I might have a problem with drinking but you would to if you felt the way I do. I hope that everyone is doing good tonight. I’ve been crying for a long time now. I can barley breathe I think life is really getting pointless. I can’t be happy and no nothing gets better with time. No one will truly understand me and no one cares to. I don’t even understand why I want someone to. I wish people would just stop and think about the things they say or do. I feel like there is no one out there.
Better With Time
people say the word time alot
Life gets better with time
Just give it time
I just need some time to figure things out
Only time will tell
Time heals all wounds
Time is used as a lie and an excuse
People take advantage of the time they use
The only people who truly appreciate time are those who have seen it run out; either for themselves or someone else.
Because time is a lie to those who wish to end their lives
Time just means more suffering.
Still time is a gift to those who survive and wish to cling to life.
My time […]
This is going to be more of a rant really. Knowing me, a long(-ish?) post. My apologies (If anyone even goes on to read this) for probably many clichés and awful English. Apparently I’m a fairly good writer. Pah, I wonder who’d still think that after reading my journals? No, I think that people on here and around me are just kinder than I deserve. My friends deserve so much more than me (I’m sorry…).
But yeah, ‘what a surprise’. Choose to die. Fail. Find more reliable ways to die. Fail. Set a date: 101252. Ooh, what a shocker – fail. What’s my freaking problem this time? […]
I’m at the point of my life right now where I’m between childhood and adulthood and pretty soon I’ll be entering the real world. I’m scared about what I’m going to do with my life and I feel like I have nothing to offer in life, that I shouldn’t even be here right now because I’m useless and can’t do anything right. I feel pretty insignificant and scared to tell anyone about it in fear of the reaction they’ll have when I tell them. I’ve already gone through three therapists and none of them have really helped, or more like me thinking that I’m fine […]
ppl its been so long since iv actually written something.
nothing has really changed in my life except dat it gets worse and i keep on sinking deeper and deeper into this dark hole, im so tired of all these emotions. Iv been going to church alot lately but when i get home i go back to the same old darkness and neverending pain. i cant stand this pain no more. i have nothing left to lose and its not like anyone really cares or truly loves me and it will be best if i just left dis world.
i thought it will get better with time […]