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Demons

There are no amount of words

by holdingOn 2/24/2012

written by holdingOn

i wish more than anything that i could take it all back. That instead of being a complete ass, i could tell you how i feel. That i love you more than anything. I know I pushed you away but this is killing me. You were the one thing good in my life….You are the one person that i never wanted to hurt. the one person that i will always protect at all cost..hah how did i manage to screw that one up?

I just want you to know that I love you. No matter what happens. But I don’t want you to reach out to […]

2/24/2012 0 comment

I remember the cold knife under my throat

by Ghostflower 2/23/2012

written by Ghostflower

I remember the cold knife under my throat. I remember the masked man on top of me, thrusting, panting and his red eyes, forcing me to look at him all the time. I remember the hysterical laughter after it happened, when I went to see my friends. This date no one knows about it except of the shrink. I am now a twisted 25 year old woman/girl.. still fighting the demons and oh so willing to give up.

It all happned 3 days prior to my 18th birthday. Somewhere not far from home, where the water is always cool during summer and shady places. Somewhere I […]

2/23/2012 2 comments

anything to get the edge off.

by unstable 1/31/2012

written by unstable

It’s been awhile since I’ve posted…My holiday season was relatively calm..as I took off from work, and was off from school…mostly drama free except the ever present arguments with the asshole I’m forced to relate to as his daughter. But I digress.

School is back in full swing…in addition to more drama at work (seriously, I work with a bunch of 50 year old catty bitches in a freaking cafeteria…)

Needless to say, I’m already stressed the fuck out…looking for jobs, internships, working, going to school, dieting (i have a wedding to attend in june…needing to lose weight), and attempting to maintain my end of relationships. I’ve […]

1/31/2012 7 comments

a dream of another reality..

by saddest-panda 1/14/2012

written by saddest-panda

one night one night i had this dream .. the sky was dark and the whole worls was mean mommmy you where there but you went the same ..you had no money and you were insane i remember you spent everything we had on morphineâ€¦

you couldn’t pay the rent of a two bedroom so we shared our broken house with a couple of goons .. who sold drugs and where all cracked out they stayed in the living room sleeping on the couch ..

momy mom why rant you eating â€¦ im not hungry dear .now goodbye im leaving.. she walked out the door sometimes it […]

1/14/2012 0 comment

My feelings today

by Tear_Drop :'( 1/11/2012

written by Tear_Drop :'(

Well nothing happen today. Well except for demons talking to me ! Well I been feeling kind of sad today like I want to cry but I’ll just hold my tears inside. Well I don’t why I’m Feeling sad and nothing hasn’t happen too me today ! My brothers and sisters are nobody wasn’t messing with me. Why is this everyday feeling ? I really don’t know !!!!

1/11/2012 3 comments

To Fade Away…

by Shelly 5/11/2011

written by Shelly

For me memories are like ghosts that haunt the perimeters of my conscious mind, often making me feel ill at ease when I donâ€™t even know why. The more upsetting memories are like demons that torment me from the depths of my unconscious mind, bringing up flashes of painful experiences when I’m least prepared for it and my defences are down. Both want to fill me with self doubt and self hatred and sap every ounce of confidence I once might have had, to leave me an utterly shattered and blithering wreck in the shambles that my life has become. And yet the more I […]

5/11/2011 8 comments

Suicide

by Kizzy 2/25/2011

written by Kizzy

WhenÂ I don’t take myÂ Meds IÂ lose track of my myself. I sink in to a depression. The darkness takes over. All I can think of is my demons. All the mistakes I’ve made, the people I’ve hurt, those who I’ve lost are stuck in my head. The memories replaying again and again untilÂ I want to die.

I hate all those how rant about how suicide is a sin. I think they just fear death and that makes them feel weak. They hide their weakness behind walls of hate.

Suicide is not a sin. It is not a weakness. It takes strength to do. So many times I have […]

2/25/2011 9 comments

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