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its fryday and thers a girl crying in the boys bog and i realise people are so crule that im sick of them can you help me help her ples

by why i dont no 3/8/2013

written by why i dont no

right ill explane thers a amercn who has just come to are school forÂ gcses FOT resons unkonwn to meÂ and beeing a all boy school evrey time shes arownd evrey one acts like thave never seeÂ girl befor but as this grue old that startid to bulley her and this must hve gon to far because today she was in the boy lav crying her eyes out and cuting so i lock the door and put my mate out side to stop people coming in

“fuck off”

“love im not going to do aney thing to you nor am i goingÂ aney were till you tell me whats up” i […]

3/8/2013 0 comment

What seems to be the problem?

by ben_jamin64 2/12/2013

written by ben_jamin64

I’m certain I’m not the only 24 year old out there with a depression issue but I’d like to try and figure this out. I am relativly successful. I recently got out of the military and started college and am going to try and get into the nursing program. I had a lot of issues when I was around 16/17 with depression. Then I got better then again when I was 19 and living alone. I joined the military shortly there after and was fine until the extreme amount of stress was too much to handle any more after 3.5 years. Now i am here […]

2/12/2013 2 comments

… ? what to do?

by what am i doing on this website? 11/3/2012

written by what am i doing on this website?

Since i moved to theÂ DominicanÂ Republic i feel as is am no longer in control of my emotions. Back home when i got angry or depress i would just go in my room and hurt myself . Here i cant do that, i don’t want them to see me this way. Â My mom says by them seeing me like this it will make it much easier for me to get help, but that’s what i just don’t get. Â I don’t know what i need help with, i don’t know if these feelings that i have are just depression or somethingÂ else. I wish i understood how depression […]

11/3/2012 2 comments

Irony

by jjgirl13 10/22/2012

written by jjgirl13

Ironic, how even in herd of black sheep, I seem to be even too black to fit in.

Fuck your stupid conformity.

I came to find some sort of solace, but as usual, expectations of any sort just leave you fucked.

Should have known better to shut the fuck up and kill myself instead of expecting other suicidal people to understand what it really is like to want to kill yourself, not to want to live. If I wanted to live I would have gone to a fucking happy go lucky site.

Hope is fucking overrated.

10/22/2012 49 comments

Life has no meaning… no survival.

by alautox 3/23/2012

written by alautox

We are born, are educated, get a job, find a partner, have a family, make enough money to stave off discomfort, live the constant struggle of existence, get old, weak and sad, and then die.

Man killing man, people starving while others watch, rape, death: It all seems so illogical, so pointless. Life must be the complete stupidity of existence itself. Therefore we need to create artificial meaning to prop up our petty lives. We depend on religion, which answers our questions by referring to another world that doesn’t exist but provides a so called reason for living. Some people survive through apathy and conformity, following […]

3/23/2012 6 comments

it’s not the end of the world

by tphg 2/9/2012

written by tphg

Too many of us simply forget that our little problems won’t result in the end of the world.

Whether you were touched or neglected as a child, dumped in extraordinary fashion as a teen, or had the weight of life crush the very breath from you as an adult won’t have a direct impact on anything as a whole.

More of us need to realize this, I think, because then confronting the issue should be a bit easier. Be more free to try new approaches to your various problems, have the courage to speak up and say what’s on your mind. Have the strength to keep […]

2/9/2012 2 comments

So hard..

by LongestYardx 1/30/2012

written by LongestYardx

never felt that life was so hard. Seems like everything i do is wrong. in the 2 years i have felt like this i feel as if i have lost everything, dropped out of school because everything got to me. turned to drinking cause it seemed like the easiest option,but since that decision life has gotton 50% worse. and as easy as it seems like to stop that goes okay for a while untill i breakdown over something again.. and turn to it again and go out and drink before work, then end up not showing for work. and im on the last straw with […]

1/30/2012 5 comments

so much left out

by emily25 6/23/2009

written by emily25

A couple days agoÂ I started to write one thing on here. I thought that it would get it out of my mind for a bit. Before I knew it, five hours had gone by and I had no clue. The house could have burned down and I would have never known. I realized I was also no place close to finishing it. It made me realize how caught up in my thoughts I am. How much of the world have I missed? I mean, I can’t possibly see it all, but what has been going on?!!?!

I am almost 18. According to my parents and the […]

6/23/2009 5 comments