i have a lot of problems in my house, my dad is not here anymore he got kidnapped like 4 years ago and i just want to die. I have never cut myself or anything im so weak i know and today i found out i got a stepsister and i cant believe my dad did that to my mom. My school hates me and i dont have a prom date my friends are all gone and i cant deal with this anymore i cant find something to hold on i just want to die and it feels like im falling into this deep black […]
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Deep Hole
I, like most people here, am looking for answers that we all know don’t exist. Â Despite that we all continue, we push on with blind faith, hoping, wishing, praying that the answers will just suddenly appear before us. Â But I have lost my faith and hope and my wishes and prayers go without response.
I am now 45, and I have been struggling with depression ever since I was 17. Â It has been a long and exhausting trip. Â It has caused me to lose all of my friends, resulted in me being hospitalized for a total of 3 months between high school and college. Â Â And […]
I’m Pathetic.
To Care So Much For Someone That I Went Suicidal.
I’m A Attention Whore For Telling People How Hurt I Am Or That I Hurt Myself.
I’m Scared Of What I Might Become…
The Only Person The Kept Me Stable Told Me The Truth.
That I Already Knew…
It Hurt To Hear It From That One Person Though…
Everyone Leaves You…
And Sometimes You End Up Just Wanting To Be Your Own Friend; I Am My Own Friend.
Its Hurts To Hear Her Say Everything.
Cause Shes The Same Way…
And That Night I Almost Went Suicidal…
I Had The Pills On The […]
again, I am in this deep hole. I am feeling very lonely here 🙁 All those people who are around me over the day, no one to talk to and if I try to start a talk with someone they just leave me alone 🙁 I have holidays next week and they will be like hell again. A whole week where no one in my age talks to me. I am just so tired of searching for friends, unfortunately I am also so tired of being alone. I hate everything at the moment. I hate how I fail at everything I do. I hate myself […]
hello everyone
it often happens to me,before sleeping, suddently i feel depressed ,sad ,feel like i’m about to cry,
each time , just before sleeping, i pray, i hope, please god make that nothing of this real, just let me sleep for ever. but each morning i wake up.
i feel i don’t fit in this world, i don’t know why do i persist in living this life.
i’m a cower, i’m not able to commit a suicide.
there’s my family , i know that killing my self will be devastating for them,
i want to feel like when i’m sleeping, then i do not […]
I’m not the kind of person to tell someone about my bad day. Or how shitty and downhill my life’s going. I’m not the kind of person that can tell you that suicide crosses my mind everyday. I dont want to end up in a mental hospital, but i know i am crazy. I have fallen so far in this deep hole called depression that is overloaded with dirt and is slowly suffocating me. What are you supposed to do when that happens? I hate my life, and i’m still so very young. I smoke cigarettes, and weed, and nothing will ever escape me from this […]