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Goodbye Letter

by Deleted.from.society 10/24/2014

written by Deleted.from.society

Dear mom,

I know this will hurt you for as long as you live. I don’t know what to say to ease the pain I’m going to cause, but I know that ‘sorry’ changes little. Though I will tell you why I did this, I know you’ll still be overwhelmed, confused, and hurt. Everything that was going through my head before I did this can be found in the Notes and Momento apps on my iPod if you’re interested. Everyone will probably think that this was an irrational decision done on impulse, but it wasn’t. There was a lot of thought put behind it, and there […]

10/24/2014 11 comments

200 Days.

by DutchTimes. 7/25/2013

written by DutchTimes.

About a week ago I found this site and decided to tell me story. There were some people who advised me to reconsider my suicide. The last couple of days I have been thinking, over thinking and rethinking the idea of taking my own life. And I have come to the conclusion that I will do it.

I know what it means to be death, there is no coming back or any way to reclaim your body. Iâ€™m calm about taking my own life because death, in my eyes, is a way to finally let everything rest.

â€œIt’s not suicide if you’re already dead insideâ€.

Before I finally […]

7/25/2013 6 comments

Please tell me my friend won’t hate me forever

by neverenough26 4/19/2013

written by neverenough26

Yesterday in a particularly bad time I decided I was finally going to end it. At that time (when I was clearly not thinking rationally), I was determined and committed. I have been depressed for a while but when this all happened something really horrible happened and I had no way to work through it on my own. I know everyone says that and I don’t want to say the entire story, but basically a person who had sexually, physically, and emotionally abused me for several years somehow got my contact information and called me just to fuck with my mind, and it set off […]

4/19/2013 2 comments

Feeling the end is coming

by xTKsaucex 12/28/2012

written by xTKsaucex

Well, some of you on chat knows me as CL and I’m just getting to the end of my tether here. And talk about timing. My mother and her partner have just announced their engagement last night and me, my sis and her fiancÃ©e only know at the moment. They’re all in their own happy worlds even though there are hardships here and there and there’s me wanting to kill myself. I got everything I need to go out via Carbon Monoxide and today or tomorrow seems like the only times when I get enough time to go through with it without being disturbed. I […]

12/28/2012 3 comments

A Goodbye Letter

by Desperation57 2/16/2012

written by Desperation57

Â Â Â Â (the following is a letter I recently wrote in serious consideration with my personal thoughts. Sorry its not Hollywood style beautiful, but it is how I am feeling at the moment)

My dearest family, friends and anyone else that this letter may find its way too… This, in the end, may b worth nothing more then a bad joke because there r no words I can say to express how sorry I am… Sorry that I was blind to the blessings I already had and was selfish enough to think my problems were all that mattered. Sorry that I […]

2/16/2012 11 comments