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Dedication

The Undescribable Mystery; Life

by Silly 9/13/2013

written by Silly

Have Â you ever thought about what would happen to the humanity in 60 000 years? Will we still be here? Will people be able to live the same way as we are today? Or at least those who aren’t struck by this hopelessness us depressed are in.

I have a theory. First, I wan’t to settle some things. I’m a realistic thinker and believe– No, don’t believe – IÂ knowÂ we are here because of the evolution. I’m sorry to all those heavy religious people out there: I envy your dedication to Jesus, Allah, lions or whatever you believe in and trust, but I don’t understand how fictional […]

9/13/2013 2 comments

Hypocrisy

by quaero 8/18/2013

written by quaero

I am so hollow inside. I always thought that I am doing something important, something that will make me perfect. but now i am realizing that that was all bullshit, hypocrisy, painting the circumference while inside was all empty. I don’t know when did i became such a hypocrite. maybe i always was. i always wanted to do something big, achieve something great. back then, when it all started, one of my fears was to have a difference between thought and action. and it seems that fear has now come true. and with what magnitude! I tried to be spiritual, i tried to be philosophical, […]

8/18/2013 1 comment

Not Understanding

by K 2/19/2013

written by K

I’m don’t understand how sometimes she’s so responsive and other times she blows me off completely for days on days… Why can’t she just treat me at least decently most of the time? I hate feeling so dismissed and uncared for.

For all the times i’ve been there for her, I think I deserve her to be there for me.But she’s never there. Even when I reach out she doesn’t even care enough to give me the same kind of dedication.

I know she cares, I know deep down she’s a good person and a good friend. i just wish she could learn to value our […]

2/19/2013 1 comment

Marathon runners and Triathaletes

by flatus 1/14/2013

written by flatus

Sometimes you’ll see one go huffing by with crap running down their legs. Â That’s dedication and grit, both of which I haven’t got. Â I brought a kitchen knife out deep into the woods one lonesome hike when I was 13. Â Now I’m 41 and there’s still turds falling outta my jock strap. Â They can “maybe” into one hand and piss into their other. What a stupid waste of Â time.

1/14/2013 0 comment

Disappointment

by Dashed 7/30/2012

written by Dashed

I’ve put a lot of effort into doing right by the people I’m close to. I have been far from perfect in those efforts. Mostly I’ve failed entirely. I guess the thing is, though, that I’ve tried to mend every mistake I’ve made. I’ve apologized, acknowledged my screw-ups and done my best to avoid future incidents.

In times when I haven’t been the one to screw up, I’ve been too forgiving of people. People who have decided that I am the kind of person who can toyed with, walked all over, and left to wait endlessly for fulfillment. People always let you down. That’s what I’ve […]

7/30/2012 2 comments

Cold Summer-4

by queen827 7/20/2012

written by queen827

I understand people going through things and surviving it. But just because you survive it doesnt mean I can or want to. I dont want help to make things better. there is no more “better” left. When it takes effort for my to type these words, I know Im faded. Everyday gets worse and worse, but the funny part is everynight you go to sleep praying for the next day to be better than the last. He still hasnt answered my prayers to take my life, this is how I know he wants me to take my own. Its so beautiful outside, but yet im […]

7/20/2012 0 comment

How do you prepare for failure?

by fallen2far 7/16/2012

written by fallen2far

Dedication, intensity, effort, practice, determination… all those words in Gatorade commercials: sometimes you just, fail.

You get back up again, and fail again.Â Every failure hurts.Â You see people trying until they succeed, but you never see someone trying and failing all the time.Â If you try a a hundred times, they tell you you’ll succeed the 101st time.Â If you try a thousand times, you’ll succeed 1001.Â At what time can you quit and you’re not a quitter?Â You tried, you failed….. you’re a failure.Â You stop trying, you’re a quitter.Â You tell yourselfÂ you don’t care.Â It might even be true after a while.Â Passion […]

7/16/2012 2 comments