Why does it feel like my life is a horrible joke? One big fat joke. That is all I will ever be. I hate this alot. I have little to no friends. School life was a big mess from start to finish. It seems like when ever I am noticed in this world its only to be laughed at. I have not much to say since I have never done this but maybe someone will understand me? I have bad social problems, fat, ugly and no friends and I have an even personal problem that few understand. I feel no matter what I do its […]
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this is to hard . why make it so difficult
1/ I have nothing to look forward to anymore in my life as over my life time I have been fisically motioal vrebally abused sexually because of all this abuse that I have been through i can’t sllep well without having nightmares of the abuse i have also spent time in prison where I was sexually abused there by older males I have tried to commit susicide a lotal of 93 times since my first sexual abuse at me when I was 9 yeras old when I was in a state home for boys the first time was done by a boy aged 16 years […]
Heya, if your feeling low and just want someone to talk to, feel free to add me on msn, my email is Ryan@carterhome.co.uk :’)
i am 18yrs old and sometimes i feel lik i can’t take it anymore, i tried to comet suicide at 15 but they hospitalized me. i thought i was over everything but i just seem to notice that my life is hell i am living wit my parents and my babies father, but he seems to not even care about what i feel or how i feel. i feel like i am so used to being put down i really don’t care anymore but the pain has caught up to me & i just feel like i’ve had enough i really need help not just […]
hello everyone, i felt i am not important in this world, i’m just like a stain in their life that need to remove. now i kill i want to kill myself, but part of me want to stay.
I’m sick of this I went on the Internet the other day looking up reasons for suicide and came up with 5 and I have all of them! That must mean I’m meant 2 die by suicide. I just can’t take it. No one cares whether I live or die I just cause problems for everyone the only way out is 2 die I can’t make it right by living. Can’t anybody see or hear me!! Why can’t anyone see I’m falling apart!!!T_T I’m crying right this second
Many people have lost everything through this recession… I lost my job and career ‘two recessions ago’ and cannot obtain work to save my life. Am well educated, an engineer. But my family is poor, so no trust fund :)  The pain of being ostracized from society and having a career ripped from my hands is so painful that I want to die. Age discrimination, racism, sexual harrassment, chauvinism, many nasty things go on in the field of engineering.  One must have a skin made of titanium to survive the games, especially if one is a woman. The women in engineering do not always support their sisters. When […]
In my mid 40s old, have lead a charmed life at times, always looking for the thing that would make me happy. Bottomline nothing can make anyone happy it comes from within. So how do you do that when the weight of the world and the consequences of poor choices and actions culminate into one gigantic crushing smoothering ball and chain. Reality becomes blurred and all you want to do is check out. My children and the fear of death and HELL up to this point keep me from doing the worst however as they are several states away and thier Mother is awaiting me […]
I thought furiously about how I was going to let my parents know, would an email be so bad. If I sent an email they would know straight away, but would they have the computer on, would they even check their emails. I know I didn’t, in-fact it was very rare I checked mine, I would normally have at least 100 emails to make my way through as I left it so long before looking. It does seem a little impersonal, but how else would I let them know. I put the thought to one side as my thoughts redirected themselves to the […]