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by Bisban
written by Bisban

 

“SoCal, Belly, West-Coast, The Morlocks”

 

But still the sun shines
I don’t know, I don’t know
What I can find
The only way to follow
Is through another spirit
But I seek from the dark
The gold, the gold heart
Still on to a next sound
I’ve sung for three-hundred days
What more can I say in my abyss
I want to move forward, to evolve
I need a friend

The crevice of the beast in the web
I seek the golden, I am the iron
And there is a poison that destroys
Truth-reality, essence of Gaia inside of me
I listen to the flower of the […]

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Happiness

by fallenstars101
written by fallenstars101

I know you aren’t to bring religion onto this site, but it’s important in order to understand why this is hurting me.

I grew up in a strong Christian family. We always go to church and pray and follow the Bible. But that’s the problem. My family had their minds set on what was wrong and right, and they weren’t going to change what they thought. According to the Bible, two people of the same gender are not to be together. But that’s what depressed me.

I met this girl and to me, she was everything that I’ve ever wanted. But again, I was from a “Christian” […]

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Is it my fault?

by deadgrl
written by deadgrl

he touched me
His fingers
His mouth
His legs
He touched me
He made me dirty
The dirt won’t come off
I’ve tried soap
I’ve tried water
I’ve tried blood
His eyes follow me
Watching for
A curve of my figure
A flash of skin
Is it my fault?

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At one time

by nozmoking
written by nozmoking

Music flowed from my hands
at one time
but no more

Love poured from my soul
at one time
but no more

Sunshine, warm and healing flooded my window
at one time
but no more

Someone delighted in my touch
at one time
but no more

I was paid fairly and respected at work
at one time
but no more

I could chase seagulls and climb sand dunes
at one time
but no more

I could follow my dreams
at one time
but no more

I had something to give to my fellow man
at one time
but no more

My life was an adventure, not a nightmare
at one time
but no […]

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Underneath

by Bisban
written by Bisban

 

 

Tonight, what can happen
Is the third’s one a charm
The dark Ouroboros amulet
One more hour until more
Please take me out, please
My cage thirteen

 

Take me through the Death Valley
One day through the City of Sin
Cosmic-purity forever chained
In white robe I walk, can you flow and follow
I hope that we can be brothers and sisters
The escape of a ghost

 

Underneath, the crunching tectonics
Twenty-four-seven, one in seven billion
My name is Celibacy, je suis putain, Albataar
But I know it’s just me but then what now
I seek the luminous, the nature, the glow
I will never touch, forever to […]

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hey .

by emily.guilbert
written by emily.guilbert

hey im new .

im emily and im always feeling lonly and i did stop cutting cuz it wont do nothing . I have so much feelings bottled up in me and i dont knoe who to tell bc mostly people dont really care but i found this site . My voice well be heared and thats all i really wanted so if u need help or anything im here for u and everyone else . So i guess go follow me on instagram @emily.guilbert .

Bye .

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“Not Falling”

by bigjamdaddy
written by bigjamdaddy

“Not Falling”
by Mudvayne

Always, known in, all my time,
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize,
That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and
just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me

I… I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I… I bleed the demons that drag me down
I… I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I… I’ll bleed, (for no one), The demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Goodbye, sunshine, I’ve put […]

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:'( …

by Fragile
written by Fragile

Far away from facebook , far away from family , far away from people , far away from reality .. I sit there and cry , with every tear drop I hate him andI hate myself even more .. perhaps because I once gave someone the complete power to destroy me with just words :s

and once he had the chance , he did it .. perhaps I’d cut myself later , or maybe I’ll just end it all … but would that change a thing ? no it won’t .. the pain would only follow me into the other life , and while I keep […]

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wow! this place exists.

by heliumhood
written by heliumhood

I’m new to this site, so hello and hi to everyone.

 

I’m a man in my 40’s based in the UK.  Up until 2 years ago I had everything I wanted in my life. It was then that one person’s vitriol cast a shadow over my life, that can never ever be lifted. I’m in a long term loving relationship (15 years), and I’m trusted implicitly by this person, and this person has never doubted me for even a second.

 

I have decided that I wish to embark on the journey of self deliverance in approximately 3 months time.

 

Why the delay? I have to prove my innocence […]

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I’m sorry. I don’t know.

by cheeseball
written by cheeseball

I always have this urge, to hurt myself 1 way or another. But it’s always in my mind.

Before I sleep, I’ll imagine falling off the stairs, or even getting some mildly serious disease, enough to the hospital. On worse days, this’ll morph into funeral services for my own, or just methods in which I die and there are people around me.

Is it meant to be this way? This is my way of dealing with life? It feels so wrong, yet it sparks a feeling of warmth, love, peace and a sense of fitting in.

It it might seem superficial, but it’s my own way, right? It’s […]

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I’m Sorry

by tauruswrangler
written by tauruswrangler

You know what I did and you know what I saw. I know your going to leave me high and dry, I saw you telling her. Everyone’s telling you to leave me I know. I’m tired of the name calling, crying ,memories and the attempted exertion of power and control we have with each other. You win!  And you are correct, I am nothing and have nothing. I am sorry my loved one, but I cleaned the house for you and did your washing so it won’t be too hard for you.  Sorry mum and dad I didn’t want to leave you with this after […]

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Definitely Not Funny

by Pandamonium
written by Pandamonium

The above video uploaded by “Information Overload” portrays a 13 year old female who tags each member of the boy-band One Direction in a Twitter post, threatening to break her dog’s neck if they do not follow her. The pictures used on the account of this girl were used weeks before in another similar post. This “prank” is becoming a trend, apparently. Pictures of cats in blenders, children bound by masking tape, and a dog held at gunpoint. Maybe it’s just me, but this is not a funny joke. Comments? I can have very harsh, very sadistic humor at times, but I have never attempted or staged any […]

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My outlook on life

by deeplored
written by deeplored

So, I’ve read some pretty tough stories on here about other people’s life. I’m not gonna say it gets better, because I don’t know if it will. But, if your faith/belief in God is strong then you’ll be alright. I’m not gonna talk about my life, and experiences I’ve had, but I will say you’re able to overcome any obstacle that comes your way. You have the power to make a difference, and I know things can get tough or you feel like you don’t matter, but you do matter. You matter to me, and you matter to God. God loves you enough to […]

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Don’t remember….

by The_red_fairytale
written by The_red_fairytale

I don’t remember what it’s like, not to have a scar insight.
Tell me where I went wrong in life.
I don’t remember when I didn’t cry myself to sleep at night.
The nightmares seem to follow me.
I can’t remember a time I was actually alright.
What’s wrong with me?
When did my pain become so visually seen?
The scars are showing my history.
When did my brain turned on me?
I can’t look in the mirror anymore, because i’m afraid of what I’ll see.
Tell me when everyone turned their back on me?
They can’t see the darkness inside me.
When did I […]

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Irony is follower/avg humans don’t know that they are wasting a yet another human life

by addicted
written by addicted

initial days: people used to build pyramids & architectures. lots of human lives is invested on it and currently no one give a shit about their efforts.

beneficiary: kings and leaders ( less than 10% of ppl)

losers: avg humans who follow others ( >90%)

in 18th century lots of human lives are sacrificed in wars

beneficiary: leaders and aristocrat(10%)

loosers: people who follow (90%)

Now lot of human lives are investing on building organizations and technical products

beneficiery: owners and rich(20%)

loosers: who follow others (80%)

Irony is follower/avg humans don’t know that they are wasting a yet another human life. they are bussy building others organization same ways acestors-they are busy in […]

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My life.

by carstereoguy
written by carstereoguy

Every day, I wish I was dead. All I know is that I once had a life in another place with a family that cared about me. I’m not to allowed to remember any of that. Nor am I allowed to remember all the horrible decisions that I made and the crimes that I committed to end up here on “earth”. I wonder every day what was different about me as a young man. I wonder why I didn’t follow the rules or care about law and order like everyone else who enjoys a good life by following the golden rule. I wonder what went […]

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The blood of my cuts and scars of the future

by Day
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Yes I am a cutter it’s how I deal with certain major problems a few months ago my life was going great now it’s taken a turn for the wiser my emotions are like a land mine and it dosent take much to trigger them if you don’t know me by now I’m Jason or Day whichever you want to call me is fine. I have been suicidal at a very young age and it’s only gotten worse I have drank so many chemicals in attempts to a true release but all have failed I always end up throwing the chemicals back up i am […]

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by quaero
written by quaero

how much can a brain process? day in day out i only keep thinking and seeking solutions. how does normality feel, what is rest – i’ve forgotten all these things. though i don’t feel like that, but logically speaking, it will explode one day.

i’ve accumulated quite a collection of solutions by now. they can change anybody’s life if he follow them diligently. but then i ask – why don’t they change mine? i think there is a part of me that wants misery, that don’t want to get detached from them, that wants all that evil that they transfer in me.

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Hypocritical nonsense

by quaero
written by quaero

All kind of thoughts run through my mind. i can be anything. i can change to any side. just convince me and see where i go. i have always tried to find answers to ultimate questions – questions that are right and on whom my existence and my suffering depends. every time i watch a documentary or read a philosophical novel i get into one of these questions and seems to find myriad of solutions to it. but experience has taught me that they somehow never works. so now when i find a solution i also ask myself why the solution would not work and […]

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