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From Ashes

by RealTalk30 6/26/2014

written by RealTalk30

Yesterday is over..

Yet in the blink of my eye there is still rebirth from the bitterness. There is still hope beyond hopelessness. There is a light!
To late to drown far off the shores from where we’ve been..the tide has turned back to us, and will bring us home
Never to be blinded by the salt of promise, and never to be forgotten!
Wind, breath, earth and my strength rise up in times I need it so desperately.. In times others need it the most!
Turn fire to the darkness and take comfort in its glow. Bring reason to your will, and to mine. Never […]

6/26/2014 25 comments

No Reason

by AlwaysMe 6/10/2014

written by AlwaysMe

There’s no reason big enough to end you life

There’s no heartache you won’t recover from

There is no past that you can’t overcome

There is no sadness that can drown you long enough

For you to come up gasping for breath

There is no obstacle big enough that you can’t jump over

There is no reason why you can’t lift the weight of the world from your shoulders

There is no plossible explanation to why you can’t remove suicide from your daily goal

There is no hurt that you’ve never experienced before

There is no girl or guy that can make you question your reason for living

Its your inner desire, that question your […]

6/10/2014 3 comments

Bittersweet

by TreesOfNeon 6/5/2014

written by TreesOfNeon

She picks up the tiny sharp object,
only to put it back down.
She tries to forget, but only reflects,
so much that she wants to drown.

They think she won’t break
but, oh lord, do they not know?
“I need to explain,” her hand shakes,
“My lowly tale of woe.”

Her heart is a drumbeat beating,
the rhythm is slow and steady.
“Why is life so bittersweet?”
She writes and clutches her teddy.

Hurt has left her feeling alone,
everyone else has done the same.
She wished she hadn’t picked up the phone
that cold september day.

“Slut” the phone spoke,
the words piercing her heart.
“*****” her […]

6/5/2014 0 comment

into the abyss

by darkness_falls 5/22/2014

written by darkness_falls

A couple years ago my life hit an all time low. I was emotionally shattered and the unrelenting world was closing in. I decided that I would take the step into the abyss. Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t the first thing I tried. I had tried to get help from friends but I quickly became an outcast. I planned to drown myself. That evening I went out to an old bridge and sat on the edge watching the sun go down. Once the top of the sun was out of sight I stood up and took a step forward. The moment I hit the […]

5/22/2014 1 comment

I don’t know anymore.

by xochi 5/5/2014

written by xochi

I’ve been depressed on and off for about four years. I was in love with a good guy friend of mine. He moved away for a year and began dating his childhood best friend. About a year later I met a guy I liked. He was smart and funny in a dorky way. Things got complicated and it didn’t work out. This is when I first began to experience my depression. I listened to music most of the time, slept long hours, and neglected my homework and chores. I became a recluse. For months I was in a haze, but one day I snapped out […]

5/5/2014 2 comments

sometimes you gotta drown out the anger with anger

by Remnant The Unbroken 5/5/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

like fighting fire with fire

I love this song. Always on repeat when I’m in one of my bad moods. (He swears, so if you’re offended by thatÂ then look away :P)

5/5/2014 2 comments

Sink or Swim (poem)

by meris 4/28/2014

written by meris

this poem could use some work but eh, i’ve had some writers block so

you and I are out in the sea
Lost and afraid, you look at me
I hold you close but pull you down
and look away as you start to drown

I watch you sink then start to swim
Remembering that it wasn’t me you loved, it was him.
the sun goes down and I’m all alone
Shivering in the dark blue water, i’m on my own

The storm approaches and the waves hit
I ask myself “is it time to quit?”
I kick and scream in desperate need
someone pick me […]

4/28/2014 2 comments

I don’t know anymore

by idontknoww 4/20/2014

written by idontknoww

Eventually crying yourself to sleep will go away and your mind will tell your brain to just stop, give up, stop. Obviously the tears aren’t helping your depression. They won’t fix things, they won’t make you feel better, the only make you feel worse. Tears drown you in your pain and sorrow and make you over think why you were crying in the first place. Then you find yourself thinking of all the times you fucked up and how you wish things were different and how much you don’t want to deal with people, emotions. And thats all you need to make the biggest decision […]

4/20/2014 2 comments

by wintersnow92 4/19/2014

written by wintersnow92

ill never be able to accept love , i just don’t see how it is possible.I have done so much wrong. He shows me more love than anyone in my entire life ever has and yet all i can think about is jumping off that cliff or slicing my wrists and watching all the pain end, but i know that no matter how much i wish for that I could never be that selfish…..never! Â I have more than so many people in this world so please tell me why i wish of this every night, tell me why that when Someone I finally actually likes […]

4/19/2014 2 comments

ennui

by raincloudz 3/23/2014

written by raincloudz

everything seems either boring or annoying. theres very little that i like anymore (including people). every chance i get i drown myself in booze. God, I’m bored.

3/23/2014 3 comments

Sinking Ship

by slowlyforgetting 2/12/2014

written by slowlyforgetting

This is a sinking ship,
and all around me is water seeping into
my shoes filling it and making me remember
this is only temporary,
that weâ€™re only temporary.

I keep trying to plug this hole in the side
of this boat, but no matter how much glue
I put on it,
it keeps filling up with water.

We donâ€™t have much longer
before we drown,
you may be a skilled swimmer
but weâ€™ll both go down if we donâ€™t
get out now.

-FCS

2/12/2014 0 comment

Sick of life

by whyshouldibother 2/8/2014

written by whyshouldibother

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m lost and no ones helping me find my way. I’ve fallen out major with the person who saved me, I want to talk to him but he’s deleted me from everything except my number. Seeing him happy without me at school breaks my heart because I’m not happy without him. I miss him so much. Makes it worse when I’ve got to spend a week with him in Poland with my school. It’s going to be so awkward.

I’m even making myself go deaf by how loud my music is when I have my earphones. I like to […]

2/8/2014 2 comments

Counterweights to drown.

by Lena 5/31/2013

written by Lena

IÂ planÂ onÂ drowningÂ myself.Â EverythingÂ isÂ plannedÂ exceptÂ oneÂ ofÂ theÂ mostÂ essentialÂ things:Â counterweights.Â I’m 103lbsÂ andÂ weakÂ inÂ strength.Â AndÂ thereÂ areÂ noÂ rocksÂ nearÂ whereÂ IÂ wantÂ toÂ go.

IÂ wasÂ soÂ excitedÂ andÂ anxious,Â nowÂ I’mÂ justÂ disappointedÂ andÂ irritated.Â IÂ haveÂ toÂ doÂ this.Â IÂ haveÂ to.Â AsÂ soonÂ asÂ possible.Â ButÂ theÂ mostÂ essentialÂ thing…theÂ thingÂ thatÂ wouldÂ guaranteeÂ myÂ demise…Â IÂ can’tÂ thinkÂ ofÂ anything.Â F***.

UntilÂ there’sÂ aÂ solution…Â IÂ don’tÂ evenÂ thinkÂ IÂ canÂ hide.Â ItÂ hurtsÂ andÂ there’sÂ noÂ whereÂ safe.Â ButÂ IÂ haveÂ toÂ think.Â Think.Â Think.Â ThisÂ needsÂ toÂ happenÂ fastÂ andÂ soon.

5/31/2013 3 comments

what i want.

by b1urr 5/2/2013

written by b1urr

i want to cut severely deep.
i want to hit myself with the hardest things, as hard as i can.
i want to drown in my tub with heavy rocks holding me down.
i want to never speak again.
i want to take all the pills i can find.
i want to purge until my throat is raw.
i want to never eat again.
i want to say good bye and mean it.
i want my body to fail me.
i want the blood to keep pouring.
i want the darkness to eat me alive.

pulling me further and further down.

i will be no more.

nothing.

gone.

if only […]

5/2/2013 2 comments

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