signed his email with “god bless you”.
That made me laugh.
I knew this would happen, I fucking knew it. Promises don’t count once the relationship ends, do they?
I promised Luis then when this time came I wouldn’t kill myself. But I really can’t take this anymore, Today was the first day back to school and the first thing to happen was one of my really bad headaches. :I Then during second lesson and break I felt a mental breakdown coming. What pushed it over the edge was an email from a ‘Friend’ saying that he didn’t want to deal with a suicidal friend. Which is nice. And now.. Well, I’m fucking suicidal. I just don’t […]
Like with my ex boyfriend, I broke up with him a few years ago, from a 2 year long distance relationship and we decided to stay as friends. When I moved back to the same area I realized that he would always ignore me when I really wanted to at least see him… but I realized, after a few months, it was already too late. Nothing, no more hopes and no more dreams. And worse of all his parents told me to just move on. His friends, whom used to be mine, they just told me to move on as well.
Not him though. He just […]
If you need someone to talk to. I’ll do everything in my power to help you. I’ve been there and it does get better when you trust someone. Anyone email me at kirrawashere@live.co.uk if you need some support.
So here is what is up. I’ve been in the hospital for a few days, I’ve seen sum doctors and a therapist. I went to my new therpist and doctor today and had very good results. . They kno that the feelings and the depression has been caused by all the nuro/seizure/brain issues I’ve had all my life. Plus all the meds I have taken. They are also believing the auras I’ve been having are silent seizures, which scares me so please keep me in ur prayers.. I have a wonderful therapist that is helping me thru sum issues in my life as well as […]
Stupid memories leave me alone
No one cares
So stop
Angel doesn’t care as well
It’s too late
If he cared he would have answered he’s phone already
He would have texted Shadow back
He would have replied to his email
He already told Shadow to stop worrying about it
Shadow already know it is too late
Only thing to do is give up the fight
Shadow has to surrender this friendship.
Shadow understands
Angel doesn’t want to be friends anymore
Shadow knows her faults
Always be her fault
She should leave now
Angel doesn’t care
Reality is a *****
But Shadow really does understand
She hope to understand
She tried
But its too late
I’m sorry
I have failed you
You were a great friend
Actually might have been a great; best friend
there is something wrong and it will not let me answer so I will just say my email is nvrshoutnvrfan10@gmail.com
well if anyone wants to see what some people think that i do… I have a 2 blogs… well a tumblr and another thing… also so if anyone needs to talk my tumblr is inevitable nightmare…
but also, on my tumblr it is different because my sister follows me and i dont want her to find out about any of this stuff so it is mostly the other things that i like, such as Tom Hiddleston, my chemical romance, and stuff like that but that doesnt matter so… just go to my ask and we could privately chat or i can give you my email and we can […]
Hey guys, sorry I haven’t posted. I only have the laptop during the week I’ll post tomorrow. If you need me my email is jacobj234@Gmail.com and my cell is 850-632-0697
I am new to this site.  I have been having suicidal thoughts for a while now…  I don’t really want to explain my situation, but to say the least, my life has been a complete failure and I want it to stop.  I don’t want to change my mind, I can’t fucking STAND ignorant people that are like “why you drink/smoke/do drugs?” Obviously because I’m lonely/depressed/have an addiction/want to forget my problems and I most certainly don’t want to talk about that.  I am not looking for sympathy, or all that jaz.  I am just looking for information.  My top choices would be 1. KCN […]
Dont be afraid to talk to me. Send me an Email.. Or add me on msn. zoebear_1@hotmail.com. Please, I know how your feeling.. i just want to help each and every aingle one of you in any way I can<3
I know I’m new here, but I just want all of you to know that I’m always here to listen to anyone, just email me. Even if you don’t think it’s important and you think no one would care, it will be important to me. Heck it can just to say you ate something for lunch or something to distract you. I want to do anything I can to make you feel better. If you just want someone to yell at / get your story / day / whatever out (part of the reason I joined the site), just put at the top that you […]
Life loses it’s worth to live, sometimes.
There are days where you wake up and the first thing that comes to mind is “Shit, God woke me up again!”
It’ll get better, they say.
It’ll get easier they claim.
Who the heck are they kidding?
They don’t understand.
They have yet to feel what it’s like to be in my shoes.
What’s the point of reaching out?
All they’re gonna do is judge me.
They’re gonna pretend to care,
And then they’ll leave just like the rest.
Does any of this seem familiar to you?
You know it’s true. You think it too.
I can’t promise you that […]
If anyone wants to talk outside of this site like through email or something let me know. I really need someone to talk to that won’t judge me and won’t tell me I’m wrong for thinking about suicide. I just need someone who understands m
Anyone need some one to talk to? Some one to be a friend? Some one who understands? Well i’ll be here and i’ll hear you out, what we say to eachother is strictly confidential and i will try to give any advice that i can. If anyone wants to speak to me just email me at animecat9@aol.com
ive made myself a tumblr account where Ill post poems n pictures. Same name as I’ve got here. N yes I’ll still put them here first. Speaking of which.
I saw you yesterday
You were sitting on the bench in an outdoor mall
And suddenly, all the feelings I had for you
Rushed to my head. I loved them all.
I’m sorry about what happened
The things I said wrong
And I understand
If you don’t want anything to do with me at all
But I thought you should know
That though it didn’t show
I haven’t forgotten you
You’ve been in my dreams since the […]
i just changed my facebook to pirate, and laughed because my email from the suicide project was in junk.
interesting life youve got the babe
This was supposed to be my official last day posting here.
Mainly because I’ve a lot of trabveling to do before my demise.
But heck I’ll probably still try to help out a little up until the day I go just not as frequently.
I know i’ll be dead within three months as I’ve procured my methods, already quit my job, and already put all the legal things in place.
It may be next week or it may be in August. But there is no turning back now.
My compassion … ah you know how it is.
Anyway… gouki99x@gmail.com if anyone wants to vent , insult me, or just talk.
I can […]
HELLO:
ALL PEOPLE IN THIS WEBSITE THAT FEEL PAIN ON THEIR SOULS I WANT TELL YOU ALLÂ THAT I AM HERE FOR CARE ABOUT YOU ALL
I AM NOT PROFESIONAL BUT I REALLY CARE ABOUT PEOPLE I HATE SEE PEOPLE SAD I WISH GOD GIVE ME POWER FOR GIVE HAPPINESS TO THE PEOPLEÂ AND ALSO I AM LITTLE CRAZY LIKE GOAT. IF YOU ALL NEED A FRIENDÂ HERE I AMÂ MY NAME IS JULIETA
EMAIL ajulieta_77@hotmail.com             LOVE FOR YOU ALL
I google the web trying to find something good that I can latch on to - something that tells me how I can escape the thoughts I have that life has no purpose. I find this site – register – the email comes thru…. thoughts become reality as I look at my in-box and the password is there…. confirmation: I’m messed up.
I am so tired – tired of life. I wish it over and the pain gone. eat, sleep, work, emptyness – the cycle of pain repeats. I want to hide – I avoid work, I avoid people and I regress further. How come I only have unfulfilled dreams and I’m stuck in […]
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