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Is there a remedy for waiting

by blind.cinderella 4/30/2012

written by blind.cinderella

Here we are again back on the bad track of life. I keep telling myself i just a need a second chance, a new start but i don t think it would change anything. The only thing i need to change is me. I am going to stop feeling, stop caring. If you could see me now, whispering those uncertain words and smiling because i don t think i ‘ ll ever be able to shout down my emotions. one of my greatest weakness that is destroying me and watching my mind decaying part by part.

I tried to put myself to sleep again. Forever… I […]

4/30/2012 4 comments

Flying Free

by stuck in a rutt 3/21/2012

written by stuck in a rutt

I’m sitting here in English class,
My mind is far away,
I’m drifting more and more,
My skies keep growing grey.

The times are quite exhausting,
My mask is slipping off,
I don’t know how long I’ll manage,
To continue all the faking.

My life is split in two,
I’m pretend and I am real,
I’m hiding from the world,
But on my own the real shines through.

My thoughts don’t make sence,
Just like my presence,
I wish my ties were severed,
So I can fly free.

Flying free is what I long for,
I could leave it all behind,
I would float amongst the clouds,
finally released […]

3/21/2012 1 comment

amazement

by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax 3/13/2012

written by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax

I sit here in amazement as this beautiful world passes on by, just so slow, drifting along, like clouds floating through the sky. I’m seeing the future get created right in front of my eyes, I see so many brilliant people, doing such amazing things. Beautiful things, and everything is just too amazing. The beauty of what is going on is just to much for my undeserving eyes, i want to die, for the fact alone. Life is to amazing, and i’m here. I am undeserving of what has been bestowed on me, people everyday, every second want to die, and do, while i sit […]

3/13/2012 3 comments

Looking at old poems

by Epiphany 1/11/2012

written by Epiphany

I was randomly going through old poems and found this one I wrote one time on coke. It compares someone who used to be my friend, with myself. How she became homeless, and how it sucks both figuratively andÂ literally. I named it “Drug Trip”. Fitting?

The world spins round
The clouds fall to the ground
Life stops, then starts again in secret
Hide life in the shaddows and watch it dissapear
Return to the light and fade away
Forget the dark, misfit the light, fall
She’s all alone, she hits the bone
Pierces through every nerve
Fall to the ground
Pretend the darkness doesn’t bound
You […]

1/11/2012 0 comment

To hell & back

by nikster 1/8/2012

written by nikster

I was picked up out of my home and thrown into a mental hospital on 12/30/2011 for a week so it really thwarted my plans of ctb before the new year. I left the hospital with a false sense of optimism, and now I’m sitting in my apartment on suicide websites again…..feeling like my soul is dead and I’m just going through the motions because that’s what I was told to do. Truth be told, I have no idea what the next day or weeks ahead of me hold….I know today was a shitty day, not sure when the glimmer of sunshine will show through […]

1/8/2012 1 comment

Feeling love in this piece of the internet

by cj 12/29/2011

written by cj

Brothers and Sisters,

I have seen and felt your love in this website. It is encouraging to share with you all, even when at times we do not agree, but that is fine to me. I am not here for you to all agree with me, but to share with all of you how I feel, and what I want to say to you all.

I believe there is always hope for us. We all have heard this many times, and sometimes we become numb to this. However, I still say there’s hope. There’s a small shining ray of light in this darkness. This darkness of […]

12/29/2011 3 comments

“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense” (Venting)

by CherryBlossom 12/29/2011

written by CherryBlossom

So I forgot to close out this website before letting my mom borrow my computer. I don’t want to talk to her about it. Why? Because there is no communicating with her. I’ve tried before. -chuckles- You know what she said? “If you do it don’t do it here”. Like that is going to make me open up to her. I wont say I HATE my mother, cause I don’t except when I’m mad lol but I do dislike her ALOT. I just don’t understand why people are so blind. I’m not perfect. There I said it. But I am trying to work on myself […]

12/29/2011 2 comments

sacrifice

by fireflieslite 8/21/2010

written by fireflieslite

No one can imagine that so positive-minded I’ve always been would choose to end !
When the cash flow of mine was nearing the critical time, it was hard to bear knowing that my brother wanted the last piece of my property, my shelter from the rain, to be sold to him at three-fifth of the actual value, and my wife also hated me to death awaiting to claim the same last piece. My choice then was to leave this house to my wife who is with my beloved daughter who can then also harvest the share afterall. So, on 2010-7-26, late night, I attempted […]

8/21/2010 0 comment

what to do…

by cook2012 8/13/2009

written by cook2012

what a life i have. my parents with there sharp tongues and quick jokes. such bullshit they know the impact they have on me its ridicilous i honestly dont know how ive made it this far. and to think when i was 9 years old being called a mother fucked by your own mother who didnt care who didnt think that would do anything to her son. what stopped me from pulling that knife quick across my throat, there are good things in this world but in my case they come rare and often stay short. bits of happiness for me was looking at the […]

8/13/2009 3 comments

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