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help me!!!!

February 4th, 2011by sammywick

well some people say i am really out going and that i should not cut myself but i cant help it!! the hole reason i do thatt is because my little sister died. the story is that i was baby sitting her and we where reading a book and some one broke into are house and we where hiddinng and the guy took her and killed her and i blame myself for it and so do my parents do to it all my falt and i no it so if she coulnt have a happy liffe i cant either because ever one in my family …

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kill me.

February 4th, 2011by Ifeellikedying11

i need someone… im dying and i may end it all tonight. i feel it. like its calling my name. i was born messed up and i had the ubilicle chord wrapped around my neck when i was born. i should have died then. im dying… very quickly. i dont know why im writting this post if im just gonna die

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I might make a deal with myself

February 4th, 2011by 3_bringitback

When I actually think about it. I’ve been depressed, for quite a while now. last year, I was depressed the entire year, except for my good moments but y’know. 2009…can’t remember much off the top of my head. But I’m pretty sure my depression started around…march, that year? I think so. kinda hard to tell, it creeps up on yah.

almost two years then. I’ve only just begun to have ‘the thoughts’. I expect I could take around 2, maybe 3 more years. that’s a long time to get myself sorted. I wonder how my grades will be effected though. man, they’ll definatly drop. they’ve dropped …

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Anime Affectionate

February 4th, 2011by Starry Eyed Loser

So, I was watching the 2003 version of Astro Boy and have  fallen in love with an anime character. You know why? They always love you, never leave you, and they never ever aren’t there for you. Dr.Tenma… He’s something. Everyone tells me I’m stupid, but I found it quite fun to say I love Tenma. Even I don’t know if its really love, but I do know that it keeps me happy and stuff. <3

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February 4th, 2011by kujon

I’ve come to a point where I can’t even look in the mirror.I can’t stand myself.I hate it everytime I even dare to find something good about me.If I look in the mirror and I think “My hair’s pretty today,” the next thing that comes to my mind is “No, you’re so arrogant.Fuck off, you are ugly.You have to, otherwise you wouldn’t be so lonely.”.I am lonely, indeed.I may have a few friends, but in the last couple of years my circle of friends got smaller with each day.And even though I may have some friends, I still can’t name ’em that way properly.I never …

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hey

February 4th, 2011by joedavnport

whats up everyone. just had a few things on my mind i wanted to ask some people here. has anyone tried to starve themselves to death before? to me it seems like the most natural way to kill yourself. or do you find it hard to stop eating? to me food is like life force, if you want to stop living just stop eating. also another good way to go seems to be a heroin overdose, it seems like it would be relatively peaceful. i think people have the right to end their lives, and it doesn’t need to be done in a horrible or …

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Questioning *Pain*

February 4th, 2011by Tired...

I am glad I found this site, the entire Suicide Concept truly amazes me and has for years….

I am confused by the many posts from people that state they are in some type of *pain*. I am not sure ‘pain’ is the correct word to use, or maybe my situation is just different than others. I do think you might want to read mine, or hell maybe not. I’m male, 44, married to one of the most beautiful ladies I have ever laid eyes on for 24 years, 3 children. I have a good job, decent house. So maybe I am not the typical stereo-type …

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why?

February 4th, 2011by xXBloodyRoseXx

Where was God when I needed a friend? And where was God now that im coming to an end? Where was God when I lost my mind? Where was God Now that im wanting to die? Memories consume me it feels like there opening the wound’s that leave scars on me. This pain is picking me apart again. You all assume I’m safe here in my room and things will get better. but your wrong. The pain is trying to start again.I don’t know what’s worth fighting for or why I always have to scream.I don’t know how I got this way. I know it’s not alright. After school i run …

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I’m dead already

February 4th, 2011by viiruz hellstrom

I died a long time ago… at least that’s how i feel, it’s like living in another dimension, i see people smiling and enjoying LIFE and i try to do the same but i just don’t feel it any more, the more i try the more i get sick, i can’t pretend everything is alright anymore i can’t put my fake smile anymore.

I wake up everyday and i see the stupid sun. can’t stand my parents’ mood anymore i just feel empty, music reminds me i’m alive i guess but i’m getting tired  so when i say i would be better 6 feet under everyone …

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Whats wrong?

February 3rd, 2011by Super_moon_child

Family seems to always get in my way.. I try to get strong but some how they always knock me down..
I’ve really started to hate my cousins girlfriend. She clams she loves him and I know she doesn’t, not because shes young but the things she says, the way she acts.. My cousin can feel something wrong but wont face it. I’ve tried and tried again but he wont. She had once asked him if he wanted to have sex and he said if you want too. Then she said well no my mom would find out. To me this sounds like …

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i knew nobody would miss me, so what the hell

February 3rd, 2011by Snyder89

Kill Myself by Tim McGraw

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a mixure of experiences

February 3rd, 2011by silent survivor

Do you have a low self-esteem or a high one? personally i dont really know what i have i mean i tell everyone im awsome and i guess i believe it myself but i always feel empty inside and i honestly dont know why.My teacher was to busy today so she couldnt tell the guidance councelor about my poem but she’ll probably tell her tomorrow i keep getting this feeling that whenevr the guidance councelor does come to see me that she’ll pull me out of math class and we have this class in school called group guidance were they stick classes of 7th graders

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So it seems that my dream is impossible

February 3rd, 2011by Nobody Today

So i go to this school where everyone’s white cept me.

They all come from doctors and lawyers.

Listen to music like Justin Bieber and Britney Spears.

I like soul and Chrisofer Drew.

So today the teacher asked me what we wanted to be.

White boy in the front: I want to be a doctor

White girl in the front: I want to be a therapist.

White boy in the middle: I want to be a pro basketball player.

Finally it’s me.

Me: I want to be a tattoo artist.

Snickers and stares.

Teacher calls my mom. Mom shouts at me.

“Do you think a girl like you could ever do something as dirty as that?”

Silence.

“What’s so …

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I FLY WITH THE STAR’S IN THE SKY

February 3rd, 2011by Game Over

watch?v=-5MHEVxlgEA

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Zeitgeist: Moving Forward. might be the CORE solution to ALL humanity/society’s shitty problems!

February 3rd, 2011by niki

Watch it.
Join it, and spread it, if you think it’s really damn *worth* it.
It really opened my eyes for me personally, and I’ve joined the local movement here in my home country.
Surprisingly, this is a global movement! and I’m very sure it’s going to grow & grow even more.
Because it’s hell much BETTER than our current sick, corrupt, and obnoxious ‘System’ and ‘society’ we’re currently having all around the world!

“(Never underestimate the importance of an idea). An idea is like a virus. Resilient, highly contagious. The smallest seed of an idea can grow. It can grow to define, or destroy you.” – …

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I can’t take it…

February 3rd, 2011by Diamondonalandmine

 

I’ve been having a relatively good time, up until now.

To start off I would like to say I’m emo, both in the cutting way and I dress that way as of now.

I like this one guy (not my ex) and well lets just say he’s popular. I’ve like him since he first talked to me and well when he’s at school and with his friends he acts all weird but when its just the two of us he helps me with something I’m struggling on or we just talk.

So I don’t know what’s going on.

Another reason is I get called numerous things nowadays. The biggest …

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the end is near..

February 3rd, 2011by xXBloodyRoseXx

My father has been sent back into the hospital about a week ago.. he could catch his breath at all. The day after he went into the hospital, his Dr called my mom and told us that we should go to the hospital and see him.. he said he wasnt doing to good. So we went. At first i didnt want to go. I didnt wanna see him like that. But i thought that this could be the last time i see my daddy.

So i went. And me and my mom stayed at the hospital for abotu 4 hours. It was tiering and depressing.. Each …

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no soon be valentine Day

February 3rd, 2011by Game Over

Ow no soon be valentine day i never get a card no one love’s me just alone alway’s. I wish i could find crowpit and shoot him in the head with a arrow and kill him. A least it be pan cake day soon.

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Self-harm stories

February 3rd, 2011by Banshee48

Over the last year I have been gathering stories submitted by people who want their experiences to ‘make a difference’. This will be in the form of a book highlighting their stories in an effort to change some of the myths and incorrect views of what self-harm is and why it happens. If anyone is interested please let me know. The final collection of stories should be ready for around easter to enable the planned book to be ready later this year.

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“Behind my smile, is everything you could never understand.”

February 3rd, 2011by x3broken_angelx3

As a child I grew up in just an average neighborhood, had both parents, and two siblings. I can remember the most strange things and conversations. I remember things from when I was only two. But I can’t remember a time where my Dad wasn’t abusing one substance or another.

I remember my Dad being my best friend when I was a young child. I didn’t want to start preschool because I didn’t want to be away from my Daddy. I was a Daddy’s girl alright. My Mom worked at the time, so my Dad did a lot of the raising of me

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