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You know, you’re right.

by sickfromthemelt 11/7/2015

written by sickfromthemelt

I don’t care.

I don’t care enough to get better.
I don’t care enough to kill myself.
I don’t care enough to take anything seriously.
I don’t care enough to make anyone happy.
I don’t care enough to prove anyone wrong.
I don’t care enough to be on time.
I don’t care enough to keep my promises.
I don’t care enough to accomplish anything.
I don’t even care enough to get up early 😛

I don’t care, no one else does, I am a pathetic, retarded little child and if I die, I might just make a lot of people smile, it might even cheer this place […]

11/7/2015 2 comments

It’s for the best I promise you

by wannabedeadcat05 11/1/2015

written by wannabedeadcat05

I have made a decision, one that I hope I won’t be hated for because ill be doing that already. I’m going to give my daughter up for adoption, I’m going to be homeless soon, I still can’t get government assistance much less housing (it’s very hard to come by) and the cold weather is getting worse. My daughter can’t live like this anymore, my job as a cashier barely does anything for us I wish I could work full time but it’s only me who takes care of my baby. Her father loves her but is a deadbeat. He says he’s focusing more on […]

11/1/2015 4 comments

Only one for today, but it’s a long one

by thelost 10/24/2015

written by thelost

There is, and always has been two worlds, and in the centuries man has existed, very few have had the fortitude to walk them both. This is the story of one such traveler.

The boy was alone in his room, the lights off, and his shades drawn. He loved the intoxicating darkness. He knew that to be here was to be ready to go to the other place. This other place is only two steps away when he’s in this room. He took the first step.

The Outside was dark, but he knew it would be. He preferred the darkness; it left him feeling cold. There […]

10/24/2015 2 comments

Back By Absolutely No Demand

by thelost 10/22/2015

written by thelost

The boy sat alone in a dark room.

The world around him simply moved on.

The boy saw it happen, but he did not care to stop it

He had become a separate entity.

Something in the outside.

Outside

The outside was dismal, dark, crushing

He only returned there for the sick pleasure the pain gave him

He knew it was dangerous

He knew the risks

From the outside he watched home, and the world continuing without him

He saw it all and was almost content.

Almost.

He saw it, hell, he looked down upon the world he once knew

But the part of him that belonged there.

It longed to be home.

The boy realized his mistake.

He […]

10/22/2015 1 comment

I’ll never know you

by Rotted_Flesh 10/22/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

We always mean to say more when our hands and nails are dug in. Settled on undressed beaches and distant shores sirens scream ever so softly so (before they force contact) with the nerve to say, this might produce the most lovely child.

My mind is distracted and the path doomed from the start.

I never knew you
I’ll never know you

10/22/2015 0 comment

Overlook of me

by Cloverse 10/21/2015

written by Cloverse

Hello. I am 15 years old, and I have never met my dad- not my real one anyways. I have a verbally abusive step-dad, and a mother who doesn’t understand what I have been going through.

I am the oldest child of 3, and I have depression.

You may be saying, “well duh, you’re 15” and all the “all teenagers are” but let me tell you that I used to be a happy kid. I was outdoorsy, and social. Now I am a selective mute who hates the outdoors. Actually, I love the outdoors- just not the things in it- if that makes any sense.

I am an […]

10/21/2015 5 comments

A little story I’ve been working on. Would appreciate any feedback.

by thelost 9/29/2015

written by thelost

The boy sat alone in a dark room.

The world around him simply moved on.

The boy saw it happen, but he did not care to stop it

He had become a separate entity.

Something in the outside.

Outside

The outside was dismal, dark, crushing

He only returned there for the sick pleasure the pain gave him

He knew it was dangerous

He knew the risks

From the outside he watched home, and the world continuing without him

He saw it all and was almost content.

Almost.

He saw it, hell, he looked down upon the world he once knew

But the part of him that belonged there.

It longed to be home.

The boy realized his mistake.

He […]

9/29/2015 5 comments

by TheLoner2 9/29/2015

written by TheLoner2

Everyone says karma’s a *****. Well I that’s the case then why dose it only come after me why is it not ok for me to call people inbreeds and stuff like that, but its ok for them to turn around and call me a child molester, and I have an std and that I need to be killed and raped. That’s ok nothing will happen to them. Just me i have to take all the bad karma while everyone else gets the good karma. I tried to be patient, I’ve tried letting it go but nothing happens or things just get worse I always have […]

9/29/2015 2 comments

My story

by 133Gone 9/23/2015

written by 133Gone

9/23/2015 4 comments

You can’t make everyone happy

by donttellanyone 9/17/2015

written by donttellanyone

so my ex boyfriend keeps threatening me to take my child when I gave birth and it’s scaring me to think that I could possibly deal with something this hard myself for 9+ months and not even get the surprise at the end ? I know he’s just trying to hurt me but its so stressful . I’m contemplating running out of state because I’m not going to just give my baby up like that . I feel like he wants thes reward but doesn’t want to work for it ? I just don’t know what to do

9/17/2015 1 comment

Protected: Dreaming My Life Away: Death and Peace

by Tristeza 9/17/2015

written by Tristeza

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

9/17/2015 16 comments

Normal

by RedShadow 9/6/2015

written by RedShadow

Normal. Kissing a man. Normal. Friends. Body contact/hugs, kisses. Normal. Couple with a baby. Normal. Walking up the stairs, riding a bike, doing sports. Normal. Mother, father, family. Normal. Driving a car. Being slim. being blonde. Fuck the media, the picture you are showing us is “NORMAL”. Normal. Normal. Normal. I am SICK of this normal world!!!

Empty from crying. Tomorrow to work again. smile, you’re on camera. being watched. don’t cry in public – you may be considered as being mentally ill in this society.

I have the easiest wish a human being can have. Somebody LOVE me. Someone, anyone, lay your arms around me and […]

9/6/2015 13 comments

regrets

by theresa_riot 9/5/2015

written by theresa_riot

My biggest regret is that I didn’t kill myself the first time I thought about it. I was 12, and I looked forward. I saw exactly what I have become: a useless, anxiety-plagued lump. Right then I knew I should kill myself because there was nothing for me in the future. I was right. It’s been 20 years and not even a week can pass without me regretting my decision to live. It would have been so much easier, so much better when I was a child, before people expect you to be reasonable and thoughtful. I should have done it then, or I should […]

9/5/2015 5 comments

i lost my mind before I even had one

by munckin 8/29/2015

written by munckin

I will start with writing about my life and will start with sharing information about a period slighty before that I came to exist in this world. In this period of life my my father-to-be and mother-to-be were going through a rough period of their relationship and which was not stable and while most people with common sense would work on the relationship or choose to go seperateways I had a mother who had a very different plan and apparantly wanted to keep my father with her for reasons unknown to me and in order to achieve this she made a hole in the condom […]

8/29/2015 1 comment

Shouldn’t it be a person’s choice when to end their own life?

by CeaseTheFire425 8/29/2015

written by CeaseTheFire425

Whether or not they have a terminal illness, shouldn’t they decide if they want their life to end? People are allowed to have abortions. If you can determine when to end an unborn child’s life, then how come it’s such an issue whether or not we can end our own? If anyone can help me find effective ways to end my life, I would appreciate it greatly. Please email me at ceasethecranium@yahoo.com if you would like to talk about it.

8/29/2015 7 comments

Searching

by humble25 8/19/2015

written by humble25

“not enough” The message that’s been drove into me since a child, sometimes directly but mostly indirectly through culture and family. As a Christian why should I feel like I’m not enough? Because that’s all I know on this earth right now. I find myself discouraged, not enough drive, “not enough good grades, you’re a failure , your faith is not strong enough, your mind is twisted.” The messages clouding my mind, not irrational, for they are loud and clear coming from the family and pastors. Perhaps I’m just prideful when I come up with the idea that, “hey, maybe all this pressure and constant […]

8/19/2015 2 comments

My Reality

by Raining souls 8/16/2015

written by Raining souls

I don’t get it. My parents say that my depression is just and act, but when my sister boyfriend breaks up with her and she goes and cries they help her right away. But when I’m crying or just lock my self in my room all they say is oh stop acting like a child. When i told them that i have some scars, this is the thing that got me so mad all they did was laugh. They say im just acting. But I’m not they don’t know i tried to kill my self more then once and all they say is that I’m […]

8/16/2015 1 comment

Rant with an edge

by Katki 8/1/2015

written by Katki

where do i start?

How about with the life everyone thought i had – hell i even deluded myself into believing it for awhile – and then the rape and then the child and i can’t say if the 2 happened at the same time and now that grown little girl is crying her eyes out over a tiny cut her Mother made on her wrist- she called her brother – didn’t ask me anything… I don’t blame her – I wasn’t there for her like i should have been – ever.. I’ve tried to be there now – but she saw the cut – it […]

8/1/2015 1 comment

im trying to accept my fate

by nomorepain461 7/29/2015

written by nomorepain461

homelessness, chronic unemployment,prison, death, or living with abusive family. bad health (that can be fixed), and a bad life. all because im on only child, im poor, and i spent years in college instead of a job. i had so much to offer the world. doesnt mater anymore, now all that matters is whether there is an afterlife or not. i accept my fate (though i still am fighting for a decent job). oh yes, most black men end up dead or in prison. why do you think that is? i didnt beat the odds. i accept my fate. i hope the afterlife is painless.

7/29/2015 2 comments

Poll: how much of your existence has been happy and when was the last time you was happy?

by wndozh8er 7/25/2015

written by wndozh8er

of my 31 years on this earth, I had brief moments of happiness as a small child but never lasted due to my chaotic family situation. Maybe an average of just alittle under a month a year. After that – May 1995, July 1995, March-May 1998, March-May 1999, April-October 2002, September-December 2006 and November-December 2011. I’m not even sure if I was truly happy than ether because my life has been so miserable I can’t tell the difference sometimes. Those dates I pointed out were more or less when my life was not a living hell.

how about yall?

7/25/2015 12 comments

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