What do you do when the pain so great that you just want to die but you cant because you know that if you do you will be pretty much killing your mom, dad and a couple of kids who look up to you. Â What do you do? Â I cant find a job. Â If I had money I would smoke some weed and I wouldn’t even think of suicide because when I’m high the reverse happens and I start thinking about survival. Â But I have nothing. Â I watch the damn Illuminati controlled TV all day. Â Even McDonalds wont call me back for an interview. Â I’m […]
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Few More Years
I’ve struggled for a very very long time, and since i were young i’ve been depressed..
-Always bullied, abused and threatened..
When i were young up till today I’ve been going trough mental and psychical abuse., At my elementary schools i oftenly got threatened with knives and to be beaten up. A few times they even beat me up, hit me in places people couldn’t see the bruises on, and said If I’d tell anyone they’d cut my throat..
I tried to talk to people about it but always got laughed at and they said I’m just making things up, no one is doing such a thing to […]
I don’t think I can live for a few more years. What’s the point anyway? I’m tired of being in this war of life and death. I’ll just let death win soon. You know what would be cool? If someone decided to just kill me. If I were to die right now, I’m ready. People die everyday, what’s one more? Sure I might hurt a couple of feelings but I’m sure they’d forget about me. Most people do already and I’m still alive. Ha. I’m practically invisible. Oh man, life sucks.