“I’d wish to never rememberâ€
“It just hurts every time I doâ€
“Every one had moved on…
                                 Why can’t I…?â€
Afraid to be loved
cuz I know that love isn’t for me
Afraid to be loved
cuz all I do is hurt
Being rushed
cuz I know they’ll leave just like that
All the memories of the good
Taunts me every day
Two to three years wasn’t anything
AÂ long distance
Terrified
I sinned
My guilt
My regret
I wasn’t patient enough
Forgive and forget
Easier said then done
I broke his heart
It was my mistake
I wanted him the most
I wanted Angel to come and rescue me
But no he didn’t
He couldn’t
He wanted to be with his friends more
Than to be with me
I came back for him
But all he did was isolate himself
He’s the one that lied to me
I understand
Literally he doesn’t care
And I’m too late
Too late to convince him
And now
I keep this guilt
A guilt trip until I die
The darkness is just around the corner
And the light
The light just in front of me.
No one will ever be there by my side
No one will ever understand
4 comments
I should thank you for sharing this with me before, the title grab me this time. I don’t think I could forgive and forget, to do that is like not caring at all.
yea that is why I wrote it. cuz a lot of people wants me to not care about it. but i can’t. I care too much
hate to be eager beaver but Kind of would like you to check your email, there was something I wanted to ask you since I read your email.
well i did 🙂