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its been a long time…

by ALLbeletsHAPPY 5/25/2016

written by ALLbeletsHAPPY

Its been a long time since ive been here.

I was 14 or 15 when i found this site and im 19 now. Its pretty crazy to be back on here but i need some kind of support. Dont get me wrong ive grown a lot and for a while i felt happy. I thought things get better but they dont. Happy fades and misery will take over soon enough. Except now im miserable about more serious things like being able to pay for a roof over my head. I feel like im drowning and theres nobody at the surface to pull me up.

Sometimes when im […]

5/25/2016 5 comments

Suicide And Me (Documentary)

by HERE4UOK 5/23/2016

written by HERE4UOK

It’s no walk at the park for anybody. Life I mean.

We all have our good days, our not so good days, our bad days, and our wtf am I doing here?! days…

But you know what? At the end of the day- scratch that, at the of the call, text message, IM, or email, I wouldn’t change

the opportunity I have to be there for whoever needs me, at least in the form of emotional support, but just be there.

I’ve needed that same help in the past and I got it. So thank you.

5/23/2016 3 comments

anyone else?

by onlyoption 4/10/2016

written by onlyoption

I was sexually abused when I was 14 and used to have dreams about it again and an=gain, they were different, different people that I knew, different places, and I would fight. but recently, now 18, ive been having slightly different dreams, still the same content, but I don’t recognise the people, I don’t know where I am, why I’m in that situation, and most distressingly, I don’t fight back anymore in these dreams. I just don’t understand. any one?

4/10/2016 2 comments

To Blue Tinker Bell…

by HERE4UOK 3/30/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Hello All –

Sorry I’ve been away for a while.

I just have been dealing with the recent loss of a truly dear friend and member of one of the groups I volunteer at.

She is deeply and terribly missed by all of us left behind and not a day has gone by when I haven’t thought about her. “If only…” thoughts plague my mind and tug down my heart, and as much as I understand that she is now free, that she’s now relieved of all her problems, DAMN IT THIS HURTS SO MUCH..!!!

14.

Too young.

I don’t know if to think she was too young to give up, […]

3/30/2016 2 comments

Overdose.

by Lawli 3/2/2016

written by Lawli

So last night before I went to bed I took 12 Panadol tablets and 10 nurofen. This morning I took 10 more nurofen and 2 more panadol.

I just got home from school and not much has happened other than my usual depression + a headache. I was wondering if there is any likely symptoms at this point.

The other day I took 10 panadol and nothing happened either. Along with taking 14 paracetamol a couple weeks ago.

I was wondering how many it takes to affect me in some way other than a headache? Or should I use something else?

3/2/2016 15 comments

Back to reality

by Drowning 2/13/2016

written by Drowning

went to the cinema tonight to watch dead pool which is a awesome film for all u marvel fans out there now back to reality down thinking about how life sucks I really do hate reality so much I can stand it which is why I’m a alcoholic ( I haven’t drank in 2 years ) and smoked weed since 14 til 21 so now I just have to sit here with my own company which I hate depressed and numb of meds Life sucks

2/13/2016 2 comments

Hi I have a story to tell..

by PsychoCelly666 11/26/2015

written by PsychoCelly666

Hi I’m celina, I am 14 years old, and I have a problem And I think I need help. It all started four years ago ,I was 11 at that time in 6th grade. In the mid way of the school year ending, I thought about cutting . I thought it would be a very odd for some one to cut them self , and I want to know why and how does it feel and what do you use? All question in my head so I did at least try it. I used a pin and well no blood just a white line , […]

11/26/2015 12 comments

A Letter To My Former Best Friend

by dead 9/23/2015

written by dead

I’ve been thinking about you today. 14 years of you. 14 years filled with endless family tailgating, barbecues, alcohol, weed, and music. We haven’t been the same since I left for college a year ago. You broke me out of my shell, saved me from myself, and were the sister I never had. I know you’ve changed because you have all new friends, our mutual old ones don’t like you much. I can stop blaming myself for the most part. We needed this time apart because I was too dependent on you, I thought people needed you around to hang out with me. It’s not […]

9/23/2015 0 comment

Realizations

by AarinaDaae 9/3/2015

written by AarinaDaae

I’m realizing now; just how many issues I really have. My dad has severed any bond we had built over the past few years. The bond that was so fragile after years of abuse and death threats. He became enraged over a mistake I made that did not affect him. Now, I’ve no family. But I don’t understand why this is affecting me so much now. I’ve never been loved or accepted by my family.

My mother used me as a servant and emotionally manipulated me to do her bidding. My father constantly threatened to murder me and would constantly degrade me. This is your typical […]

9/3/2015 5 comments

It doesn’t get better

by donewithlife 8/10/2015

written by donewithlife

I’ve been suicidal for 18 years, on meds for 14 years, and in therapy for 11 years. Nothing has helped. The only reason I haven’t done it is because I don’t have a method and I’m not going to try something unless it’s almost guaranteed to work and be quick and relatively painless. I’m trapped in my own body with no way out. I love my mom, but I resent her so deeply for bringing me into the world. Having a child is the number one most selfish thing a person can do, especially when there are so many babies and children who need to […]

8/10/2015 4 comments

Failed Suicide Attempt

by ChemicalCouple1 7/30/2015

written by ChemicalCouple1

I’m 19 years old. My name isn’t important. I live on a farm, with sheep and crops, and wheat, and machinery. I’ve been depressed and anxious my whole life. Even when I was 14 years old, I was self-harming. I hadn’t self harmed or attempted suicide in 5 years. But to day got the best of me.

I walked to my partners car and opened the boot, before pulling our one of the ropes. He keeps them there encase be gets bogged so […]

7/30/2015 4 comments

TRIGGER WARNING

by savingus 7/27/2015

written by savingus

May be triggering, but need help
so I am 14 going on 15 and i was adopted when I was 2 from ukraine (I was born premature, and then was dumped on the street by my mom when I was a month old) I was brought to the states and then my mom and dad started to abuse me. Physically at first and then when I was 5 my dad started sexually abusing me and my brother started when I was 8. This is continuing to this day. For about the past 3 years I have been suffering from ptsd and has had multiple suicide […]

7/27/2015 3 comments

by imabitch_ly 5/17/2015

written by imabitch_ly

Lost everything, lost my heart, lost every interest. I wish I never exist.

If you ever loved me, my life would worth it. But you never did, yet I love you like everything, I love you with all my life.

If I was not 14 years old when I fell in love with you, it would less hurt.

5/17/2015 1 comment

by ligo89 4/13/2015

written by ligo89

I’ve been attempting to take my life since I was 14. I always have found ways to talk myself out of it. I’ve got to graduate college. At 20, I’ve got to get my BS degree. And now at 26, I’m here getting my PhD at a reputable university with a beautiful wife. What I feel at my core has not changed.

I want my aunt’s and my wife’s approval. Situate them with loaned money and then disappear the way I would like. I’ve done therapy. I’ve been on many prescription drugs. Still I find myself here.

I’ve been thinking lately that this never gets better. Everyone […]

4/13/2015 3 comments

First post!!

by dead_angel831 3/2/2015

written by dead_angel831

Im female, I’m 14 and have been self harming for 3yrs now. I was raped 5 times all by different people, beat by my step mom, ignored by my father, and I have tried to kill myself countless times. I have a few close friends that know what I’ve gone through and I have a girlfriend who is completely oblivious to the shit I’ve gone through… I just wanted to put a brief summary of my story out there so people know that sometimes it could be worst. Try and stay strong

3/2/2015 2 comments

lifes just to hard

by ezewizz 2/12/2015

written by ezewizz

Sorry this ia written cappy

Hi my name is ezequiel and i am 14 years old and suicidal and i just wanna share my veiw on life.when i was 1-3 my parents brought me to arizona i lived with my mom,dad,and sister.Around the first few months that we moved here my dad began abuseing hard drugs like coke and lots of other drugs he would come home all druged out and abuse me and my sister(she was about 6 or 7)and he would cut my mom with knifes he was always like this.We were really poor my mom got a job at pizza hut and my […]

2/12/2015 2 comments

suicide

by natalia209 2/8/2015

written by natalia209

I’m 14 years old and I’ve been thinking about overdosing on sleeping pills. I’ve done research on strong medications but I can’t seem to find any that are strong enough from over the counter products, it seems I have have a prescription from a doctor. I can’t do that without telling my parents and I dont think I can do that without bursting into tears and have them become angry with me. Just this morning I finally told them I didn’t believe in god and I felt they were about to disown me. I know this is probably a page to help others come out […]

2/8/2015 10 comments

ME

by cant.fixme 11/14/2014

written by cant.fixme

i was so cough with the thing that i was writing the i forgot, i forgot to introduce myself.

So hey, my name i’ll keep it anonymous but you can always call me Y, i’m 14, i’m a girl and yes i’m dealing with depression, from quite a while actually (since 2010) well not really a while.

Hmm yeah that’s all

hmm if you want to you can always check my secret account on instagram @cant.fixme (pretty much the same username)

And that’s all…. well for now

11/14/2014 0 comment

10/7/14

by toodepressedtothink 10/7/2014

written by toodepressedtothink

Dear diary,

This is the first time I have ever cut in my life.

10/7/2014 5 comments

Goodbye ????

by Unknown Diana 10/3/2014

written by Unknown Diana

Im young,I’m also 14

ive always wanted to talk to someone my mom doesn’t talk to me she knows I cut she took me to church for people to talk to me to pray for me yes she’s a Cristian but she doesn’t do the heavy lifting she doesn’t ask how I’m doing or how was ur day I told her she doesn’t show she cares she said she doesn’t care that pulled the trigger and I think it’s time to say goodbye no one listens to me, no one cares my mom mostly and that’s the part that hurts she works we only see her […]

10/3/2014 6 comments

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