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Love won’t save you

by Stain 5/14/2014

written by Stain

It just won’t. A devoted partner, a caring parent, a sympathetic friend or hell even the purest love of all, the love of a dog, won’t save you.

Suicide, or at least the suicide I know, is like drowning in the ocean. Love is like someone on the shore praying for you. It may give you a moment’s satisfaction to know that someone is worrying about you, but in the end the only thing that can save you is if something physically drags you out of the ocean.

Love doesn’t do that. Love can soothe you, distract you, make you feel like you have a purpose, maybe […]

5/14/2014 2 comments

Living is pointless

by lolzmay 5/10/2014

written by lolzmay

I’ve never understood the point of this life. When I ask people they often say, “Well, you graduate from college, get a job and start a family.” My only answer is, “And?” What comes after having a family and everything else you’ve worked so hard to obtain?

Death.

If in the end, no matter what we do, we all die, then what is the point of living? For those who believe in afterlife or a heaven after we die maybe life has a meaning. But to someone who doesn’t believe in anything, what’s the point? There are more than 7.046Â billion people on earth. Millions of people are […]

5/10/2014 9 comments

I think it’s said that only 3 people in 1000 are capable of suicide.

by Stain 5/1/2014

written by Stain

Is it possible that this entire human world is completely upside down in its beliefs, and in fact life is a bad thing; death is a good thing; and suicide is the act of an enlightened soul that has come to this awakening?

What do humans live for? Ostensibly to contribute to life. To make life better for themselves, their families and other humans. Longer, happier lives for everyone.

The same thing can be said about an acid trip. You want it to be a happy one. You want it to last as long as possible. You want to share it with your friends. But in the […]

5/1/2014 2 comments

can’t seem to do anything right

by blindaudio 4/23/2014

written by blindaudio

Yep, subject says it all.
I can’tseem to do anything right. From making friends, to caring about my family, yep, I fail.

I got in a fight with my younger brother, and well, I’m not too violent, but I hit the punk. If I can hit a sibling of mine, how will I treat my future wife or kids? I’d rather not think about that. When I make friends, they always seemed to be troubled, and in the end, bring me down. I feel so awfull, because I can’t even save them. If it is not possible for me to save anyone in life, why […]

4/23/2014 1 comment

Little about me

by TheRoadSoFar 4/20/2014

written by TheRoadSoFar

Don’t read this if you don’t want to, you probably have better things to do.

I’m a 15 year old boy. I haven’t been diagnosed with depression but it’s not necessary. I’ve been depressed since I was 11. I started cutting a year ago. I feel worthless and alone all the time.

It was when I was 11 that I found out how easy is for people to use you when they need something and then forget you immediately. It was when I was 12 that I found out how your “friends” talk shit about you at your back and criticize you in your face. People […]

4/20/2014 2 comments

No place for me

by blacktears 4/15/2014

written by blacktears

I use to think of myself being better than anyone else.But it aint worth it if uÂ don’tÂ prove it to the society, i realized it recently thatÂ I amÂ the biggest failure and not a trust worthy person. in these past few weeks i have done so manyÂ regrettableÂ things.1) i took money without asking my parents 2)I have failed my classes and coursework which my father went through a lot to get a seat in that college 3) i failed my group in completing the coursework, which ruined the relation between my best friend and me. so i had to talk with my father about this the first […]

4/15/2014 1 comment

Heartache|Heartbreak – Am I crazy in love?

by shadow2210 4/14/2014

written by shadow2210

I cannot fathom the thought of love.

There was a moment 2 years ago where I experienced intimate love for the very first time. At that point in time, I felt like I was on top of the world – but, when after almost 7 years, you’re world decides it wants to move on, you are left broken and cold – it all changed.

Although my love towards this individual has only changed from intimate to platonic, it becomes a ride of anxiety-fear-hope-annoyance, because it has been 2 years since we’ve seen each other; 6 months since we’ve emailed each other; I am waiting to hear from […]

4/14/2014 2 comments

Underneath the moonlight

by fox 4/9/2014

written by fox

I realized deeply that I have no chance. Every aspect of my life is too damaged to keep pushing. Sometimes you just have to accept things, however painful it might be to accept that life has to end. I spoke to an old friend on the phone last week, someone I haven’t spoken to for over a year. She was my surrogate mother when I was 17, when I lived away from home. She will be 70 this year. She said she will call me again. She told me she loved me when we said goodbye. I know that I don’t have to speak to […]

4/9/2014 0 comment

yes it is

by LetItGo 4/7/2014

written by LetItGo

i just want to go.
people wont miss me.
the one person i thought
that would miss me
well i just discovered that
in the end they wont miss me
theyll move on
i just want to leave
im numb but in
so much pain
all at the same time
its weird because
i cant feel happiness
i dont remember
how to be happy
what it feels like to
be happy
all i know how to
feel is sad, pained,
and lonely
oh and ignored.
i guess i was right
this world is better off
without me.
isn’t it?
yes it is.

4/7/2014 3 comments

Follow Your Dreams or Follow Your Heart?

by shatteredhopes 3/31/2014

written by shatteredhopes

In this situation in particular,
do I choose to follow my dreams or to follow my heart?
How do I know which will work out?

Do I follow my dreams and risk it all?
Or, do I follow my heart and end it all?

They both may seem so simplistic, of that I’m sure,
but they are burning me to the core.
Why must my endeavors of thisÂ be so intricate,
when there are no plans and no times set?

My dreams are supposed to balance my internal torment,
but my choices cause nothing but my mere discontent.

All the things I once cared about are now obsolete,
and though […]

3/31/2014 1 comment

Hopeless

by stillhopeless 3/26/2014

written by stillhopeless

I am not very good at this anymore but I didn’t know what else to do so here goes. I have spent the better part of the last 15 years thinking about suicide everyday. When I was young I actually attempted it a time or two. I used to talk about it, I used to write poetry and letters to deal with it, until one day it all blew up in my face. My “friends” Who “understood” all of a sudden didn’t anymore, my parents tried to have me committed, and my poems and letters were used against me. It all went to hell in […]

3/26/2014 2 comments

the sun rises slowly

by hattie 3/24/2014

written by hattie

far out.

the world is an incredible place.

how funny that we can value something like life so much when its so temporary.

i value my life with everything.

i value the history and the future, and the morning and the night, the water and the sun and snow, and the food and the sounds; i value everything that will inevitably end. if your in a relationship and you find out that it will come to a tragic end, you’d get the fuck out, save yourself the heartache right? but thats everything. every person you love you’ll loose; there all just temporary components of the illusion that is your […]

3/24/2014 2 comments

Crazy Logic!

by k2fraser 3/21/2014

written by k2fraser

Yeah I’m high, and this probably makes no sense, but whatever.

Let g represent what I want, my goal, where I want to be in the future.
Let a_1, a_2,â€¦a_n be the steps required to reach g.
The nature of g implies that failure at any point a_i results in returning to a_1.
Let x be the amount of pain I feel when failure occurs such that x @ a_i > x @ a_i â€“ 1.
Let y be the amount of happiness I feel, such that y @ a_i > z @ a_i – 1
i.e. the closer to the goal the more happiness/pain that […]

3/21/2014 14 comments

I cant get out of this never endding nightmere

by jaysonerickson 3/19/2014

written by jaysonerickson

well i stumbled across this website when i was just looking for some ways to kill myself….i problem should say some back story im 14 years old and have cut for eight years…i have tryied suicide 14 times but clearly they all have failed i was never the smartest person and i have few friends most witch have moved away or killed themselves. I mean this morning i woke up to a friend crying and then i heard them shoot them self in the head…i heard them smash there head onto a hard floor and now i feel nothing..no emotion. i mean people tell jokes […]

3/19/2014 3 comments

It’s happening again ….

by meris 3/17/2014

written by meris

Okay so on 3/5/2014, i was admitted into a mental facility and this is my story of being in it (YOU DON’T HAVE TO READ)

Okay so mine was because i had well attempted suicide, my friend called the cops on me after she found out and this crisis lady gave me an option which by the way was stupid. she said if i didn’t talk to her…i would have to be admitted …but truth was, that I was going to have to be admitted anyway because I had attempted suicide and like the only way, i wouldn’t be admitted was if she thought, i was […]

3/17/2014 4 comments

why is it wrong?

by devilangel 3/13/2014

written by devilangel

people always say that suicide is bad. but, why?

i think if a person wants to leave, they should be able to leave this world without any judgement.

everyone is going to die eventually, so why not now? all the memories we create are going to fade in the end anyway.

3/13/2014 15 comments

You got better before, you will get better again…

by k2fraser 3/12/2014

written by k2fraser

This has been said to me a lot. Did I really get better before? If so, how could the darkness overcome me so hard and fast again? Why doesnâ€™t the darkness slowly recede, but continue to get darker and darker. Maybe I never did get better.

I was forced into therapy and meds about 10 years ago. Well, forced is too strong a word. I guess I could say I was pressured into it. I was just following orders. People know Iâ€™m weak and fold easily, will do what they say. Whatever, Iâ€™m deviating from the main point of this rant.

So was I better after that? […]

3/12/2014 1 comment

boys

by sad_face7 2/6/2014

written by sad_face7

The school I go to all the boys do is mess with your heart, they get your hopes up. And in the end turth comes out.

I was talking to a boy he made me feel like he cared, that he wanted to be with me, but in the end he told me he already had a girlfriend, and said that he was sorry for trying to lead me on, and if we come still be friends?
Why do boys hurt us, why cant they feel the same way like we feel for them. Just dont understand anymore.

2/6/2014 8 comments

Im trying to be what your dying to see

by loyaltyfirstbs2nd 2/4/2014

written by loyaltyfirstbs2nd

I tried to impress you but I failed that’s my best skill is being a failure. I’ve been depressed for months because of you and there was no point in the end. I’m sorry I gave up love but you made me promise to and I can’t keep going.

2/4/2014 0 comment

Far away.

by purplepain 2/2/2014

written by purplepain

If there are so many people in the world that feel like me, like us, why do I feel so alone? Like nobody can understand my thoughts? Like I can’t ever be 100% sincere sharing them? If there are so many people on here that feel the same way, why aren’t you the girl sitting next to me in class? Why aren’t you one of the people I have to see every day? Are we meant to die little by little of loneliness in the end? Is that what we deserve?

Feeling nothing,
PURPLEPAIN

2/2/2014 5 comments

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