Am I jinxed? I recently found some good decent honest guys to hang out with like every other weekend, or once a month to just play D&D for about 4 hours. But when I fucking finally am able to go, my wife (who refuses to go out of her own way to find her own friends) has a fit and keeps me stuck at home. I say stuck because I don’t have people whom I can shake hands with and spend time with other than my wife. I love her, but damn it, I need to enjoy the company of FRIENDS, too! This is the […]
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Damn Time
Who am I?
I’m eliza. 15. And more and more everyday I find myself hating myself for how I am.
I feel worthless,
Fat,
Ugly
I want to be anyone but me. I hate it. I hate feeling this way but it’s true though.
I don’t feel good anymore,
I used to be happy, before HE came along
Fucked me up majorly
I cut all the god damn time and I’m sick of feeling like I’m so worthless all the time :/
I dot know who I can trust, my family are never there for me, I want to be happy living in my own […]
Why do I keep fucking shit up? Why am I so stupid? I just… Feel like I am no good to anyone. I feel like all I do is screw shit up. I have nowhere to go, no friends that I can rant to freely without them getting annoyed and I’m left to this site. I have hit rock-bottom, and my last resort was this website.
Tell me, how pathetic does that sound? A site called The Suicide Project is where I go to when I need to vent. Yeah, most may call me lucky: I’ve been accepted into an amazing cosmetology school, I’m a model, […]
I’m exhausted, I don’t feel like I can keep going. My fiance broke my heart a couple of months ago and today he told me he is happier without me. For me every day gets worse. I have been through too much, this was supposed to be my happy ending. I can’t just try again because life is shit and it always ends badly.
If I didn’t have kids I would have done this years ago, now they live with their dad almost full time and are well taken care of. I am too much of a pathetic mess to be anything good for them […]
Every morninq I ask myself Is life worth livinq or should I blast myself-z-ro-tupac.
written by lifeishorrible
Nothinqleft I know what you mean,why can’t they see that I’m dyinq Inside?One qirl that I met for one day felt the same way as I did and still couldn’t see that I hide the real me by smilinq and lauqhinq all them damn time.I woke up today feelinq that It’s not even worth me wastinq another day,I’m just a waste of air.I decided to start cuttinq on my wrist aqain.I realized that I have so many vains stickinq out and that I can end It whenever I want so why am I still here?Is It possible that I don’t wanna die yet?No.I don’t […]
what should i post about? this is my first post. i’ve got a couple of saved drafts where i started writing about myself and my situation and things i have been going through but i’ve put them aside for now, probably won’t go back to them. Â i feel ok, almost good at the moment. whenever i read a post from people on this website where they talk about their immediate feelings without talking about whats going on with themselves in the big picture, without talking about the whys and whats and hows, i sometimes dont like it because i want to know about those very […]
I just posted something earlier on how I stopped cutting three years ago but started again today. Well, I was talking to some friends about it but I didn’t tell them that I started cutting again. You see, my friends and family are the type that judge your every move. If you make a mistake, they won’t forget about it. I’m just tired of living up to their expectations all the damn time. Why can’t they just accept me for who I am? I’m constantly trying to change myself to please them. I was overweight and they didn’t like it so I lost 50 pounds […]