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by fcuktpyos 8/25/2013

written by fcuktpyos

hello blog.

this is my first post.

i struggle with anxiety and major depression.

i’m not sure how to cope with anything. my parents misraised me and i have no friends.

everyone hates me and bullies me and thinks i should just kill myself, so why the fuck shouldn’t i..

all of my ex boyfriends said i was worthless and should.. so.. yeah..

nothing’s alright. i constantly feel the need to cut myself.

i constantly feel the need to tie a noose and hang myself.

i constantly feel the need to die. i’ve lost everything.

i don’t have a family, i don’t have friends.

my parents gave me up 7 months ago and made it […]

8/25/2013 2 comments

There’s this dumpster that I like the looks of. The place is closed on weekends and it’s next to a wooded area. It’s one of those small dumpsters the front loading garbage trucks lift with forks and “throw over their shoulders” to dump empty upside-down. I was thinking that if I hopped into the dumpster and killed myself then no one would need to be upset about finding my carcass.

I seen people toss garbage in there they always toss it over the side and don’t seem to look inside. Plus I figure that if I bring black garbage bags […]

5/9/2013 8 comments

Skipping School

by FreakShow2 5/2/2013

written by FreakShow2

Today was the first time that I ever tried to skip school. I’ve been so depressed lately, so I decided that I was going to take a nice break. I was going to go on a train downtown, watch a movie, get something nice for lunch,Â and I had an elaborate plan worked out that almost worked… until my mom saw me on the way there. I wound up being taken back to school and got sent to the guidance counsellor’s office where I, wisely I may add, did not admit to any suicidal thoughts. Believe me, though, when I say that killing myself right now […]

5/2/2013 1 comment

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by glass_music_cup 4/16/2013

written by glass_music_cup

The condition of one of my rooms is absolutely, horribly disgusting. There’s spilled soda soaked into the carpets, crumbs all over the floor, dirty laundry, and probably something like 30+ bottles of empty diet soda.

I guess the reason I am posting this is that I am ready to die but too depressed to go through the preparations. I am thinking about hiring someone to clean out my car, pack up my belongings, etc. because I want to have a rational, planned out suicide and will never make an impulsive decision to do so. ButÂ unfortunately, I am too tired to go Â through with the cleaning and […]

4/16/2013 32 comments

I know others have had it worse, but…

by help_me_somebody 1/2/2012

written by help_me_somebody

I saw people posting their suicide stories, so I decided to post mine. I’m an only child, come from a broken family, and started a relationship at only 11 years old with my cousin. I haven’t cut yet because it would be too obvious – my skin doesn’t heal for years. My dad was never around during my life (I’m thirteen now), and when he was he would abuse me and my mom. I would try to fight him or tell my mom to report him, but I think she hopes that he will change. When I try to fight him, he points a gun […]

1/2/2012 4 comments

Dumpster

wristcutters.

Dumpster Dying

Skipping School

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I know others have had it worse, but…