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exist

by FreakOfNature 3/1/2015

written by FreakOfNature

I get crap for literally everything.

My music, my hair, my weight, my face, my personality, my sexuality, just everything.

I’m so tired of it..I know it seems ridiculous, but every day I get told to kill myself or hurt myself in general. I know I could just ignore it, but it’s not that easy when it constantly happens.

I don’t want to exist anymore. I won’t be hard to be forgotten. I’m just a waste lf space, time, and life. People have tried to help me, but it feels like there’s this darkness that kust pulls me back. No matter how hard I try. It’s killing me. […]

3/1/2015 4 comments

by twilighttimes 2/12/2015

written by twilighttimes

I find every thing about life exhausting. The daily interactions with other people, all the expectations and obligations. Every aspect of living takes more effort than it is worth. The work the effort we have to put into this existence its just far more than we ever get out of it. I have this secret fantasy, of getting sent to prison on a life sentence. Where I get to serve out the whole sentence in solitary confinement. Just 24/7 locked in my little cell, never seeing anyone else. Just slide a meal tray through the door once or twice a day and leave me alone. […]

2/12/2015 1 comment

My end is near

by Boris123 2/11/2015

written by Boris123

Well, it’s starting. People are starting to forget me. Starting to think I don’t even exist. People hate me. People don’t want to talk to me. People don’t care for me and lastly people don’t love me. And these are all facts. Well, I guess suicide her I come. I hope all of you would be happy after I do it.

2/11/2015 6 comments

reminders

by lost_soul 2/4/2015

written by lost_soul

1. We exist
2. Every action has an equal reaction
3. We are the Universe and the Universe is us
4. Change is continuous
5. There is no past or future, only now.

2/4/2015 3 comments

Just a failure.

by A_Bowler_1993 1/28/2015

written by A_Bowler_1993

21 years old.
A bowler

I failed out of college and my parents do not know. As of right now they could care less for me because I have recently told them I was gay and had a boyfriend who makes me very happy. But I failed. I tried getting back into college but it’s a hopeless cause. It was a snowball effect that started one day when I rode my bike home from campus last April and I got hit by a car. I missed two weeks of school and this semester my knee was in constant pain even after having surgery. I’m tired of […]

1/28/2015 3 comments

Eugenics

by todestrieb 1/22/2015

written by todestrieb

For those not familiar with the term, eugenics is a way to improve the human population by eliminating the weak and propagating the strong. Back then when Hitler was in power there were euthanasia centers where individuals with incurable disease as well as mental illness were given a mercy death. For various reasons I am not a supporter of Hitler, however imagine if these centers were to exist today. Many of us could check in to these places to request to be put to sleep. That would be wonderful. Better for us and for the world if we cease to exist.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eugenics

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Action_T4

1/22/2015 24 comments

So close yet so far…

by no.head.chicken 1/18/2015

written by no.head.chicken

So. Tonight I was the closest I’ve ever gotten to finally killing myself. I mean it’s been maybe 8 months since I came to the conclusion that I needed to die, yet all I have to show for it are some fading scratches on my arm. It’s also been only a little bit shorter since I’ve started cutting myself – not so much because it made me feel better, but to get used to the pain and basically practice. I have to admit though, it usually did make the pain go away for the moment – except today. I made a deliberately deeper cut than […]

1/18/2015 8 comments

Something that bothers me

by ackerman 12/30/2014

written by ackerman

Philosophy has always been such a boring subject to me, boring in the sense that it’s endlessly redundant. Certain components of philosophy are interesting to discuss, but in the end there are no answers or even compromises people can make as it’s entirely subjective and based on little to no empirical evidence. In the end it’s a bunch of people asking “why?” until there isn’t even anything to discuss, the only thing you can do is go in an endless circle of pointless redundancy. Does free will exist? Does it matter? Regardless of any conclusion as to whether we have free will or not our actions will not […]

12/30/2014 25 comments

I am so alone

by QuixoticNomad 12/27/2014

written by QuixoticNomad

I don’t even know what to say. But, I do believe that it wouldn’t matter even if I did know what to say.

I am surrounded by people, but I am alone. I have to bear the unbearable psychic pain with no relief in sight.

I am so terribly sad. I don’t understand this world. I don’t fit in here or anywhere. I am a freak.

I attempted suicide a few years ago. What brought me to that attempt was that my soul died and all that was left of me was my fleshy shell. Suicide seemed to be only the next step; kill the body that used […]

12/27/2014 8 comments

What else can I do?

by turtleman_2014 12/15/2014

written by turtleman_2014

All I wanted was to be with her. She was the only one that actually cares. She noticed me when no one else would. She hang out with me because nobody else wanted to. I fell in love with her then a week later she acts like I don’t exist and tells me she can’t be with me anymore. I try to be friends with her for the next week but I can’t understand why she would hurt me like that. I needed her more than anything in the world and she hates me for a reason I don’t even know and was never told. […]

12/15/2014 2 comments

Anybody curious about death???

by Overcomer72 12/14/2014

written by Overcomer72

Is anybody here curious about death? I mean like wonder what its really going to be like when we die? I admit that I am.

Now when I say that I am not saying I am currenty suicidal. Im not. But I often wonder about death. We have all heard about Heaven and Hell and there are other theories about what life is like after death. I studied NDE (Near death Experiences) and have heard people talk about how they died and wound up in a bad place and felt tormented and Ive heard others say they died and came back to life and when […]

12/14/2014 6 comments

All hope gone

by missbliss72 12/10/2014

written by missbliss72

Does love and happiness really exist?

12/10/2014 3 comments

The Abyss

by TakingBackMyUsedRomance 11/29/2014

written by TakingBackMyUsedRomance

“Mind led body to the edge of the precipice. They stared in desire at the naked abyss. If you love me, said mind, take that step into silence. If you love me, said body, turn and exist.” -Unknown

11/29/2014 1 comment

reasons to live and not just exist

by Sabi 11/27/2014

written by Sabi

I wrote a whole long spiel but in the end I’ll just reduce it to this:

Fellow people who didn’t grow up with *close* friends or *supportive* family, how have you created meaning in your life? I’ve always thought life’s meaning was what you made out of it– and I still do– but now I’m realizing you can’t make anything out of life if you don’t believe it could become a reality. And you can’t believe in a dream like that if you don’t believe in yourself. My problem is I don’t know how to believe in myself. I think psychological research has bolstered the theory […]

11/27/2014 8 comments

………………………….

by lostandconfused17 11/20/2014

written by lostandconfused17

I sit here on my own. Just waiting for someone to realize that I am an island. I wish someone would be brave enough to row out to sea, just to stumble upon me. But instead I sit here, alone and deserted. Minutes, days, months pass without human contact. Just me and my thoughts, swirling around like a hurricane. They batter my mind like wind against a wall, they tear me up by the roots and toss me around like I’m nothing. I guess I am nothing. If an island is never discovered, did it ever exist? I kind of doubt it.

But I will sit […]

11/20/2014 2 comments

Depression U are not alone

by amar 10/27/2014

written by amar

I am looking for my life partner from any FIRST NATION WORLD, where life is not as depressed as where i am presently living. I lived some years in UK and I never felt depression as i am feeling in India. I am willing to relocate and have enough money that I can buy a small house there.

Every time i read any discussion forum on depression, i get the same answer that you are not alone and somebody is always there to help you. If such a help really exist please come forward to help. I will be thankful for my whole life for such […]

10/27/2014 4 comments

by Bisban 10/24/2014

written by Bisban

There’s nothing worse than hell temporal eternum

The spells that surrounds me

Words that I speak

I wonder one day, when I look up to the sky

Sad and sadness, doesn’t exist

Words lost, sunk into the bottom of the ocean

The bide, who am I

To be lone, what is it

Come with me if you have nobody

I will take you, I will save

Forever, no matter who you are

God, Where are you, of all I need you

A final, what does it all mean

Can such be, for me

10/24/2014 1 comment

“Okkayre”

by Bisban 10/18/2014

written by Bisban

Eitheror Diabolic
Forever Minotaur in labyrinth
I am the only and I know it
An eternal lock of chain
One day, when I walk alone
Until then, all in my hell
Will I ever become a clown
Can I dance like a bug fly
Magnificent like a Scyther
I need to, I need to
Break me, break me
The undead in the desolated amass
All that remain is a pain that exist
Eitheror Diabolic

10/18/2014 1 comment

a question

by tobeornottobethatisthequestion 10/17/2014

written by tobeornottobethatisthequestion

what’s righter: to suicide for your own good or to exist in pain for possibility of relatives feeling guilty and hurt the rest of their lives if you suicide?

10/17/2014 8 comments

Unwanting to do anything

by blueorchid123 10/13/2014

written by blueorchid123

Living and killing myself are both just too hard and take too much effort. I am tired of exerting myself everyday, trying to appear like I’m normal and belong on this Earth. All I want to do is lie in bed, put blankets over my head, and somehow stop my incessant thoughts. If I did this though, I would once again be treated as if my personal rights did not exist. My space would be invaded once again. I wouldn’t be allowed to do anything again on my own. My overprotective parents wouldn’t let me sleep alone or do work in my room alone or […]

10/13/2014 4 comments

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