I just dont know what to do with myself. what the fuck am i still doing here?
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I dont know what else to do he loves me but doesnt love me. I love him and i want him it has been over a year an a half i should be over him right i dont think so i love him and i always will he was everything i wanted and looked for in a guy and i lost that. i just us again the laughing the happiness. im tierd of being depressed everyone can see the pain. he says he loved me and he wants me but the girl he was with he loved her too they broke up and what about […]
Back in a slump again.. just like before.. tryin so hard to prop myself up again.. too damn hard.. fuck life.. I seriously dont know how much longer i can hold on.. writin this helps.. its good to vent…
there is one person, who i always consider my brother. sometimes more then my brother. today i went to meet him.
he said that on tuesday he will go and meet my ex girlfriend and try to get back us together.
now guys, i dont know whether i should listen to him or not. coz he is been telling me the same thing for last 4 months. and every passing day is making my life more and more worse.
and plus its valentine on tuesday, which will bring back many many painfull memories.
guys, please tell me what to do? should i listen to him?
Sometimes I feel like
The world closes in on me
Even as I take steps out into the deep blue
I can see walls falling in
Roofs floating down;
And even as this chaos suronds me
I am calm,
For in my heart I already know
That this world is not real–
Its all in my head
So I should be safe
But then again, no–
For if its in my head
Doesnt that mean it is always with me?
Hello
I’ve chickened out so many times but I know one day I will do it. I do feel guilty thinking of people that have died that would have given anything to live I feel so selfish. I was abused when I was younger and cant speak to anyone cause it was a family member. I think of the family and how that news would destroy their lifes so I keep it bottled up so they can live their lifes normally whats one life compared to so many. For a while I was happy but that all ended it seems my life is just meant to […]
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