Losing Everyone In A Week.

I’m Pathetic.
To Care So Much For Someone That I Went Suicidal.
I’m A Attention Whore For Telling People How Hurt I Am Or That I Hurt Myself.
I’m Scared Of What I Might Become…
The Only Person The Kept Me Stable Told Me The Truth.
That I Already Knew…
It Hurt To Hear It From That One Person Though…
Everyone Leaves You…
And Sometimes You End Up Just Wanting To Be Your Own Friend; I Am My Own Friend.
Its Hurts To Hear Her Say Everything.
Cause Shes The Same Way…
And That Night I Almost Went Suicidal…
I Had The Pills On The Side Of My Bed..
She Kept Going On About How Terrible And Selfish I Am..
I Kept Telling Her To Stop… But She Kept Going….
I Almost Would’ve Done It…
But I Decided She Wasn’t Worth It..
Even Though She Left A Deep Hole In My Heart…
And I Told Her In That Moment I Already Hurt…
She Didn’t Give A Shit…
I Cut Myself…Seeing The Blood Was Calming A Bit…
But I Felt Like I Just Needed To Break My Arm Off…
I Lost More Then 10 People This Week…And It Hurts…
I Hope You Guys Understand…