just thought i’d ask.
hey, guess what! i thought up some more!
AtTheEnd and those apples….
hippies
Woodstock
yum. tea.
popcorn
churros
chinese food
that feeling in the air after a nice storm of cleanliness and fresh beginnings
knowing y’all care
some nice lightning displays
those adorable couples who hug each other in public
my butterflies
singing in the rain
giving others hope
donating hair
tweeting #MyRaysOfSunshine for all to see! (y’all should join in! let’s make it a trending topic!)
receiving texts
emails, too!
oooo, and i LOVE getting letters in the mail!
that’s all for now, folks! y’all come back now, ya here?
When i was a kid, i thought i was happy. I always got good grades, had tons of friends, never fought with my parents. I loved life. Do you guys remember those days? When you called everyone your best friend and the biggest secret you kept was your moms christmas present. Im in high school now and i have one person that i consider a best friend, although were forbidden to acknowledge eachother in public, and more secrets than i can count. I feel like its even more dramatic how out of control my life has gotten because of my age and even more because of how […]
Sometimes it’s easier to speak to someone you don’t know and we all need someone to talk to… so here’s my e-mail to anybody who needs someone to talk to. I’ll try to check it as often as i can, and I reply to everyone and anything you say is absolutely and extremely confidential. Absolutely no judgement and I’ll try my best to help you in any way that I can. You’re all valuable and worth saving. So please if you need someone to speak to, I’m here for you as well as many people on this site, so do not hesitate. You’re my sunshine, […]
i acutally thought working and having a job would make things easier for me. But its actually not. it actually just makes me want to continue on with my plan. It just wont be march 31st it would probaly be at the end of june or before graduation. I got the job so i can save up money and run away….then just kill myself. im just tired in every way there is.
i find my self asking why alot i have dreams of my dad from wen i watched him dienext to me in the car and everytime i awake i wanna kill my self!wat do i do?
Hmm… Is this madness? I have been happy all day and suddenly I feel as if I have been stabbed in the gut with a searing hot blade, and I feel like blowing shit out of proportions.
Oh, but no, I am not a mad man. Madness would not be titled upon someone as composed as myself. I am a little ***** who hides beneath the blankets of society every time I hear the nasty growl of the beast. I cut myself to bleed. I cut myself to know that I am real. I cut myself to shed blood to show people what I am capable […]
Nothing can be created or destroyed, Just transformed from one form of energy into another, the very law that governs life as we know it.
So if nothing is ever destroyed, does that mean our soul/ our conscience is recycled, Because according to the smartest men who have ever lived nothing can be destroyed. So Can we truly die, or do we just join the dirt from whence we came. Is the universe one big living thing.
Cool huh!
I am a 39 year old woman. I have a roof over my head, four cats who love me and a fiance who begs me to move here from my home in Albany. I long to be a part of a family again. WE are both addicts though and I fear this will be done in vain. Im not sure what’s worse though…going home to my empty apt. where my children don’t live due to my depression, it’s dirty as I have given up the desire to clean, I don’t wash the way I did, make up and professional haircuts don’t […]
about year and a half ago today, i was still traveling ireland. I was in strandhill in co mayo, its build on the beach and is one of the best surf spots in all of ireland, I managed to hitch a ride there with some lovely polish girls and arrived at about 5:30 or dawn anyway.
I walked down onto the beach and just sat back and relaxed, i just let the sound of the ways breaking off the beach block out all other noise and i was for a time at peace. A perfect moment.
Suddenly a girl sits down next to me. about my age, […]
It was so lonely
in the cold and dark
and life will continue
when your gone
but you wont regret it
will you?
there will be those that dont give a shit
or care even a little bit
but
i’ll always care about you
whoever you are
wherever you are
i’ll always be there for you
throughout the cold and the dark.
Me
Time
Sadness
Depression
Love
Pointlessness
War
Anger
Hate
Life
Depression
Everything
Acting
Time
Hate
[YoU]
I can’t stop adjusting and adjusting my glasses, they never feel comfortable i never feel satisfied
i realize this is probably all in my head, any advice to how i can stop worrying about them
i have till like june to finish 3Â courses , mostly 2 of whichim concerned about
im only on module 2 of bothe of them and theres like 6-7 modules in total
the modules are about a week or so long, if i work hard from now till then do you think i’ll make it?
sorry im panicking
I am still stuck in this terrible rut. I am so scared of everything. I can barely eat anything, all I see is how I let my family down and I hope I do not make them suffer including my father who is about to turn 60. I am scared of school, I am scared of debt collectors, and I really feel that I just messed my life up for good.
“Life is too short”.Â
BULL FUCKING SHIT.
Debbie St. Patty’s Day…. Wish you all the best in drowning your sorrows
Ive run out of strength to fight with. I give up on life. I want the pain to stop and i will make it stop.