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The Wee Free Men

by renegadeRaenbow 6/12/2013

written by renegadeRaenbow

If anyone has ever read this amazing book (my boyfriend got me to read it and it was absolutely fantastic; I find reading takes my mind off the wear and tears of reality) then I have a question for you: What is your opinion of the Nac Mac Feegles’ view and optimism of death?

Taken straight from Wikipedia (it was the best way to summarize it.):

“The fearlessness of Nac Mac Feegle warriors in combat is derived from their religious belief that they cannot be killed, because they are already dead; they believe that they are in the afterlife, and that any Feegle who is […]

6/12/2013 0 comment

Perspective

by mumblebumblebee 6/5/2013

written by mumblebumblebee

I had a lazy day just on my laptop today, and have been watching/ reading about things that fascinate me.
The main topic that caught my eye was the theories and thoughts surrounding solipsism and realism.
Solipsism is the thought/ belief that you are the only real thing. That the people you know, the information you’ve learned about history and research going on is just information ‘created’ for you (as if you’re in the matrix kind of idea).
Realism is that things exist whether you are here or not, and realism states that your perception of reality and the things that happen are false to […]

6/5/2013 3 comments

Feeling crap tonight -why are there so many shitty people in the world?

by butterfly_free 4/24/2013

written by butterfly_free

This guy from my past has been calling me but tonight he was going on about how he helped some girl at the library where he works and it was like he was trying to upset me about it, its hard to explain, he plays mind games, and the stupid thing is it worked. He has upset me. I am very vulnerable right now and he knows it. What is it about me?

So I made an excuse and hung up, but now I am feeling even more shakey. The thoughts are, I dont want to feel like this anymore, I cant do this anymore. I […]

4/24/2013 3 comments

The Life Saver Of Life Hope!

by HwdDog 3/15/2013

written by HwdDog

The spoiler of Life.Â Â Â Â Â Â HOPE

Hope ,that last Â line that keeps you hear grounded.

HopeÂ also brings Â along for the run, Faith.

The belief that it will get better.Â Faith

Witch also stands along side with religion .

IF anyone can stop you He can.Â By witch name do i call you.

ARE YOU Â the ALL FOGIVING GOD , will you forgive me for what

ive done. Or will you judge me a coward and plugs my soul to hell.

wait is their even a heaven ?Â In my sleep i fine freedom from my

mind consent war .Â The peace i seek is theirÂ , No more pain, Nothing

simple sleep Â is this what death is like? […]

3/15/2013 1 comment

just a peom

by rayderrick 3/7/2013

written by rayderrick

each morning and evening my thoughts are seized in belief that by finding a reason you became so decieving this pain will ease,and the pressure on my chest relieved making it easier to breathe which is necessary for all human beings

However all the countless calls the miles Ive walked staring up and down the walls have taught me to not expect you to catch my falls but yet you stand beside and watch me crawl

a tiny hole in my heart begins to tear bringing back minutes, moments and memories of dispair. There were times I had nowhere to go and still you left me there […]

3/7/2013 0 comment

Eternal Misery

by f_u_c_k_E_D 2/14/2013

written by f_u_c_k_E_D

damnit.Â IDK where to start.Â so much is racing through my head right now.Â im completely fucked.Â It’s unreal how horrible things can become.Â So, I have this stupid belief that, yeah, i want to die, but it could be the last thing I ever do (assuming in death there is no afterlife…just inÂ case)Â and it will only happen for real once…Â I want to FEEL it.Â None of the gun to the head crap (besides, you could always end up brain dead which is worse than life itself…[although, someone i once knew shot himself in the heart…Â i think that takes guts]) but anyways this […]

2/14/2013 3 comments

Love You All

by Wei Se 11/23/2012

written by Wei Se

I really love you all. I don’t know any of you but just becauseÂ that we all hereÂ gotÂ about theÂ same thoughts makes me love everyÂ single person here even more.

I’ve lost hope in god but i really wish that there is a heaven. Were everyone can be happy without any misery.

But sadly,Â there is no beliefÂ without a hell, punishmentÂ or fear. I want a belief that’s only based of love.

Depression is a sickness. Many people don’t even realize or agree but please the first step is professional help. I really wish i could help every single person here but sadly, i can’t even help myself.

Big love for you all there.

11/23/2012 0 comment

I have something to say, but I can’t get it out

by SilentOne 10/18/2012

written by SilentOne

Maybe it’s the way I look or the fact that I have a stutter that turns people off. Combined with having low self-esteem and poor social skills, who’d really want to talk to me, let alone be my friend? Every experience throughout my life has been nothing but miserable, and whenever I reminisce, I’m reminded of how much of a loser I was and still am. What’s even worse is watching my younger sister experience everything I missed out on.

High school was a complete nightmare trying to cope with my stutter, and bullying, along with having friends who did nothing but laugh at my disability, […]

10/18/2012 3 comments

Again. This time worse

by Dark Instinct 10/10/2012

written by Dark Instinct

I made a post a couple months ago about a girl that I loved who cheated on me and left me. And how I thought that I had nothing left. Thanks to you guys I moved on and forgot about her. But she came back into my life and acted like snitching was wrong. I didn’t want to be mean, so I welcomed her presence. She led me on again and I fell so the same trick. She got me to care for her again and broke my heart again. I’m a moron for falling for it but the real problem is that I haven’t […]

10/10/2012 3 comments

Permanent solution to a permanent problem.

by birdydingbat 7/12/2012

written by birdydingbat

I have absolutely had it with this world. This society. The sheep that live around me. The doctors so greedy for money that they slap a label on me, without doing proper investigation, that follows me for the rest of my life. Let me elaborate a bit.

At 16 years old, I was having trouble coping with the pressures of adolescence and growing up in an abusive home. One day the pain became too much to bear and I broke down. I was taken to a mental hospital. (Of course a mental hospital. Because people in this day and age are too self-absorbed to HELP a […]

7/12/2012 23 comments

nothing

by self loathing 7/2/2012

written by self loathing

All I am is nothing, all I have is nothing. I am 35 now I was first dyagnosed with severe depression and potentually suicidal at age10. Freeing myself from this pathetic exictence is all I think of all day everyday.
Suicide is all I have ever seen myself accomplishing in life in my 20’s I used to tell myself that I would wait and maybe life or myself would prove me wrong, but all that has happened is my belief that I have but 1 option is proven more and more a truth then anything else.

7/2/2012 1 comment

that’s my body

by tphg 6/21/2012

written by tphg

i can’t control how it feels and functions. I alter its actions if i try hard enough but i rarely have the strength. i want one thing but my body usually wants another. i wish my brother were never born so i wouldnt feel obligated to take care of him, but my body says i love him. i want to be a swinging polygamist for the rest of my days but my body says im afraid of people, women especially. i want careers, cars, cash and success but my body says theres no value in that; that i must be with people to be happy. […]

6/21/2012 0 comment

A walk around the world

by lostchild445 5/27/2012

written by lostchild445

I walk around the world today
All I see is pain
The strife of man against the world
And man has nothing to gain
Ive seen death, I’ve seen poverty, and ive seen sickness
And all of my attempts to fix this were fruitless

A smile. A hollow smile is all i I get
From ones who claim they love me
Either they forget or just don’t care
That I can’t smile back

This strife we fight through in life
Will be forgotten soon enough
The only thing we’ll be remembered by is
Our headstone reading “in memorium of”

I’ve seen greed and glutton,
I’ve seen cheap basterds […]

5/27/2012 1 comment

Time to go

by jg1981 1/31/2012

written by jg1981

Hi, anybody who reads this

It’s time to end this. I perhaps just want to share with someone out there something of the story of my life so that I know that I’ve perhaps got it out to someone.

Born in 1981 to a couple who perhaps should never have been – one good-looking, intelligent but obviously mentally unhealthy, the other with a physical (skin) ‘deformity’ rendering her unattractive to most – but together they came, and through whom three other lives came into this world (one, the last one – my younger sister – apparently ‘not planned for’ (seems absurd that _I_ was actually ‘planned […]

1/31/2012 2 comments

Interesting article about suicide

by hunterskiss 1/11/2012

written by hunterskiss

http://blogs.scientificamerican.com/bering-in-mind/2010/10/20/being-suicidal-what-it-feels-like-to-want-to-kill-yourself/

It’s really goddamn familiar, huh? I guess we could all stand to stop creating or internalizing unrealistic standards for ourselves and our lives… Which is harder than it sounds, for me anyway.

One more thing I stumbled on recently that I thought was interesting: antinatalism, the belief that life should not be brought into existence. They say they don’t approve of suicide, but I see a connection. Regardless–hear, hear!

By the way, I’m so fickle about life… I am back to suicidal ideation again because two leads I had for jobs no longer seem as promising. Having a liberal arts degree in this economy is such a […]

1/11/2012 2 comments