At first, when I was 5, it didn’t matter to me, I just […]

4/23/2014 3 comments

by hellblau 4/21/2014

written by hellblau

It’s like don’t have to breathe, but have to wait. Till’ you say something again, so I can breather and live. But without you here.

4/21/2014 0 comment

I’m Going to Hang Myself

by Sky 4/21/2014

written by Sky

I’m really just tired of living… I constantly mess things up, I have no motivation anymore the only reason I’m still alive is because of music but now a days that doesn’t even help. I’m a constant disappointment to my parents… I’m three years ahead of my actual grade in school. And it’s still not enough. My mother thinks I’m a disappointment just because I listen to rock music and she’s constantly saying how I’m her mess up. I just simply don’t care about life anymore. And I know it would be cruel to my friends and family to do this but it’s the only […]

4/21/2014 5 comments

Little sister

by The_red_fairytale 4/21/2014

written by The_red_fairytale

I stared at my sister laying on the ground, her pale white hands on her throat gasping for breath; my baby sister that was naturally tanner than me was pale and bleeding out from both her wrists and her throat. I didn’t even realize it but I was screaming and I couldn’t stop. I screamed for my sister that was now bleeding on to the tan carpet, I screamed for the fear that was over coming my whole body.

“Dad! Dad! Daddy!” then came the […]

4/21/2014 0 comment

James

by Val 4/20/2014

written by Val

I think about you everyday, I miss you so much and I wish I could see your smile again and hear you singing silly songs just to make me laugh.

Te amo

4/20/2014 0 comment

Inspiration and Expectation

by Shadowknite 4/19/2014

written by Shadowknite

I am an inspiration to many both here and in my life outside. I am a preachers son, and expected to act like what I am not. I am looked upon with judging eyes everyday. I am an inspiration to the church, showing teens aren’t all the world says they are. I am an inspiration to my friends by always trying to make them happy before me. They see me as a person who will do anything to help them. I am an inspiration to my family. I have 6 siblings. One is a drama girl, the next an attitude awkward child, and the rest […]

4/19/2014 2 comments

by hellblau 4/19/2014

written by hellblau

Tonight I am sad. Tonight I am lonely. The Demons are screaming and I need you to hold me.

4/19/2014 2 comments

by wintersnow92 4/19/2014

written by wintersnow92

ill never be able to accept love , i just don’t see how it is possible.I have done so much wrong. He shows me more love than anyone in my entire life ever has and yet all i can think about is jumping off that cliff or slicing my wrists and watching all the pain end, but i know that no matter how much i wish for that I could never be that selfish…..never! Â I have more than so many people in this world so please tell me why i wish of this every night, tell me why that when Someone I finally actually likes […]

4/19/2014 2 comments

I hate this boring, bored reality / real life / real world, I hate this life, this LIMITED world, and I hate people/humans ..!!

by niki 4/17/2014

written by niki

Movies, books, video games, novels, comics, anime/manga, etc etc, basically human’s IMAGINATIONS is a hundred times FAR much more interesting than this very LIMITING reality / real-world / real-life here in this world!

and what’s even worse is that most (about 90%) of humans / people I meet & know everyday are mostly stupid, shallow, superficial, mundane/boring, money and profits and image driven only, ignorant,.. mostly human beings especially today these days are much more bad & hopeless ..!!
(there are -thankfully/luckily?- only FEW humans/people that I like, eg: the very creative/imaginative & ‘other-worldly’ artists who created/made all those awesome fantasy, sci-fi stories, novels, books, […]

4/17/2014 7 comments

3 years later

by Marissa Kresge 4/17/2014

written by Marissa Kresge

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started I decided I would try something risky and I did. I tried out for the foreign exchange program to go overseas. With the risky decision I succeeded and am now going to Germany in July. And this is all because I found a way to cope with my depression and […]

4/17/2014 2 comments

I just want to.

by hellblau 4/17/2014

written by hellblau

Visions I’ve been dreaming are coming down, they’re changing my future.Â Visions I had buried underground returning to abuse me. I’m getting worse, I can’t sleep. I thought that the feeling was gone, but it’s getting stronger. And I miss him, I miss him so much. I’m missing him like never before. But still, can’t be with him, can’t tell him, can’t dream about it. It hurts, like hell. I just want to be okay. I just, want to.

4/17/2014 0 comment

My Anchor

by justaspeck 4/16/2014

written by justaspeck

Itâ€™s too quiet in here.

I can hear myself cry, and hiss out words that usually come as mumbles.

It was once a place of serenity.

It was once the place of my joy,

but now I find it only to contain an inescapable hell.

Itâ€™s a place filled with shadows,

and a place filled with comfort.

My temple and my asylum,

my punishment and my reward.

This place smells of candles overcome with the misuse of lysol in a can.

I […]

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4/16/2014 0 comment

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A Shattered Heart

by ldbproject 4/16/2014

written by ldbproject

If you are reading this, please listen with an open heart.

My best friend committed suicide on March 14th. She had an account on this website that i just came across and she had posted asking about ways she could do it, and my already shattered heart broke a thousand times more as i read the comments telling her how. As much as apart of me wants to respond with so much anger to anyone who encouraged her in how to end her life, a bigger part of me also breaks for all the others who were in her same numb state. She had talked with […]

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4/16/2014 10 comments

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Heartache|Heartbreak – Am I crazy in love?

by shadow2210 4/14/2014

written by shadow2210

I cannot fathom the thought of love.

There was a moment 2 years ago where I experienced intimate love for the very first time. At that point in time, I felt like I was on top of the world – but, when after almost 7 years, you’re world decides it wants to move on, you are left broken and cold – it all changed.

Although my love towards this individual has only changed from intimate to platonic, it becomes a ride of anxiety-fear-hope-annoyance, because it has been 2 years since we’ve seen each other; 6 months since we’ve emailed each other; I am waiting to hear from […]

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4/14/2014 2 comments

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“Tired”

by midnightsilences 4/12/2014

written by midnightsilences

Frankly, I believe I’m growing weary; tired.

Not quite sleepy tired, why I’m finding it more and more difficult to become sleepy at night anymore (hence why I’m up at 11:27 p.m. feeling fully awake) but tired of something else.

Perhaps I’m tired of waiting. I believe I have full reason to be tired of waiting, for I’ve been waiting eight months for him. (M.A.B.) Eight goddamn months.

Why do people have to go through such heartbreak and disappointment? For I have waited and waited just so that nothing will happen.

I feel like suicide. Too bad all my overdose attempts never work.

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4/12/2014 1 comment

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