20th Anniversary

I got married nearly 21 years ago to a man I thought would never do this to me.  But now, he’s cheated on me, for a year, with someone he picked up online for casual sex.  He says he’s never loved me, or he only loved me for two years, or he loves me but not like a wife. He tells me he’s been miserable for five years, no ten years, no fifteen years, no eighteen years.  We “celebrated” our 20th anniversary, and he said he “even enjoyed some of the experiences” but this was before I knew about her.
I was sexually abused as […]