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Sam Harris sings a song for his BFF who died by suicide

by bayareaguy 4/28/2014

written by bayareaguy

For those who are too young to know who Sam Harris is, he won the first season of a show called Star Search back in the 80’s…..it was the prototype for America’s Got Talent.Â Like me (and Kristin Chenowith) Sam is from Oklahoma.Â I posted his rendition of Bonnie Raitt’s classic, IÂ Can’t Make You Love Me,Â two nights ago.Â There is a reference to “giving things away” during the narration that precedes the actual song.Â This is a classic symptom of suicidal ideation.Â Â I don’t think Sam picks up on this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WK_GzXYVVw

Original lyrics by Carole Bayer Sager, Bruce Roberts, Bette Midler

STEAL AWAY AGAIN

Baby (Charlie) won’t you […]

4/28/2014 0 comment

BFF,B=BITCHY,F=FAKE, F=FRIENDS!!!

by nikole zidane 7/26/2013

written by nikole zidane

7/26/2013 29 comments

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by I.cant.breathe! 3/8/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

okay this has nothing to do with suicide i just need to get this out you don’t have to read if ya don’t want to.
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So my bff likes this guy and he’s amazing he’s taller than me (I’m 5’9 in the seventh grade) and he loves all the music I do, he connects with me, and we never get bored of eachother when we talk… it’s clear that i like him too. and I realllllyyy really like him, and I think he likes me (he always stares at me and smiles when I come and talk to him and smiles whenever he sees […]

3/8/2013 3 comments

Do I have a sign saying “shes vunerable, take advantage” on my back?

by lonelyinside 2/23/2013

written by lonelyinside

This crap is getting really old. My new boyfriend, the one afore mentioned, turns out to be nothing that i was expecting under pressure.
The story starts on Thursday after school. Im texting him and his ‘best friend’ takes his phone and starts a convo with me like she knows me. Being the polite girl i am, i keep talking to her. She then tells me she has feelings for my bf and so my friend takes my phone and politely tells her(under me) that there needs to be boundaries cuz were dating. This girl starts trippin on me and i leave with my best […]

2/23/2013 3 comments

A few things you should know about me Part 2

by rach55555 6/23/2012

written by rach55555

The only silver lining was my BFF laura who was there for me and knew all of my sufferings and pain, she was who i confidended in when nan left.Â It felt like she’d stabbed me in the back from the front and left a wound so big and so deep that it still bleeds today. For 7 year we were everything to each other and in a matter of days she tossed me aside like an old rag. WeÂ went from being inseperable to seperable,Â we use to be able to tell each other everything and now we sit side by side and don’t say aÂ […]

6/23/2012 8 comments

I’m messed up

by AngelLilith 4/23/2012

written by AngelLilith

I’m always depressed even sometimes i can really hide it from everybody -incluiding me- but within me there’s just darkness… like all the bad feelings together at the point you cant make a difference among them, in some moments i want to let me go in that darkness and just desapear, in others i want to hurt myself -even i know i can’t- to make the pain go away for a while.

I think on killing me but i know i’m not strong enough to do it, as same as hurting me, and my friends are sick of me saying once and again how bad i […]

4/23/2012 12 comments

‘friends’

by onigirigrl109 3/22/2012

written by onigirigrl109

for years i was always with my bff we had a great time…until i starting making new friends. she didnt like that, wanted me 2 get rid of them. it was bullshit then in2005 age 13 i was diagnosed with seizures she was with me when the 1st one happened.i fell down 2 flights of stairs and split my head open..after i got outta the hospital i called to tell her i was ok and she said”hey, i gotta go” she never said a word to me after that. thats wat had sparked it all..

3/22/2012 5 comments

live love laugh:)

by cali33338 1/29/2012

written by cali33338

im only 11 and ive already had alot of suiside thoughts i feel useless to the world what the point of this everyone judges me and picks on me. resently my best friends mom died of colen cancer (RIP cythea curro) that brought me down i know if i comite suiside my bff will turn to it 2. im afraid of death, i never try and cut myself. my older brother is the worst, he tells me ill die a vergin he tells me ,”go to hell” “no one cares 4 u” he doesnt help. and just about a month ago my very 1st boyfriend […]

1/29/2012 3 comments

Happy New Year – not

by 17hearts 1/1/2012

written by 17hearts

Here is a bit about me. Â I am an adult soul trapped inside a teenage body. Â I have OCD, but few know and nobody cares. Â I have depression, but few know and nobody cares. Â I live a life. Â I hate it.

People say, I have so much to live for. Â What? Â Family – like they care. Â Friends – who? Â I’m going to be a successful person, blah blah blah – who the f*ck cares? Â My dad once asked what would have happened if Albert Einstein wasn’t born. Â The answer was someone else would have come along and done what he did. Â So who cares if I’m […]

1/1/2012 15 comments

I want to die. I want to go to heaven. I want to believe in God. I want, but never get.

by BlueBlackButterfly 12/27/2011

written by BlueBlackButterfly

This note is really long, so only read if you’re prepared. This is my story and how I feel. If you have something negative to say, please don’t say it. I’m not really sure what exactly I put in this note because i wrote it on a different site a few days ago, but I still feel the same. Sorry if there is any cussing and just to let ya know… This note wasn’t finished. I have many other things that trouble me daily, but I got tired of writing…

I donâ€™t see the point in life anymore. Iâ€™m not even sure if iâ€™m Christian anymore. […]

12/27/2011 5 comments

Untitled

by painterofmusic 5/20/2009

written by painterofmusic

So, what happenedâ€¦ Thursday night, I downed a bottle of medicine, because someone three fries short of a happy meal wrote on a website that â€œliquid is absorbed faster than pills.â€ So I thoughtâ€¦ I die faster, and I fall asleep before I suffer. So much for that ideaâ€¦

Obviously, my plan didnâ€™t work. I didnâ€™t have to go to the hospital or anything, though. I downed it, and my heart was pounding, to the point that I just knew I was going to die. So I laid down in bed, pulled the covers over my head, turned on Relient K, and tried to go to […]

5/20/2009 3 comments