you see that bird? black as night. flying flying high in the sky. You see it? that was me soaring above living my dream. once trapped living like a rock rooted to the ground. but then i leaked out red and started to float around. Did you see that tear? that was me im standing by you giving you peace. I am your guardian you’ve nothing to fear. I let you know when your end is near. I am your coscience telling you “go” it’s time to leave. You feel it? that prescence? that is me, I give you slumber let you rest eternally. You […]
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Guardian
I have spent way too much time thinking about dying.
Truth is I have tried more than once to succeed at it.
I can see I am more successful at a lot of other things.
I spent a lot of time tonight reading the posts by the Guardian.
I used to be that way before I got lost in life trying to find Love.
I watched a film called Shaolin and in that time and tonight I see…
We can choose to leave this life but that choice only takes us on to
the next place where we once more face what we tried to evade.
Guardian is this the circle path…
I honestly don’t know anything anymore, I’m not sure why I am here, what my purpose is, or why I do any of the things I do, but I do them. My suicidal tendencies continue to stay in my mind, and in the last 24 hours they have grown considerably. Now that I think about it, the last time I left the house to do anything social was months ago, sometime around February. That part I don’t fully understand more than most things. I consider myself, and I’ve been told by other they consider me, to be a kind person, quite fun and a good […]
Sometimes, when I answer you I ask a question of you;
If you really had a choice, how would you choose?
Or
If you had a magic wand to fix your life,
How would you wave it?
Or
If you had a switch, that you could throw, that would end your suffering without killing you, would you throw it?
Would you?
More important than discussing the possibility of such magics, is discussing your will to use them.
What good is a true solution if you won’t use it?
And is there such a switch?
Does such a choice exist?
Can you have such power over your own life?
Yes