What society and God expects of me is hard. i don’t know if i can bear this burden, but no matter how sad i get i cannot give up.
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What to say reallly i think about suicide nearly everyday… i was born to a 14 year old girl lost in the world my sperm doner beat me till he finally got sent to jail for killing a person….. i grew up lost in the world with no father till the age of 6….. my mother married a military guy things didnt change much my mom was getting abused and i was witnessing it all…. as i grow up people tell me im smart but when i make a mistake they tear me down like im worthless..ive never found a person who […]
I want to us the exit bag as talked about in the final exit. Do I need to add a regulator. Do I need to take sleeping pills while I’m holding the bag open with my thumbs. Once I become unconscious
that prevents me from pulling the bag off even though I’m unconscious
An internet relation of confusion.
I’ve been contemplating suicide for about a year now. I was on birth control pills to help regulate my period and insulin levels. I used to blame my depression on the pills but even after I got off of them I still have really low lows of depression. I graduated high school at 16 because I couldn’t stand all the drama. People were so petty and fake I couldn’t take it anymore so I got out of there. Maybe I felt like people would really think what I did was amazing. I grew up in a small rural town where nobody graduates early so maybe […]
I was at the hospital the past couple of weeks & I’m so scared. I’m 18 and I’ve been homeless since Jan., I weigh 70 lbs & I’m barely alive. Everytime my brain tumor goes away, Humphrey (yes I named it) comes back & I’m so sick of hospitals & life. Then they said I was dangerous to others & wanted to send me to a mental institution but I barely dodged a bullet and left. Since I was 8 I’ve had to rely on someone else to help me live [AKA hospitals/doctors] & I hate it. I hate bothering people. I’ve attempted suicide but was […]
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