Never give up my friends on SP. Spring time will come sooner than we know. Nothing is permanent.
For what its worth, here’s one of my favorite songs by Krishna Das:
enjoy! 🙂
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Favorite Songs
You know what would be wonderful? If I got Cancer and died. See I would reject Chemotherapy and then I’d die sooner or latter. Then everyone would talk about me after I died like I was such a wonderful person.
“She fought so hard”
“There was always a smile on her face”
“She could always make me laugh!”
Maybe my dad would finally show his face at my funeral…first time in almost 10 years…Or maybe my mom wouldn’t even tell him about it…My teachers would probably come. I was a very loved student. I hardly ever did my homework and I was failing most of my classes but they’d come…I’m sure of it. My reading teacher […]
So that’s it. I feel lost and emtpy. I don’t see why I should wake up tomorrow. I got a Math exam tomorrow, but I haven’t studied yet and it’s late, so I’m gonna left it blank, as I did the last time. Nearly nothing makes me smile now. Maybe music is the only exception, but even when I play my favorite songs on guitar I feel numb. Day after day, I’m getting more and more depressed. What’s the point of all this nonsense? I want it to stop. I want to be a 8 years old kid who enjoyed making sand castles again. Life’s […]
so a few days ago. i here from my ex who ignored me for over a month. this is kinda secret since were a long distance thing, my parents say its not healthy to talk to him, well fuck u. so they took my itouch and cell away for either a looooong while or forever. so there goes private contact, so then we start e-mailing and after a week he ignores me for over a month, then wednesday im sure it was he e-mailed me. i was soo happy. then it wet to silence again. well earlier i was home for 7 hrs watching […]
maybe–
but my girlfriend got me a souvenir. and herself edible vanilla body shimmer. her eyes are so beautiful when I stare into them–
i can’t kill myself when she does that–
but oh the dysphoria…the horrifying circles when I close my eyes; my favorite songs now haunting beasts– how can I deal with that?