I made this account a couple of weeks ago when I was searching for an exit from this life. I realized something this time around which was that I wanted to die but I wasn’t as suicidal as I once was, almost as if I gave into this life and its reality that I clearly was always against. I found it strange how we are willing to help another on this website or elsewhere and yet can’t help ourselves. I feel we were all deprived of something from our childhood that we needed and that lack of attention, love, or simply not being […]
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Fetish
Its hard to put into words how much I truly hate every second of living on this earth. For reasons and forces unknown I wasn’t ever meant to be anything of value. my parents admit i was a mistake, not aborting me was an even bigger one. now im paying for their mistakes.
From kindergarten to highschool, I was always outcast. I was the kid that didn’t even get bullied because he was of lower social stature. which made no sense, I was nice. I always helped out and always tried to be a good friend. In all it was everybody’s fetish to use me for […]