I want it to be over

I’m at the lowest of lows. So low, I have no one to turn to that could possibly understand, so here I am inter web. This life has been filled with disappointments failures and wrong decision after wrong decision. I grew up poor, I was super skinny, and had horribly fucked up crooked teeth. My dad was/is a alcoholic narcissist. And my mother thinks God fixes all problems. My parents had/have a fucked up warped sense of society and cultural norms and I was an out cast in school for knowing nothing different. I was depressed because of my home situation and never knowing how […]