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Allergies

Allergies, College & Stuff

by JiminyCrispies 3/14/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

I think I’m allergic to the softer or something my mum used to wash the clothes the other day. I’ve had rashes for 3 days that itch constantly, and I’m cutting myself with my nails scratching. Oh well. It distracts me at times. I get so preoccupied with stopping the itches that I don’t think about what’s going on. I can deal with the stinging and itching if it means forgetting everything for a short while. I guess I just have something else to add to my allergies.

I left college early again today. I stayed for 2 hours until lunch, and then went home. It’s […]

3/14/2016 1 comment

Lost

by babelsgate 6/4/2013

written by babelsgate

First let me star off by saying that I am not planning on committing suicide right now. I just do not want to get to that point. I do not know how to express what I am feeling, but I will try to the best of my ability to describe it. I just feel lost, I do not want to do anything anymore. I do not want to move anymore, but I do not want to stay still. I want to live, but I do not want to keep trying to endure this suffering. I have a good family and great friends, just my views […]

6/4/2013 2 comments

crap… what now?

by elicjawseft 8/17/2012

written by elicjawseft

crap… just fuck and whatever…

Im freakin alive… Urgh…

I like am sure Im gonna die, I mean I drank 20 times the normalÂ amount! It says in research that what I drank (200 mg) is lethal since one girl died of suicide by drinking 240 mg of what I drank…

damn damn damn it all!!!

i WAS FREAKIN FREAKED OUT… i WANNA TRY AGAIN BUT HELL… Â What am I gonna do now… I didnt plan far ahead… FUCK

what I drank isnt over the counter, its even seriously strong… when I drink one for my allergies, I get knocked out seriously… but I did 20!!! oh man… and Im here, […]

8/17/2012 2 comments

Small Release

by SomeMalaise 7/2/2012

written by SomeMalaise

My hands ache and my lids feel heavy
My face feels tired
And I haven’t even started my day
I’m not ready

Lately I’ve felt like crying
Now tears do not flow
It must be this heat
Beaming in from my window

A high velocity fan blows the hot air into the hall
The air conditioner needs maintenance
And I’m waiting for the temperature to fall

I don’t mind the spring and her allergies
The summer and her scraped knees
The Fall and a beckoning bite
And the winter the freezes hard during the night

But I’m a wolf who doesn’t mind an icy muzzle
To run free and […]

7/2/2012 1 comment

Through and Not

by SomeMalaise 6/28/2012

written by SomeMalaise

I’m feeling so much right now that I am unable to express it. I’ve always been like this. Words cannot describe the feeling inside my soul. I still go on but I am also stuck.

I really see no reason to go on. I do but without reason and filled with nothing. Empty. I have trouble validating anything exists. If it exists then what is my reason for living? To work wearing women’s outfits though in my soul I am a male? To hide my true self …what’s left of it? I don’t want to be apart of a plan if there isn’t one. […]

6/28/2012 0 comment

Failed..and undeserving..

by verylittle 2/12/2012

written by verylittle

I’ve read quite a few stories on here and found it helpful to put my own issues into perspective.Â It hurts to read how many people are suffering.Â I wish there was something I could do to help…but I can barely help myself.Â Every setback or failure makes me feel like I’m ready to let go…and every success or good thing makes me feel undeserving and on the verge of failure.Â It’s so difficult to see that things do get better.Â Especially when you’ve been alone for such a very long time and you know you’re not typical or normal or not sure you’re worth […]

2/12/2012 2 comments