I was depressed for a year a few years ago, thankfully I’ve overcome this and now am determined to help whoever and everyone that I can. The only problem is I don’t know how to/ the best method to help with depression/ self harm so any tips/ methods are greatly appreciated I do recommend the butterfly project as it is an amazing idea. Thanks
Dull eyes reside in a pounding head
The sparkle of hope, but a glimmer
Dreams lie smashed, broken and dead
Life couldn’t look much dimmer.
The streets are bleak and monchrome
The people are of disgust and distaste
The great array of sounds are monotone
If you seek Hell, you’ve come to the right place
Welcome to my life, the city of endless pain
Valleys of solitude run deep
This is where you have all to lose and nought to gain
And your only reprieve is sleep
To be truly alone is something without escape
To be on your own rips you apart
To have no one there is a truly damned fate
And destroys what’s left of your heart
Im looking for a easy, quick, painless and sure suicide method, but I dont want to risk being blind, disfigured, scarred, paralyzed, or brain damaged if my suicide attempt fails. How risky is the helium method? The Less “Risky” it is means I make a full recovery if I survive. Its where I buy a helium tank, a plastic bag, and a tube to connect to connect the helium to the bag. I put the bag over my head, breathe the helium and pass out. What are the odds that I would end up blind, disfigured, scarred, paralyzed or brain damaged if I survive?
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Just curiosity about how old everyone is and gender?
35 Female
when you feel like you have to cut to live the next day or few minutes. why is that why do i have to cut to live i cant stop i want to die
i dont wan to live no more if i have to quit cutting i dont want to do this anymore but everyone makes the choice for me and makes me stop i havent cut in what feels to be years but i know its only been a couple of weeks why is this happening
i sound like a baby i know i know you will say you dont need to cut anymore but i […]
to start it off, like most people i had real fucked up childhood which i guess has caused me all my other problems. Im a junior in highschool and recently i lost my bestfriend of many many years. he slowly turned all my other friends against me, and among other things im forced to eat lunch a lone. i guess that doesn’t sound soo bad. though my main problem, is that i just have this overwhelming feeling of unfulfillment. basically if i ever see anything on television, or hear people talking about parties or really just doing anything, i imediately think, yea im never gonna […]
Today the idea of death swept over me so much more than it has in the past. I think the time is coming close for me as it rightfully should. I don’t know why I’m doing this, writing on this page like this. I know in my gut that this probably won’t help. I rightfully deserve to die. Before you start trying to say it’s ok, and that I’m a good person and that we all have the right to live, I have to go ahead and disagree with you. I was in love with a beautiful girl. At the time I was 21. We […]
I was calledworthles the other day, acted like it didnt phase me. Im a senior in high school and three of my so called friends ganged up on me saying I could look prettier or be more uplifting. Comments like that dont lift the spirit do they? Even the people who “love me” leave me alone when i need them most. I feel extremely lonely.. no one is there, I have no one to run to when im hopeless or when i simply need to cry. A good song that this reminds me of is The Abandoning by Love and Death. I wish not to be given […]
Thought this was pretty nice sounding. I ended up in a cool part of Youtube tonight.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJw8yyim5QI
Today I smiled, but all was
swept away as I thought of you.
Today was a hard day and yet
you never bothered to talk.
I could never say
I didn’t know my father’s love,
But that was a time
Before I could remember.
Sometimes when I’m lost
I’ll think back to a time
When neither of you cared.
And it brings a smile to my face
As I cut myself again.
i just want to disappear cant take his bs no more nothing makes me happy. Can i just die. Where is this “god” people talk of?
I miss you so much. You were the only person who made me feel really loved for the first time. It was a lie and just for a moment. That hurts. Still. I miss you like crazy.
…it’s been a while…after a good 4 months of no reply from my girlfriend I’ve given up. I’m done with her bullshit. I promised her not to hurt myself. it’s been a great 7 months darling but now it’s over. I mean nothing to anyone, and that’s good. because if I meant a thing to just one person, I’d have to keep promises. but now I don’t have to anymore. Im so done keeping people happy, lying about being “fine just tired”…Im just sick of it all. I hate how everyone thinks it’s perfectly fine to go through my sketchbook without asking and it’s not. […]
Crazy is when you think of doing bad things, such as suicide or even murdering someone; yet you don’t start making a plan. Psycho is when you  have a plan and have attempts.  So now all you fuckers out there can call me a  PSYCHO *****..!!!
Why am i so stupid. There’s  something called “you learn from mistakes” but me… I don’t seem to understand that concept. I cut and cut just because i put myself back into the hell hole that  I’ve been stuck in  for the past three years. There’s no  day i dont wake up wishing i was  dead. What else can i do? OD didn’t work. My next plan is to get a gun and shoot myself.
Why do I do this? Why do I feel this way? I’m done. I want to end my life. What’s the point anyway?
A spiraling combat of motion, down in the deep of a dream
To surface in light of the surface
A glimpse of ourselves in between
A sister to carry your burden, if not for you being released
Two bows for a long closing curtain
As she stands where no one can see
This proffering time of emotion, down in the deep of a dream
To surface in light of the surface
A glimpse of our fear to be seen
Oh folly, my brother of yesterday schemes, clever are you to be
Only devils can dare to be certain
Hiding these tricks up your sleeve
Lurking to stir […]
I was wondering if anyone here has felt bad about not commiting suicide? None of us should but often times people write off my suicidal urges as me being a drama queen. When they tell me this it makes me feel guilty or embarrassment for not doing it in the first place. Is this a common feeling? If so any tips on how to get rid of it?
Hey guys,
I know how all of you feel. Suicidal, alone, and depressed.
I knew that feel for 12 years now, I weren’t alone but I thought I were, I didn’t see no friends, not my girlfriend, I thought they were fakers, they were laughing at me, I couldn’t even see that my girlfriend loves me. why would she, I’m a 24/7 depressed person who couldn’T help her at anything, who does so much, and I didn’t see how much she has done for me, it all started in the year 2000. My father left my mother and was gone, for a long time, till I saw […]