I’m not doing well. I am beyond upset. I feel so crushed and stupid and so incredibly sad right now. Someone very close to me is probably gone now. I don’t even know what I can do or how to help myself because I’m so sleep deprived and then this shit happens. Twin if you are still here please talk to me. I said you can trust me and I don’t lie. Every word was true. Now I just feel like an idiot.
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you know that feeling you get when youre falling asleep, when your limbs are dead and heavy, well that’s me all the time. I couldn’t even get the milk out of the fridge. I’m so desperate inside, like I’m scrambling through all of this heavy darkness inside of me, I cant breathe. my heart is palpitating. I feel physically sick. and keep zoning out for 10 minutes every now and then and have no idea whats going on. councelling is shit, they even said they don’t know how to help. I just don’t know what I need. I cant. I want to, but I mentally […]
I got a story. I can’t promise it’s a good one though
So I have a girlfriend and we’ve been together for about 2 1/2 years. She just recently got diagnosed with depression. And although I am trying my best to make her life easier, it feels like I’m not really doing enough.
We’re both just college students living with our parents so I can’t be there for her all the time, which really sucks cause when she does need me I can’t really be sure I’ll be there.
Any tips on how to help her would be greatly appreciated
Thanks SP
My mother’s boyfriend hanged himself ten months ago.
I didn’t saw him, but for ten months, I’ve been having nightmares every single night. About him, or about hanging myself. I still think about him every day.
Things were really bad before he killed himself. But now, he just left a hell.
He was a good man. He was generous and kind. But he just cared to much about everything. Any small critic, any argument would drown him. Every thing that he couldn’t afford would make him anxious.
Yes, he was depressed, but no one thought that he was suicidal. And one morning… the surprise.
I try not to blame him. […]
im currently 16, i have been going to counselling for about 2 or 3 months but thats all irrelevant. i have a boyfriend, also 16 possibly going through depression as he shows some signs of it and has recently told me he wants to disappear or dissolve into the earth and cease to exist. now i too have been in a situation where i have not wanted to exist (ive attempted 3 times before, obviously not succeeded) but i dont quite understand his situation, he doesn’t particularly want to die he believes he is too much of a coward to do it and i am […]