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Guilt Trips..

by shadowclone0
written by shadowclone0

what is it with parents/ loved ones and guilt trips..

they always cut me so deep..

I feel like such a piece of shit afterwards..

I realize I screwed up, but..

after one guilt trip, especially from my mother..

I just want to disappear forever..

death.. is fine, don’t care..

then I get angry.. but that gets me nowhere..

guilt trips, so cheap and piercing..

simple words that destroy my day..

suicidal thoughts flood my soul..

and the fight in my mind continues once more..

and so, in the end, the person who so adamantly doesn’t want me to kill myself..

is the very same […]

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What’s the big deal

by jjgirl13
written by jjgirl13

I was just thinking. Why do people guilt trip over cutting themselves?
Who the fuck cares what other people think? (Well, maybe that’s more of my perspective.) It’s non-lethal, it hurts less than getting a tattoo, you just don’t get a pretty picture at the end. I mean, for pain itself, there would be constructive and productive things to do like yoga, or running till your legs give out, that hurt a lot more than some scrapes. The intensity of pain you feel from pushing your bodily limits are usually a lot worse than the actual act of cutting. If you consistently need stitches and […]

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To Forgive and To Forget…

by sleepxdeath
written by sleepxdeath

“I’d wish to never remember”
“It just hurts every time I do”
“Every one had moved on…
                                  Why can’t I…?”

Afraid to be loved
cuz I know that love isn’t for me
Afraid to be loved
cuz all I do is hurt
Being rushed
cuz I know they’ll leave just like that
All the memories of the good
Taunts me every day

Two to three years wasn’t anything
A long distance
Terrified
I sinned
My guilt
My regret
I wasn’t patient enough
Forgive and forget

Easier said then done
I broke his heart
It was my mistake
I wanted him the most
I wanted Angel to come and rescue me

But no he didn’t
He couldn’t
He wanted to be with his friends more
Than to be with me

I came back […]

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My Problems

by Good_Guy_KC
written by Good_Guy_KC

I want to do it. One of my friends doesn’t socialize, and sits around playing video games all day. My other friends are self-absorbed and don’t talk to me anymore because they don’t like to listen to me when I have a problem. I hate my job. I can’t go to a bar or party to take my mind off my life because my mother monitors everything about me. She reads my journals, checks my purchases on my bank account, and rifles through my room and computer when I’m not around. She says she has to do this because I don’t open up to her. […]

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