Just know that bad days get better eventually. I’m talking from experience. However, even though a bad day might get better, that doesn’t mean there won’t be any more bad days. It’s just the experience of life. We do not know why we are here, or what brought us here but what we do know is that we should make the best of it. Just keep that in mind before u make any decision.
Friedrich Nietzsche is god
Ayn Rand is goddess
Remaining all philosophers sucks including some of SP crowd
All that I feel is emptiness within me. I feel so alone so insecure no one understands how I truly feel. I feel so trapped like a rat in a cage. Never have I more then recently thought of ending it all I have nothing to live for no one to keep me going  I have hurt a great deal of people in my life im a wreck.I no longer want to feel I no longer want to have to deal with it all drinking has only made me feel worse drugs have only made me clutch deeper within a shell within me IM LOSING […]
I’ve struggled with severe depression for 6 years now. I have been hospitalized twice for suicidal thoughts and close attempts. I have been a self harmer for 4 of these 6 years.  I’ve tried all the medications, I’ve tried all the therapy, I’ve tried everything. nothing significant happened in my life to make me feel this way, its just the way I am. chemical imbalance bullshit. my close family is aware of my depression, yet they don’t know that I struggle every single day just to wake up and get myself out of bed. They don’t know that I’m failing college and close to dropping out. I’ve lost my […]
You would never guess the real me if you saw me walking down the hallway or in public. You would never guess the type of life I lead behind the wall of my room.
You would think I am a happy girl who has good grades and plays sports like no ones business. If you asked my best friend who I am. They would tell you a lie. Because he doesn’t even know the real me.
I don’t even know who I am. Is that even possible? To not know the mind in your own head?
It makes me crazy just thinking about it. I’m […]
It would be great to have no responsibility and no school work. No pressure just follow a schedule. It wouldn’t matter how ugly i am who cares if mentally unstable people… wait that’s me too…very mentally unstable people think about me. I’m afraid i could be wrong about what being committed would be like. Am i the only one who’s thought of this?
I don’t know, maybe one day this pain will be useful to me. That’s what they tell me anyways. But in reality… not all pain is useful. Not all endings are happy. Not all goodbye’s are “good”. This one certainly wasn’t. Because you’re okay. And I’m broken. And I miss you.
I need you in my life right now, but you don’t want to be here. But, I can’t blame you; I don’t want to be in my life either.
And I see you when I close my eyes. I see the sparkling of your blue eyes, I hear your laugh. I see all of the happiness […]
all i want to do is ignore the world and hide in my room and never come out
I wanna stay inside all day, i want the world to go away.
You see how this bird puts his head in the sand as if that does anything to alter the world around him? This is pretty much how I feel when I stay locked in my room and refuse to go outside…it doesn’t change the world…pretending it doesn’t exist means nothing….it goes on….whether you bury your head in the sand or not.
i was 6 i didnt know…i wasnt sure.. i was scared….we thought it was harmless….they threatned…. when me and my cousin was 6 we was rapped by my brother and three of his friends untill we was 11… at first we knew nothing about it… then once we realized what was happening we said we would tell well they threatened us… he kept shut…till one day my cousin brother told our parents..everything got out…my dad tried killing himself infront of me… tried to leave me… i started cutting myself…..deeper and deeper…more and more blood… no one would talk about it..everyone wanted to keep it quite…no […]
I’m  from the middle east. Female, ex-muslim, the worst combination in the worst place. Anyway, I’m not doing so well socially too.
There’s a big community of atheists on Facebook which I joined, and even there I just couldn’t express myself or get involved with them.
I just don’t belong anywhere. I lived as an expat in another country here in the region, and kept moving all the time so never had the chance to make friends, or fit in a stereotype which people would accept. I’m just an awful mix of everything I’ve seen or heard.
I’ve been through alot of shit, just like everyone else, Â obviously. […]
We used to write together everyday. We used to send pictures of each other, we used to laugh together..
Why isn’t it like this anymore? I fucked up, but still. All I need is your trust. Now you’re seeing another guy, you replaced me with him – and it’s not fair. My feelings for you are indescribable. I can’t picture my life without you. We were never fully together, but what we had. I know it mean’t something, not only to me but to you as well. You’re one of the few people, that I can truly say that I love.
Despite the hate that I […]
In the last three or four weeks, I have been looking up the most horrible things that I could find on the internet. Let me say now that I am not one of those sick creeps who gets off on shit like that. Not at all.
The first time I ever saw a graphic video of a horrific murder was the beheading of Nick Berg in 2004. He was executed in May 2004, and I saw the video during the summer of that same year. We were over at a friend’s house swimming in the pool and getting drunk, and one of the guys there told […]
This is Marine105 again. Â I haven’t posted for something like two years, but I just found this site again and remembered how much it helped me out when I was in high school. Â Just wanted to say hi!
I’ve fucked up. It was one of my best friends’ birthday party and we had drinks, long story short I let it all out to the ten of my best childhood friends, ruining their night, oh I am so sorry for you! Their reactions reinforced the idea that they are too stupid to understand my problems and should never know the truth. Just to cover up and stop them from telling everyone and their mother causing me to have to see a shrink or something, I’ve had to apologise to all of them and lie about what I said even though it was completely their […]
Today marks the 6th year my dad has been dead. I was 7 when he killed himself
I don’t know what my dad was like. I struggle to remember his voice. The only good memories I have of him is throwing apples at trains and swimming. But bad memories, I have many. Having to choose between my mom and dad when they had a fight and my mom would leave. Him screaming at the top off his lungs at my mom for being the biggest mistake he had ever made. Him getting arrested for shoving my mom into a wall. Him writing all over the […]
I have crippling body dysmorphic disorder. Is it better to just leave or to leave a suicide note?
i feel like I’m the weakest person alive. I have seen these pictures and quotes of girls saying “putting on a smile even in your toughest moments makes you a strong person” but, damn, I do that all the time! And I’m not strong! I smile for my friends, I eat my food, hide my knives, hide my pain, cheer people up, make them laugh and spend time with everyone. But once I’m alone at home, in my room or just all alone somewhere… I cry. I shatter. I break down and cant do anything about it! My heart breaks several times over again as […]