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Engineer

Now What?

by nova88hb 5/15/2015

written by nova88hb

I know that I can create a new future for myself at any moment. But I cannot escape the past I have created. I’m 33, and have a master’s degree in engineering. I struggled my way through school, working full time at night some years to get through. I had mediocre grades, and now I teach college for $35,000 a year. It doesn’t cover my bills, and nobody else will hire me because my grades are too low.

I should have never been an engineer though. I have always been interested in meteorology. I am most of the way through a degree in it as well. […]

5/15/2015 7 comments

Is there any other way out??

by soonerthebetter 8/30/2013

written by soonerthebetter

I am a 23 year old girl from India… I am an engineer and I am doing my post graduation now… I have a loving sister, an over protective mother and a really nice father… they love me indeed but out of all the love they have for me, they just fail to see how screwed up my life is…

I was in a really committed relationship for almost 3 years… And itâ€™s been a year since we broke up… HeÂ was my first and I wanted him to be the only one… here in India SEX is everywhere but itâ€™s just a taboo when it happens […]

8/30/2013 13 comments

What to do with my life

by telly34 7/1/2013

written by telly34

I don’t know what to do with my life. I did really well in school in engineering, but it just isn’t for me. I have never found a good job in it and even when I do, I reach a point where I am no longer interested in it and I want to ditch it and do something else.

I no longer work as an engineer. I work in a lab doing a job that anybody could do. But I want to do more with my life. Maybe that is why I am on this site. I want to make a difference in someone’s life and […]

7/1/2013 0 comment

College sucked

by telly34 5/21/2013

written by telly34

It helps to talk on here about my bad experience at college. Not only was the bullying embarrassing, but what hurt even more is how my father bullied me and his unrealistic, amoral, and unethical definitions of success. I hated that year of my life and I hated being psychologically bullied.

I feel like at college, I was a completely different person than I was at the amusement park. At the amusement park, I moved out of my parents’ house and said “This is my thing that I have looked forward to all my life. I want to be here and I am going to make […]

5/21/2013 2 comments

Help me….its becoming too late for any help…

by surnamesnow001 4/30/2013

written by surnamesnow001

I’m losing it. I can’t go on. I once thought I was strong. I once was able to help people, some very simular in my situation. I once thought that I had a life to live and a life to give. No more. Suicide is a daily hell I have to face. Depression from 17 years of shit and depression and bullying and attacks. I’ve gone too far. I thought I could make it. I need help. I have lost all hope to go on, all hope to live. I am a author, a carpenter, an artist, an engineer, an interior designer, programer, computerÂ technician, and […]

4/30/2013 7 comments

Bacon filled mouse trap

by animerocks500 4/16/2013

written by animerocks500

Hi all, I am 17 years of age and is so closet to finishing highschool but I just don’t want to live and I don’t know why. I have been trying hard to find a purpose, or a joy, or anything to destory that want of death , for the three years that this lack of feeling appeared but nothing is working anymore. There is nothing eles I can turly change anymore, when you are six feet two, black female and as realistic as me … You become numb to the illusion of dating of marriage-it’s impossible- but that’s not why I amm depressed […]

4/16/2013 0 comment

They didn’t know

by XxmagicianxX 1/28/2013

written by XxmagicianxX

Jake walked alone after school that day. He walked in silence, his footsteps made no noise against the wet pavement. The sun was blocked out overhead, and the rain began to fall again. Jake didn’t care, he didn’t have anywhere to go anyway, if he went home he would probably get beat by his dad. He didn’t want to become like his dad. An abusive drunk, who was never sober at home. He wanted to be like his uncle. He wanted to go to college and become an engineer. he wanted to go somewhere in life and get out of this city of hell. All […]

1/28/2013 2 comments

alternative actions for my day…

by claira 11/4/2012

written by claira

I am making a list of things that I could do to help me make it to Tuesday…
aside from stuffing my face with crap (which does not help in any way) what can I realistically do / accomplish / come up with / fabricate / engineer / occupy my time with / invent / rearrange / be proactive about / just to get on with it?

* take a shower
* eat a healthy breakfast
* work on details of a resume to help myself on Tuesday so the appointment I am putting such stock and hope in is able to help me go forwards…..

11/4/2012 6 comments

Quick Update, Suicide on Temp. Hold

by deadright 2/1/2012

written by deadright

After giving up on Helium because I cant get a replacement flow gauge that I need for my bag setup and my local supplier of ******** was out of the cylinder size that I needed, (I have a regulator and flow gauge for N2 but my tank is almost empty) I have had to put my plans on hold for a few more days until I can get an exchange cylinder of N2.

After doing some serious research on inhaled inert gasses, I can see why so many attempts fail. It is not nearly as simple as books and internet pages make it sound. It is […]

2/1/2012 5 comments

My last few weeks.

by Engie 1/17/2012

written by Engie

I am a 23 year old engineer. I became interested in this site a while back when I was feeling low. I am fascinated by all the stories. The things that make people depressed, stories of overcoming or triumph or despair.
This is my first entry. I guess I just need a vent. I don’t have any real reason to be depressed except perhaps only within the chemistry of my brain.

It has been a week and 3 days since I last tried to kill myself.

It was during the Christmas/New Year break that my mother discovered that I’d been dating an Asian for nearly a year. […]

1/17/2012 4 comments

That’s my story and I’m sticking to it.

by deadright 1/16/2012

written by deadright

farmerstrong13.Â Thank you for your post.Â Actually I do not believe you can imagine how I feel unless you know my story; so this is the short long version.

I am in my early seventies and totally sane and rational. ( I think) I am an engineer with a highly scientific background and with personal interests and hobbies in astronomy and physics however my memory for technical stuff is going fast. CRS.

I do not believe in any scriptural deities and classify myself as an agnostic-deist.Â I define that, as a person that accepts the possibility something, or some entity may have been instrumental in the creation […]

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1/16/2012 12 comments

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