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The worst

by hollylion 2/19/2014

written by hollylion

It really sucks when you attempt to kill yourself, or talk about killing yourself, you have to go stay in a psychiatric hospital for however long. I know that there are some facilities that are awesome and are really helpful, but it seems that most of them don’t do any good.

There you are at the lowest point in your life and absolutely miserable, and then you are forced to go stay at a hospital with all of your rights stripped away when really the best thing is for you to be in your home where you are comfortable and can go about your life.

When you’re […]

2/19/2014 5 comments

Baby steps are still steps

by karakkaas 2/19/2014

written by karakkaas

Getting better is a long journey. I woke up and the first thing I told myself is that I wouldn’t die today. I decided to set daily goals. Small things, baby steps.

I’m scared, I feel like if anyone got close they could actually smell the sadness emanating from my pores. I’m anxious and insecure. But I will fight this. I will not let my emotions take control over me.

I went for my weekly doctor’s yesterday as I mentioned in my previous postÂ Â http://suicideproject.org/2014/02/anywhere-but-not-there/. She was very weary of letting me stay home as I had put myself in a […]

2/19/2014 1 comment

Tired,so tired.

by Tiredguy 2/18/2014

written by Tiredguy

IÂ´m 16,diagnosed with major depression,been depressed and suicidal for over a year now,I recently got out of a mental hospital,I was put there for suicide risk,it was one hell for me,I hated every single second I spent there,I were there for a little over 3 months,every second of it I spent faking my smile and telling lies about my mood and suicide thoughts, just to get out of there,it was really hard for me,I never want to go there anymore. So now that iÂ´m finally out of the mental hospital,I have to keep this fake smile on my face constantly and act like everything is […]

2/18/2014 11 comments

chains

by Eyeore 2/18/2014

written by Eyeore

I am haunted by ghosts of my past
past failures and mistakes
Failures and mistakes that makes my future dark
I am scared to live
I am scared to enjoy what is good
I am scared that it will end like my past
how do I brake these chains that’s holding me back
how do I brake free from these ghosts that’s haunting me
how do I live again???????

2/18/2014 3 comments

I guess change is good?

by lonewolf23 2/17/2014

written by lonewolf23

I’ve always been what kids at school call a “loner”. (And I never had a problem with it until people started acting like it was something to be ashamed of. I actually enjoyed my solitude before that because that was just me…..anyways this isn’t a post to talk about why I hate being a “loner”(still hate the way people say it lol), I’m just trying to understand something. I’m 17 years old and I’m currently in my junior year of high school. So here’s the thing; I’ve spent all my years of school being this lonely guy who didn’t really interact much with all the […]

2/17/2014 3 comments

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by Kallian 2/16/2014

written by Kallian

I had something to say, something clever and witty. Now I can’t even remember what it was. Like I’m losing track of my own mind. I’m good at my job, I think. But today, I couldn’t remember how to do even the basic stuff. And I really want to hit the voice in my head, even though that wouldn’t work, and it’s a stupid idea.

2/16/2014 1 comment

I need help.

by Falon 2/16/2014

written by Falon

I’ve been thinking for a good part of a long while. I don’t want to live anymore, I’ve made that choice. I’ve only ever felt like this once before, and I overdosed on over the counter pain killers. I woke up covered in my own vomit, and my family found me. I do not want a situation like that again. I want it to be quick, and I want it to be certain. I want to die in my bed. I don’t have many options, and I need to know what to do. Please. Help me.

2/16/2014 16 comments

Save the Date 2

by brokenboy 2/15/2014

written by brokenboy

My date is coming up.Â It’s in May.Â I haven’t really decided on a method yet but I know I don’t want anyone from my family to find me.Â I just know how the rest of my life plays out now and it doesn’t seem important to go through the day to day living.Â I’ll most likely die at work in my 50’s from a heart attack or stroke.Â My kids willÂ be in college so my wife will have to struggle with the money because my life insurance is only good until I am 50.Â I figure if I eat a bullet now they […]

2/15/2014 1 comment

Protected: “Dead eyez” a true storri.

by Lucidarium 2/14/2014

written by Lucidarium

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

2/14/2014 0 comment

This is how depressed peoples brain works

by addicted 2/13/2014

written by addicted

I have lot of experiences( good and bad)

Why my brain only interested in bad experiences I have?

When I am trying to direct thoughts to good experiences it feels like foolish to me

May be this is how depressed peoples “meta brain” works 🙂

2/13/2014 2 comments

stopped by to say good bye

by truthbetold 2/12/2014

written by truthbetold

I’ve ran out of patience with trying to figure out my “life purpose”

I may be in a better emotional state than I was in late 2011 and the first half of 2012, yet that isn’t enough to make me value life

when I look back, life hasn’t been very enjoyable since mid 2010 and it’s time to put an end to this farce

my only regret: among all the people who say (believe) they care about me, not one would be willing to help me in any way to leave this prison

DON’T BE FOOLED: people value their feelings more then they value your well-being … yet they […]

2/12/2014 4 comments

Stay with me

by katerbugg 2/12/2014

written by katerbugg

You sent me a text tonight Telling me you were proud of me. I needed to see that more then you know. I needed to see something good to take away from the bad. You told me I was strong. But I’m not. I’m so severely depressed right now I literally can’t move. I need you to know how much I need you with me through this.

2/12/2014 1 comment

Life is one cruel joke after another.

by Boerseun 2/11/2014

written by Boerseun

I’ve been feeling depressed since high school. Seen therapists, seen psychiatrists, the one after another. I’m really just done with this. I started feeling extremely anxious and depressed at the start of December and longed to end this suffering for good. But I thought to myself: “Just give your family a nice x mas, then you can do what you need to do”. Did I do it? Well I’m sitting here right now. I have a bipolar friend and I’m the only one that he really has. The only one who understands his feelings and will stay and listen or just stay with him when […]

2/11/2014 0 comment

by Kallian 2/11/2014

written by Kallian

I tried. I really, really did. But it’s never good enough, is it?

2/11/2014 4 comments

looks like a good day to die….

by LostnBroken 2/10/2014

written by LostnBroken

…..or perhaps just the long end of so many days not worth living. The pain always outweighss the little pleasures life has to offer, and i have reached my quota for rejection. I have a few methods at my disposal…..and i think i’ve always been a good multifunctioner, make sure this time. Notes all written, Â maybe some finishing touches to one or two……..but i’m ready and feel more peaceful than i have in ages. I just wanted to thank those who have been friendly and tried to help. See you on the flip side, lol.

2/10/2014 1 comment

looks like a good day to die….

by LostnBroken 2/10/2014

written by LostnBroken

……or at least be the last in a long line of those not worth living. The pain always outweighs the small pleasures life brings, and i have reached my quota for rejection. I have several methods, any of which will do…..but i beleive i will multitask and be sure this time. All my notes are Â ready, maybe a few finishing touches. I am ready, not frightened and haven’t felt this peaceful in a long time. I wanted to thank those who have been kind to me here.

2/10/2014 2 comments

Acceptance…

by lexusb02 2/9/2014

written by lexusb02

I got accepted into a university I really wanted to get into. I’m happy about it, but I still in someway feel depressed. I thought maybe that would be the thing that brings my mood up but then again I’m so easily ready to leave this life. I guess I should be grateful because I’m getting something I want in life and like I said before I understand that I have been fortunate but I have also been unfortunate.

I feel like a college can accept me but people I know or try and get to know cant. But why is that what the hell is […]

2/9/2014 4 comments

Downhill

by DAlex 2/9/2014

written by DAlex

So…guess who’s back? Annabeth is. She left for a week or so, and I was the only person who cared enough about her to continue talking to her while she was gone, since everyone at school believed that she was gone for good. I thought so, too. But now she’s back, and that’s not necessarily a good thing. When I found out she would be returning to live nearby, I was overjoyed. I thought that maybe, just maybe, there would be a chance that she would finally talk to me in real life. That I would mean something to her. Maybe she could actually care […]

2/9/2014 0 comment

I still see a lot of familiar nicknames

by givemesomepeace 2/8/2014

written by givemesomepeace

so I guess that many of you found some meaning to stay alive.

I don’t know what else to say. Keep saving people. It’s truly a good project.

I’m not too well in describing, words, reasons… I just wish u all the best. Goodbye

2/8/2014 2 comments

I had a Great Day

by whyme336 2/8/2014

written by whyme336

I had a really good day today. I took my close friend home and then went bowling with my mom. Then had a rec cheer game. The only thing I have to say is I felt as though no one was themselves. Like they were there physically but mentally they were somewhere else. I tried to ignore it but it still stuck out to me.

2/8/2014 1 comment

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